Lisa's POV:
I was totally surprised and my eyes continued blinking repeatedly.
"What's wrong, Hon?" - Jennie frowned while looking at me.
I didn't say anything, instead, turned her to face a dork running along shore as I began to fake a tragical sob, "Lie to me she's not your cousin..."
"Omg, Jisoo? She's here too? How? Let's wave at her."
Without feeling like crying, Jennie rushingly waved at her uncle's daughter while screaming loud to get the girl's attention. While me? Was completely hung here. Cross sign.
"Oh, Jendeuk??" - The latter then pretended to be surprised before hugging her sister. I rolled my eyes.
"Unnie, how come you're here? When did you arrive? You should've told us you know. Are you alone?"
"Actually, she's with me." - Another voice raised and it was from the blonde girl. 'Goddammit! I sweared it was their fucking plan.' I glared at them but they just wiggled their eyebrows.
"Ah, Rosé is here too. You two come for a honeymoon?" - My baby sarcastically asked.
"Maybe, but actually not. We just wanna get some fresh air in Hawaii." - My idiot twin simply answered but I knew deep down she just came to ruin our peacefulness.
"Great!" - Jennie clapped happily before she continued, "So what do you guys plan tomorrow? Since we all are here, let visit somewhere together. We're gonna build so much memories. How it sounds?"
My eyes gawked just in a second after I perceived what I perceived. 'Is she serious?' I gave a 'what the fuck' look and those two crackhead just silently giggled.
"Okay, well. We can discuss it later during dinner time. I know you haven't slurped anything. So leggo, Unnie. I'm hungry..." - Rosé pout at Jennie and they both dragged each other to one restaurant in the opposite side.
Not waste a second, I quickly glared at the dumbass beside me, got her startled.
"What the heck with that glare, idiot kid?" - She knocked my head but I just narrowed my eyes.
"Tell me it's not a coincidence!" - I gritted my teeth, wanting to scare her.
"Okay. It's not a coincidence." - She flatly repeated the exact same word I said earlier, and grinned.
'I swear I can break her neck right now.' I madly hissed.
Jisoo chuckled, "Omg, well, well, we miss you that's why." - She finally answered and still, it wasn't the exact purpose.
"Don't you lie. You can actually call us instead of directly come here?"
"Yes, but I don't want to, and it doesn't hurt flighting to Hawaii tho."
"What? And how come you know we're here?"
"Your parents!"
"Hah?"
"Aish, you kid really dumb. The day before you guys flight here, Rosé and I went to your mansion since we wanna drag you out, but who know? You were at my cousin's house." - She shrugged, "I asked them why and they said you two came to Hawaii, so?"
"So you literally need to exactly come here?"
"Why not? We really put a lot of effort into it. As soon as we knew, I quickly rushed to book the tickets. And you know the last minute isn't cheap."
"Uh-huh."
"Also we don't really pack things. We come without any package."
"Then what will you wear?"
"No concern." - She smirked, "Many fashionable collections are out there. Just use your credit cards and you'll get what you want." - She winked and started to step out as I was here, unbelievably shook my head.
"I can't believe both of you. Really." - I speechlessly said while followed her to where our girlfriends were.
We spent just a minute to reach there and the foods immediately presented in the table as soon as we flopped on the wooden chairs where I was beside the empty space and Jisoo beside Rosé.
"Where's Jennie?" - I concernedly asked as my eyes couldn't see her anywhere.
"She's in the restroom. She felt like throw out that's why."
"What? She's freaking sick. Why you let her be alone?" - I madly louder my voice at Rosé and about to hop off the chair, Jennie came.
"Oh, Hon. What took you so long?" - She asked and simply sat down beside me, but I didn't care about what the question was as I rushingly asked her instead.
