Hwasa's Maria has me so devastated smh she's amazing
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Jungkook enters his room, flops onto his bed, and opens his phone. Immediately texting Yeontan.
Jungkook: Yeontan?
Yeontan: yeah?
Yeontan: is anything wrong?
Jungkook: I may or may not have had sex with Taehyung...
Yeontan: oh
Yeontan: are you alright? You didn't get hurt, did you?
Jungkook: well idk
Jungkook: I don't know if it could be called hurt, but yeah I guess so
Yeontan: oh no! What happened??
Jungkook: when we finished doing it, he left to make dinner without kissing me
Jungkook: even tho I said I wanted to kiss him
Jungkook: and then I asked him what I am to him
Jungkook: and he just said that I'm someone he can entertain himself with
Jungkook: and that made me feel like he's just using me because I'm gay and I like all that gay interaction stuff
Jungkook: I don't know what to do now
Jungkook: I still really like him
Yeontan: have you ever told him that you like him?
Jungkook: no
Yeontan: why not?
Jungkook: he'd make fun of me for it
Jungkook: and he's straight. He would just kick me out like my old roommate did
Yeontan: do you really think he's straight after what he's done to you?
Jungkook: ...
Jungkook: wait
Jungkook: you think he isn't straight?
Yeontan: well it's only a guess
Jungkook: tru
Jungkook: don't get my hopes up like that
Yeontan: trust me you're gonna want to have high hopes.
Jungkook: what why
Yeontan: what
Jungkook: what
Yeontan: idk
Jungkook: you're confusing me
Yeontan: me too
Jungkook: 😂
Jungkook: Yeontan you're really fun to talk to
Yeontan: really?
Jungkook: yeah I feel really comfortable talking with you
Jungkook: it's like I know you in real life or something
Yeontan: haha
Yeontan: we're getting off-topic
Jungkook: right
Jungkook: Taehyung
Yeontan: ?
Jungkook: huh?
Yeontan: oh nothing soz
Jungkook: ok
Jungkook: um
Jungkook: hh I just really don't know what to do anymore
Jungkook: I'm wearing his clothes rn
Yeontan: cute
Yeontan: I think maybe you should talk it out with him
Yeontan: if you want to be in a relationship with him, you should work on getting him attracted to you or something
Yeontan: idk
Jungkook: ok
Jungkook: I'll try talking to him
Jungkook: thx for all your help ☺️
Yeontan: thanks for giving me someone to talk to when I'm bored
Jungkook: haha
Yeontan: I should go now
Jungkook: oh ok bye
Yeontan: 👋
Jungkook turns off his phone and looks at himself in the mirror. He gives himself a thumbs up and prepares himself to talk with Taehyung.
Then the door opens and Jungkook whips his head in its direction.
"Jungkook, can I come in?" It's Taehyung.
"...ok."
Taehyung enters the room and sits on Jungkook's bed. "I'm sorry."
Jungkook looks down at Taehyung. He likes this angle. It makes him feel like he's in control. "For what?"
"For making you feel bad. All I've done is hurt you. I'm sorry." Taehyung looks down.
"You didn't kiss me." Jungkook says.
Taehyung fiddles with his fingers.
Jungkook steps closer to Taehyung. "I wanted to kiss you..." He stops when he's right in front of Taehyung. "And I still do."
"Then do it." Taehyung looks into Jungkook's eyes, and sees how hurt he is. "I'll make it up to you, Jungkook. I'm really sorry."
They stay like that for a bit, just staring off into eachother's different worlds until Jungkook sits himself on Taehyung's lap, straddling him. "I'll forgive you if you can acknowledge how I feel." He says before filling in the gap between their lips.
They both kiss eachother softly, holding onto eachother like it's the end of the world. No tongues meet. Nothing like that. This kiss was kind and loving.
As they finally break the kiss, Taehyung says "What am I to you?"
Jungkook doesn't respond. Instead he pushes Taehyung down further onto his bed and starts kissing him again. This time it's more heated than their last one.
"Mmh.." Taehyung tries to speak but Jungkook doesn't let him.
"Don't talk. Just let me entertain you."
Jungkook says with a small frown, then he reunites their lips again.
Taehyung wraps his arms around Jungkook's neck in a warm hug, gently moving against Jungkook's fragile lips.
They were like this until Taehyung felt a tear land on his cheek. He opens his eyes to see Jungkook crying. "What's wrong, Jungkook?" He asks with the most concern he has ever shown the crying one.
"I love you, Taehyung." Jungkook smiles softly through dripping eyes.
Taehyung wipes Jungkook's tears away. "I know." He gives Jungkook a small kiss on the lips. "I love you too."
"Really?" Jungkook blushes.
"Yes. I always thought something was wrong with me for liking a guy, that's why I was so rude to you." Taehyung says while holding Jungkook in a tight hug, not wanting to ever let go of the boy he had fallen for. "Now I realize I made a big mistake. I don't expect you to forgive me."
"You're surreal to me, Taehyung. This whole moment is so surreal. I have nothing else to say..."
"This is as real as it gets." Taehyung strokes Jungkook's soft chestnut coloured hair. "I love you, Jungkook."
He places small kisses all over Jungkook's face.
They stay like that, just kissing and hugging until they fall asleep in each other's arms on Jungkook's bed.
The night is peaceful and calm. The windows of Jungkook's room are slightly open, letting a soft breeze fly through the room. The moonlight caressing their sleeping bodies.
Smiling while asleep, Jungkook dreams of Taehyung, letting soft thoughts of him painting his unconscious mind.
They both feel at home in this moment.
They're happy to be with eachother this way.
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Well that's a peaceful end to the chapter. I hope you enjoyed it. This is the first time I've tried to make my writing sound 'beautiful' in a way lmao.
Anyway, today (may 6th, 2020) I finished playing Gris, and I must say, that game is fucking beautiful. If you haven't heard it's soundtrack, please go listen to it now. I'm moving it to the top of your priority list. Listen to it nowww.
Ok bye