Awkward
After going through so much I'm writing this letter to Kihyun
Sigh*should I really be doing this
Uhg whatever ill just write whatever comes to my mind
To Kihyun hyung
Hyung...you know we don't match well...we don't get along well like other members, but hyung I don't hate you, it's just our likings and thoughts are different maybe too different. ?...well I think it's not only my fault that our relation is like this... Hyung too many times avoided me or ignored me, whenever we tried doing conversation it ended with dissing each other or whenever we did something together resulted bad,.... causing distance between us... I don't know why it is things just doesn't go well between us.
Hyung do you remember at 'Idol show' when I was dj H.one, you and Minhyuk hyung danced on songs that I played? Yes that day I remember clearly because I was taken by surprise,.. how cute you were dancing on ' Power up' by RED VELVET, um.. hyung
I didn't know you can be so cute.
You didn't dance well as Minhyuk hyung but of course you have your own charms I got to see that side a cute side of you, even someone like me who would never admit the fact that Kihyun hyung can be cute....had to admit that you have different charms that are rare to find.
Uh why I'm mentioning this sorry, I'm not good with this was only trying to say I'm not pinpointing your mistakes
Don't misunderstand my words but I want to clear it that I Chae Hyungwon definitely don't hate you
I used to tease you because of your height but you too did the same to me....maybe you didn't liked me ....it was fun to tease you back then..., but aside from fun there was always a feeling of longing,...maybe I wanted attention from you... I still don't know the reason why Hyung hate me...but maybe we can be friends ...I always thought that....or maybe we're bound to be not being closer or being friends. I don't know but I.....
I want to get along with you
I want to know more about you
I want to see different sides of you
It brings me back when it all started
Flashbacks continues*