"Did you just throw out?" - I gripped her both shoulders, "Are you okay? Is there any hurt spot? Shall we go to hospital?"- I checked every part of her. I was extremely worried. I really didn't like the knowledge of my baby getting sick or hurt. I sighed, yet softly feel a palm caressing on my thigh to soothe my agitation.
"Nah, I'm okay. I just suddenly feel like it. Maybe it's gonna be fine after dinner." - She gave me a soft, certain smile that I didn't think it was certain at all. I nagged her a lot about her condition but Jennie kept saying she was fine so I couldn't argue anymore.
Minutes later, her favorite food left from the corner to have it way to us and my baby clapped excitedly as soon as she saw the whole plate.
"Here it comes!!!"
I giggled, "Well, eat as much as you please and don't get sick." - I smiled before patting her head lovingly. The girl just nodded and quickly chopsticked a mandu. She raised up to put it in her mouth and satisfactorily chewed, "Yay, dumpling!!"
"What? Dumb Blinks?" - I cluelessly asked and they just choked.
"What is it?" - I frowned as I didn't know what it was.
"It's Dumpling, Lisa." - Rosé holding her tummy as trying to answer.
"Tumbling?"
"Omg, no. DumPling!"
"Dumpling? It's a 'Pling' ? It's a 'P'?" - I gestured the P in the air, dumbly and this caused my girlfriend laughed her ass out. I didn't know why but I laughed along them.
"Your English is a pity."
Jisoo snapped and we all giggled again.
Honestly, this was really fun. I was now not feeling irritated at all. Even if it was supposed to be a trip for both of us, but having Jisoo and Rosé weren't the bad idea.
I smiled at how they interacted while we were heading back to the hotel.
"So tomorrow?"
"I don't have any plan. Your thought?"
"Umm, how about Dolphins?"
"Dolphins?" - The girl with blonde hair excitedly emphasized the question mark.
"Yes, Dolphins. We can swim with them, take photos with them and also kiss them." - My baby simply said and earned a loud happy clap from the latter.
"Wow, I'll bring home one."
They both excitedly jumping as they couldn't wait for tomorrow. I just shook my head at how baby they were. 'Cute.' I thought but quickly nudged the idiot Unnie beside me.
"Hey?"
"Huh?"
"Don't you go to your place?"
"Geez. I'm going. Don't you use your eyes?"
"Oh, we're on the same road. Where do you stay?"
"Next to yours."
"Ah, okay..." - I nonchalantly nodded but reflexion brought me back, "Wait, what??" - My eyes went wide as I recalled the answer, "Where do you stay again?"
"This hotel. A room next to your room."
My eyes immediately gawked, "Are you serious? Isn't that room already booked by somebody else?"
"It is. But double paid sent them away." - She grinned and continued walking.
'Really... They're really unbelievable.' I voicelessly shook my head.
[Hotel Room]
The sky was getting darker, stars finally appeared surround the moon and we were now in the bed. Jennie kept on nagging me to stay beside her, if I dared to deny, she would murder my member down there. And so? I had to wrap this baby in the arms and caressing her smooth back until she fell asleep.
The night still looked young and it was almost midnight. I couldn't sleep, my eyes wouldn't shut. Various thoughts kept invading my head. The thoughts were all about her, Jennie.
I want a future with this girl and only her, but I'm timid. I admit, I'm fucking coward. Until now, I still don't dare to kneel down, show her the ring and ask her to forever be mine. I am not a fan of failure, that's the reason.
'What if she rejects?' A sigh left.
'What if I'm not mature enough for her?'
Seriously, we are still young. 22 I am, 23 she is.
Many questions, I repeatedly asked myself. But I couldn't answer. Sorry, I'm dumb.
Another sigh was took out deeply as my eyes didn't leave from a small, dark blue ribbon box in my hand. I was lost in my own thought but suddenly, an unexpected voice raised, shocked the hell out of me, as the box almost tripped off my hand, down from the balcony.
"Something in mind?"
