Find My True Self (GxG)

By littlest_pumpkin

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This is about a Girl named Lily, She was in loved with her boyfriend, Zack. They been dating since 8th grade... More

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3: Moving in
Chapter 4 - Kidnapped
Chapter 5 - Nightmares
Chapter 7- Double Date
Chapter 8 - I'm Positive
Chapter 9- The Slumber
Chapter 10- The Ultrasound
Chapter 11 - I miss you - Lily
Chapter 12 ~ Not ready to let go
Chapter 13 ~ Keep holding on
Chapter 14
Chapter 15: You still love her?
Chapter 16 ~ It's not your time yet ~ Zack
Chapter 17 ~ Prom
Chapter 18 ~ Sure you want this?
Chapter 19 ~ The Surprise
Chapter 20 ~ Baby's First word
Chapter 21 ~ Senior Skip Day
A/N - Author Note
Chapter 22 ~ Radley
Chapter 23 - visitation
Chapter 24 - Coming home to...
Chapter 25 - Baby's Appointment
Chapter 26 - A Day Out

Chapter 6 - Is she Ready?

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Lily's POV: 

(Lily's VO): It was the afternoon and i was finishing up with Dr. May. Therapy been helping me with my nightmares and voices, i take depression medicine at night to help me sleep. But anyway, me and Delilah been together for 6 months and never did.. y'know.. guess because i feel like i'm not ready. But i do love her, she my peanut butter to my jelly, my bebe, i love her so much. 

(*Lily waves bye to Dr. May, Lily's Mom picking her up, She arrives and Lily sits in the passenger seat and puts her seat belt on and drives home*) 

(*They walk in the house*)

Delilah: Hey babe, how was your appointment? (*lifts you up and kiss you*)

Lily: It's was good (*Kisses you more*)

(*Alex walks by and on the phone ''How's my Korean Kitty doing?''*)

(*Selena on speaker ''I miss you senpai, i wanna see you papi''*)

(*Alex talks ''Want me come over?''*)

(*Selena talks ''Yes senpai'' *Giggles*)

(*Alex talks ''Ok, on my way''*) 

Lily: Your dating my friend Selena? 

Alex: Uh.. yeah why?

Lily: what happen to her boyfriend Hime? 

Alex: If you had time to talk to her you'll know, and she feel like she lost you too.

Lily: I'm sorry.. tell her i am sorry

Alex: How about you come up how to say it yourself. Just not my place to say it for you, she was your friend, and you need to win your friendship back.

Lily: I.. I'm... Alex? come on.. why are you mad at me now? 

Alex: Because you stop talking to your only friend that was with you since babies for someone you dating, but it cool i'm keeping her company and loved, and she been lonely for a while, She felt like she had no one to talk to, her dad passed away and her mom been drinking and almost OD.. And we started talking 3 months ago and been talking since and she is the nicest person i ever met. Lily, Just make things right. 

Lily: I didn't know.. I will. 

Alex: Alright, see you later little cuz. (*Kiss Lily's head*)

Lily: Have fun big Cuzzie 

(*Alex heads out and head to Selena place, Lily went upstairs and sit next to Delilah and just stare at the wall an back at her and back at the wall nervously*)

Delilah: You ok bebe, your blushing.

Lily: Yeah..uh.. Yes! i'm ok.

Delilah: So babe

Lily: yeah bebe?

Delilah: We've been dating for 6 months now, and we never y'know... uh... (stammers) nothing.. you been through so much and i don't want to pressure you bebe. Only if your ready.

Lily: i know bebe, and i think i'm ready just i don't.. i never had.. y'know... before (Shy and blushes) 

Delilah: I did with Alex.. but i love you.

Lily: I love you too bebe.

Alex's POV:

Selena: How's Lily?

Alex: She doing ok. I told her she needs to talk to you and make things right. But i'm here for you every step of the way baby girl.

Selena: Thanks senpai (*Cuddles you*) I love you 

Alex: I love you to my Kitty (*holds you in my arms*)

(*Selena was sleeping in Alex arms while watching a movie in Selena's room, and Selena had a nightmare and cried in her sleep*)

Alex: Baby? Baby girl? You ok?

Selena: I had a dream about people leaving me, bebe don't leave me.. stay with me (*starts to cry*)

Alex: Hey hey hey..i'm right here baby girl, i'm not going anywhere, Want me stay here tonight with you? 

Selena: Yes please. 

Alex: I love you baby girl. (*pulls her closer and hold her in my arms and kiss her head*) 

Selena: (*Says softly*) I love you more senpai 

(So Alex stayed with Selena and made her feel less alone, she loved Selena so much and can't wait to get older an get place of our own and lived together and keep each other company, all we have is each other) 

Lily's POV: 

(*Lily gets on top of Delilah and kisses her and Delilah turn her and gets on top of her an kisses her and goes down to her belly and back up*)

(Next Morning)

Delilah: (wakes up) Bebe about last night

Lily: (giggles) it felt good. 

Delilah: Yeah it did. but i didn't wanted to force you.

Lily: I wanted to bebe. I love you, your always here for me and care for me and love me. 

Delilah: I do love you, very much! (*Kiss you softly*)

Giselle: girls come down, breakfast is ready!

(Delilah and Lily head down to eat breakfast) 

Rosalyn: wheres Alex? 

Delilah: She at her girlfriend house

Rosalyn: Oh okay i'll text her to see if she alright.

Lily: It's the first day of summer ma 

Giselle: Yup, what should we do this summer? 

Rosalyn: how a trip to LA? 

Giselle: I'll love that, what you girls think? 

Delilah: Yea

Lily: Yes! 

Rosalyn: Maybe Alex can bring her girlfriend too. 

Lily: Selena my friend is her girlfriend.

Giselle: Oh? Selena Rae Perez? 

Lily: Yeah

Giselle: Have you talk to her?

Lily: No but i want to i know i haven't been focusing on my friendship with her but i want to try again and make things right. 

Giselle: I heard her dad passed, i didn't tell you i thought you knew because you girls was so closed. 

Lily: Alex told me Mama

Giselle: how you feel? 

Lily: I feel bad mama i wasn't there for her. 

Giselle: you still can, she your best friend.

Lily: I know. I'll text her.

(*Lily texts Selena ''Hey Lena! Sorry i haven't been talking to you and wasn't there for you when you need a friend, i just want you to know i love you and care for you Amiga, i want to make things right, and be there for you.''*)

(*Selena texts back ''It's ok, i'm not mad at you for not talking to me, i kinda was in that depressive mode where i didn't want to talk to no one when i lost my dad, and my mom OD. i love you too Li''*)

(*Lily texts back ''want to hang out sometime and catch up? or have a double date with me and Delilah and you and Alex?''*)

(*Selena texts back ''Sure i would love that. The double date, it'll be cute.''*)

(*Lily texts back ''The Double Date it is! How bout tomorrow?''*)

(*Selena texts back ''Yes. Sounds good.''*)

(*Lily texts back ''Okay, Great!''*)


(*The Next Day*)





***~~~Sorry i haven't been writing, Here's Chapter 6! Hope you like it. stay tune for chapter 7

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