"The heck, Jisoo Unnie?" - I quickly pat my chest to calm the fuck down, "You almost caused me heart attack." - I hissed while glaring at the girl who standing in the next door balcony.
"Yo, dude. Take it easy. I was here while ago and saw you murmuring nonstop. That's why I asked."
"Aish! At least call me to let me know. Who doesn't startle when you just came out from nowhere and asked me out of blue? It's fucking midnight, Unnie. It's seriously Ghost's time!!"
"Omg! Don't be such a cry baby. Now skip it and tell me your thoughts."
"What thoughts?" - I kept glaring.
"Fuck, dude. You're carrying a ring box. What else beside asking my cousin to marry?"
I was stunned for seconds at this question.
"I'm aware about your purpose, Lisa. It's just I want to know about your thought— I mean when, where, how?" - Jisoo impatiently asked and I could only took a deep breathe to that.
"Tell me." - She insisted again.
"Hmm.. I don't know, Unnie..."
"Wtf? Are you kidding me? Why you're suddenly being such a coward? That's not you, idiot!" - She sweared me in low tone as she was afraid to cause the other awake. She continued, "Lisa?"
"Y-Yes?"
"What you're afraid of?" - She again asked and again, I was frozen. What am I afraid of? I went silent for another seconds before hesitatedly answered.
"Rejection." - I sighed, "I'm afraid of rejection, Unnie. What if she says 'No'?"
"Oh my fucking dear lord!" - Jisoo sweared even more, caused my eyes widen blankly, "I can't believe you're this dumb, Lisa. I swear!!" - She shrugged her hands in the air and shook her head. I was just cluelessly looking at her. 'What?'
The girl continued, "It's been more than a year, stupid kid. You have known each other for more than a year already." - She exhaled, "I admitted a year wasn't long, but you two have been through enough. You both hurt enough. I don't wanna see any of you suffer anymore. And Lisa, Jennie loves you. I know my cousin loves you so much, there's no way she says 'No'. And shut your mouth!!" - I was cut immediately when I was about to say something. I then zipped back my mouth and let her continue.
"Don't you dare argue me! You're fucking dumb, you know that? How come you doubt how much my cousin loves you?" - She seriously asked, "Because everyone can sense that. Just by the twinkling look in her eyes, her bring smile, her possessive side when she's with you. We can know how deep she's in loved. And you're still here, stunned, dumb, and coward?"
"Unnie..."
"Don't unnie me! You have three days to think because I don't ship Jennie with anyone— But you!"
She sharply finished her words and went back in her room, leaving me blank here.
Jennie's POV:
'Argh' I stretched my body in the bed as I just woke up from another tired, but fun afternoon. It has been a week that we enjoy being here, in Hawaii and today it's our last day before we flight back to our hometown tomorrow morning.
The trip was thrilling, enjoyable and fantastic. We had so much delightful moments as we could build so much memories together. But, there is one thing I cannot agree about.
Li-sa-still-doesn't-let-me-touch.
'Fuck her!' I irritatedly hissed.
I mean why? We cuddled but when I woke up she was in another bed, and we not even surface touch each other. I was beyond mad. What is that for? How come she survive this? Because I don't. My pussy's wet and my throat's dry. I fucking miss her.
'Aish!!!' I pouted as I frustratedly stormed to the bathroom.
This evening, we're gonna have our dinner together at the beach. Lisa said she wanted us to rest before we celebrated the night together that's why I was here taking a nap but her? She was nowhere to be found.
"Damn you, Stupid Monkey!! How come you left me alone here? What if someone burst in and pack me with them?? Aish!! I hate you!!" - I madly cursed before flopping down in front of the vanity table. I hissed but got startled all of sudden.
"No one packs you, Unnie. You're too heavy for them." - She nonchalantly said, giving me her stupid meme-face before she adverted her eyes back to the TV. She was already done her dress-up.
'Fuck! I almost forgot she's here.' I glared and continued applying my eyeshadow.
Lisa asked Rosé to accompany me while she was with Jisoo, shopping some clothes since the shorty didn't pack anything with her. She even added that, not to wait for her because she would directly when there.
And? This irritated me even more than I was already irritated.
"Unnie?" - Rosé called from behind, while wearing her slippers.
"What?"
"The heck wrong with your mood? You look so grumpy."
"It's happy."
"Seriously?" - She did the 'Are you kidding me, bitch?' expression.
"Yes. Don't you see it enjoys swinging?" - I sarcastically answered and the girl just rolled her eyes.
"Bitch!!"
I smirked.
We were now walking in slippers which sand could easily splash in. I didn't know where Rosé lead me to, but the atmosphere was calm and tranquil. No one was here tho, just us, heading to the edge of the shore. It was actually dark here since the moon already replaced the sun and the sky showed us uncountable stars. My feet kept dragging me slowly forward, while my skin got goosebumps because of the wind blow. I felt a bit cold. This black disco dress didn't help me at all. I rubbed my own biceps with my palms to warm myself and I turned my head to looking for Rosé. Yet, I saw nothing. Wtf? I was startled. I looked left and right to see if there was someone and still none. How could she left me in this dark? I was completely mad and scared. So I decided to scream her name.
"Ro—"
The yellow fairy light suddenly turned on, surprised the hell out of me. My eyes went big at how it automatically lighted itself into a path. I was shock and thrill. 'What is it?' My orbs started staring at the bright path which showed off itself along the shore under the night sky and they finally met a glittering candle light dinner table in the edge. I couldn't see well since I was a bit far from it, but I knew it was romantically organized. A warm, delighted smile appeared and my feet finally made the stride slowly to where the table was. Simultaneously, the song was also played.
Go ahead and bark after dark
Fallen star, I'm your one call away
Motel halls, neon walls
When night falls, I am your escape
I walked, keeping my smile brightly and another surprise came. There was a man in black waistcoat with bow tie gave me a letter with a stem of maroon rose. My eyes went wider and he just smiled before he left. I then eye-reading the letter.
Hey, there beautiful! I see how you have been walking into my life. Now here, you keep coming...
Automatically, my bright smile became even brighter once I finished reading. I could tell whose this letter was. I pursed my lips sheepishly and continued walking.
When you lay alone, I ache
Something I wanted to feel
If you've been waitin' for fallin' in love
Babe, you don't have to wait on me
'Cause I've been aimin' for Heaven above
But an angel ain't what I need
Another man appeared and again I was shock. 'What's again?' I blinked cluelessly after I received another letter with another rose.
It has been long enough for both of us walking through this up and down journey together. Thank for never leave my side. You are absolutely an angel who come to earth and turns my life up from happy to happier, from happier to happiest. You did great.
I didn't know how I felt after I read this but I could tell, tear was already well up and sparkled in both of my eyes. Did I cried?
No. There was just joy, screaming inside my chest.
My feet continue stepping slowly even if my whole body was trembling, in thrill. Nervousness mixed with felicity, I felt as the music still played.
Not anyone, you're the one
More than fun, you're the Sanctuary
'Cause what you want is what I want
Sincerity
I was in the half of the path and another letter came.
You're so great. So perfect. So good. Too good to be true. And— I always want the best for you even if I'm nowhere near the best.
A tear dropped through a smile which was formed in my lips.
'Is it crazy? I meant, to smile while crying?'
I didn't know but I kept walking and I was almost there.
People said 'True Love' didn't exist. It literally didn't exist, I had told myself. But, everything was changed. It changes once I let you fill completely in my torn holes. You prove me how real love is and how it actually exists. I'm glad you came.
And please, keep coming...
I followed the last line and I didn't get anymore letter because finally, I reached the placed. The most romantic place where I could find my favorite person there.
Souls that dream alone lie awake
I'll give you somethin' so real
If you've been waitin' for fallin' in love
Babe, you don't have to wait on me
'Cause I've been aimin' for Heaven above
But an angel ain't what I need
Pull me oh-so close
'Cause you never know
Just how long our lives will be
My eyes turned even softer once she walked to me, hiding something behind her back. She flashed a gentle smile and her orbs looked at me deep, with love. This time, no more letter because she was the letter. No more stem of rose, because it was replaced with a big bunch of roses. Also no other men in suit since she was already here and I never need anyone, just— her.
Lisa, stepped a stride closer that left a space for both of us, standing, facing each other. Her smile still remained, "Do you like it?" - She then asked, softly.
Unfortunately, no words were found to be spoken. My heart was jumbled. It just jumped and thumped messily inside my chest. I couldn't produce any word to say besides a sheepish nod.
Another smile flashed and she began to hold one of my hand as her another hand, still at her back.
"I'm glad you like it." - She said, rubbing her thumb on the back of my hand and she looked at it before she had her eyes, again, locked with mine. She looked nervous. I could tell by the lump in her throat which continued moving up and down. The girl started clearing her throat and finally, she managed to utter.
"You have read the letters, right?" - I nodded and she gulped again, "Umm, I-I... it's actually my confession." - The girl sheepishly said, rubbing her nape as her cheeks turned pinky. I giggled soft at her state and she continued, "Sorry... I meant I'm sorry if I cannot make it perfect. I know it was lame." - She bit her lips, "But I'm not good at word. It's hard to say it out loud without choking up. I'm coward and I'm so sorry.." - She sighed and I just shook my head to assure that she didn't did bad. She went on, "Umm, honestly I want this dinner to be the best, memorable, and unforgettable for both of us. It's been so long enough, Jennie, and I love you so much. You deserve all the best things in this entire world. You are more than perfect and I'm so lucky to have you even if I'm imperfect. You happen to create me happiness. You happen to brighten up my day and I never want to let you down, not even a second down. For my eyes, no matter they close, or open, there is always you in front of me. I only see you in every path I go to. I see you even in my present and future. For my heart, it thumps madly every time you're around. It longs for you and I can do nothing about that. I want us. I need us. And my aim is to grow old with you and hold your hand for the rest of my life. So, Jennie Ruby Jane Kim..."
Lisa paused after blurted out my name softly. She smiled and her smile turned tender and gentle after.
I didn't know what to say. I was lack of word. Her sincere confession made me melt, my soul was flying high in the air and my heart almost exploded. She was really the death of me. I was beyond blissful. The girl didn't say anything to my voiceless reaction. She just kept her smile as she began to kneel down one of her knee.
I was so surprised. I meant what was she gonna do? My eyes went wide and my mouth agaped, seeing my favorite person kneeling down with a small ribbon box inside her hand. I muffled my own mouth as I couldn't believe it really happened. She made it happen to me.
"Umm, again, will you let me hold your hand until we grow old together?" - I nodded and tear well up in my both eyes. She continued, "Will you share the same path with me and walk to our future together?" - I again nodded, as tear began to shed down from my right eye. Lisa then smiled, eyes locked with mine before she slowly opened the small square box in her hand, showing off the big diamond ring.
"Please let me learn more about you and spend the rest of my life with you. So, Jennie Ruby Jane Kim, will you marry me?"
My mouth agaped even more and I could tell I almost faint.
"L-Lisa.." - Tear kept falling from my eyes as I adored this contented moment.
"I'll give you two options. Yes or Yes."
Tear continued rolling down, "Yes. It's a yes." - I immediately responded and the girl quickly picked me up, excitedly span around.
"Yayy!! You say YES!!"
She screamed her lung out in joy and the fireworks suddenly showed off in the sky to celebrate our small, blissful event.
Lisa's POV:
I was nervous. My heart beat madly and I couldn't even have a steady breathe because I was shaking, waiting for her answer.
It was just like waiting for your own result after the final exam. You didn't like to hear an 'F' and sweat dripped off you. This was my condition earlier.
Luckily, my baby saved me with her 'Yes' and we both could happily enjoyed our dinner under the moon light.
"Nini?"
"Mhmm?"
"It's been minutes you keep looking at me like this. Your soup is getting cold." - I worriedly said, rubbing my thumb on her left hand, where her diamond ring was.
"Can't I look at my sweetheart?"
"Of course you can. But you better eat something. I don't want you to get sick. These days, you've been nausea a lot."
"It's okay, Lili-ah. I ate too much mandu earlier and I couldn't take anymore food."
"Alright. But if you feel uneasy, don't hesitate and tell me okay?"
"Yes, daddy." - She winked and I giggled, shaking my head.
The night was still young and we still enjoyed our talk under the night sky until my baby suddenly felt unwell.
"Nini? Are you okay?" - I quickly rushed to hold her as she couldn't have her balance when she got off the chair.
"I don't know. I'm dizzy." - She pressed her fingers on her own temples and began to walk but almost failed. I quickly gripped her waist.
"No, baby. Hold on. Let's me call, Rosé." - I let her sit on the chair again before I immediately dial my twin. Jennie looked so pale and she was seriously sick.
"Yo, dudes. Come on here, quick! Jennie's about to faint." - I speeded up my voice and hung up the phone.
"I-I'm okay, Lili.. maybe I just need some rest."
"No, bae. You're not okay. We'll go to hospital. Now I'll carry you." - I picked Jennie up in bridal style and she passed out on my arms. I was so scared and immediately ran off the beach to find any available cab. Simultaneously, Rosé and Jisoo, arrived.
"Fuck? What happened to her?" - Jisoo asked, as she was panicked, seeing our state.
"Come on!!Call for the ambulance!!"
"Damn, I don't know English."
"Geez. Rosé, hurry up!!!"
"Rosé??" - I called for her but the girl just stunned and couldn't move. She only showed her shocked face.
Fortunately, there was a waiter who helped us to drop at a hospital nearby. Jennie was immediately sent into a room for check up and I was here, wandering concernedly in front of the door.
"Damn Lisa, stop your feet and sit!"
"How can I? My baby is sick." - I frustratedly replied and kept my feet walking back and forth.
"She's gonna be okay. She might—" - Jisoo wasn't be able to finish her word when the door was immediately opened and cut her off.
I quickly ran to the doctor who had his way out with a nurse beside. I gripped his shoulders, "Please, Doctor. How is my girlfriend? No! I mean my wife to be. How is she? Is she okay? Is—"
"Okay. She's okay. Now calm down." - The Doctor tried to soothe my worriness. I breathed in and out, deep, followed what the doctor said, "Well, so you're good now?" - I nodded.
"Alright." - He said and looked at the nurse before he looked back at us. I just waited for the result.
"Umm, so you're her girlfriend?"
"No. Not anymore. We're going to marry next week."
"Okay.." - They again looked at each other.
"What is it, Doctor? Please tell me. Is something happened?"
"Hmm, actually no. She isn't sick, she just—" - He paused.
I frowned curiously, "She just??"
"Well, she err— she carries a five weeks baby."
"What??" - My eyes gawked when I heard what he said. My brain automatically recalled the last time we made out and my feet brought me backward as my both hands covered my mouth, surprisingly reacted to the news.
"I know it's hurt and I'm sorry, Miss. But—"
"What? What did you just say?" - I gripped his shoulders again and he only showed his shock expression, "My baby is having a baby? Did you hear that Unnie? Rosé? Jennie is having a baby!!!!" - I screamed out loud, feeling like I was the most delighted person on earth. Yeah, finally we made it.
"Yayyy, I'm going to be the daddy. Her daddy and our baby's daddy!!"