📍Mexico City, Mexico
"I could take 12 hour nap right now." I looked behind me to see Harry dragging behind me, as we exited the plane. I giggled at him before teasingly whispering, "Hey, your the one who woke up early to get some work done." I dramatically winked at him, which caused him to let out a loud groan and amusingly tackle me from behind.
He held my waist tightly against his own and nuzzled himself into my neck, as we started to walk into the airport, so we could reach the cars that would take us to the hotel.
Curtis rolled his eyes at our childishness and spoke, "Ok, love birds get off each other, before someone spots you guys." Harry grunted dramatically, before pulling himself away from me and walking next to me.
When we finally exited the airport, we were automatically bombarded with fans and paparazzi. I was quite surprised, but what did I expect, I am traveling with Harry Styles.
I distanced myself from Harry and tried my hardest to walk through the crowd, with Curtis walked behind me. I heard some chants of my name, which I smiled polity at. I was completely caught of guard, when a older man with a camera got in my face and started to bombard me with questions.
"Are you and Harry dating?"
"Are you cheating on your last boyfriend, Cooper?"
"Is this all a publicity stunt?"
"Why did Harry pull you up on stage at the last performance?"
I just wanted to smack that camera out of his hands, but that would probably bring a bad reputation my way. I tried my hardest to avoid the questions and walk towards the car that was waiting for us, that felt like it was miles away.
As the same man still continued to ask me annoying questions, more fans started to crowd around me. I was starting to feel claustrophobic. I tried to turn around and reach for Curtis, but when I turned around, he was no longer behind me.
For fucks sake!
I dropped my head and tried my best to maneuver through the crowd, but the harder I tried the more trapped I felt. My heart was starting to beat super fast and my breaths were getting caught in my throat, which caused me to start coughing.
I was on the edge of a panic attack.
The screams and questions being thrown at me were muffled, as it was becoming harder to breathe. I felt like I was going to pass out.
I have only had one panic attack in my life and that was when my mom had died. It was one of the worst and traumatizing things to happen to me. I had to walk myself to the bathroom and hide behind the shower curtain, to hide my cries from my dad.
My thoughts were interrupted, by an arm picking me up by the waist. My breaths started to become heavier, but I started to clam down, by the sound of Harrys soothing voice.
"Hey, it is ok. Breathe."
I tried my hardest to focus on Harrys sooting voice. When we finally reached the car, I had calmed down a little bit, but I was still having trouble breathing and I felt my body shaking still.
I did not even notice that I had been buckled into a seat and we were finally driving away from the airport. What brought me back from my trance was the sound of Harrys voice trying his hardest to soothe me.
I finally looked up to see Harry huddling over me, with worrisome in his eyes. I finally felt my breaths settle, but my body was still shaking a little.
"Sunflower, are you ok?"
I looked up into Harrys eyes and nodded slowly, "Yeah I think so."
Harry let out a sigh of relief and crushed my body in a hug. "I am so sorry, I did not mean to leave you." I nodded slowly in his embrace and replied, "Its fine, I did not even know that crowds would cause me a panic attack."
My voice was a little shakey, but that would be expected by almost having a full on panic attack in public, while being filmed.
Harry released himself from my embrace and looked down at me with serious eye contact, "Have you ever had a panic attack before, when dealing with crowds?"
"No, just once and that was when, you know, my mom passed." Harrys eyes immediately soften at the mention of my mom. He dropped back against the car seats and rested his forearm against his face and sighed heavily.
He looked so stressed. It made me sad to see him like this and all I wanted to do was make him feel better.
I reached out to him and rubbed my hand down his leg soothingly. He looked back at me and I gave him a small smile. "I am fine, I promise."
He nodded slowly, before embracing me with another hug. I swear this man gives the best cuddles.
"I know, you just scared me for a sec."
I nodded into his chest and whispered a small, "Sorry, I did not mean too." He chuckled lightly at my apology, before resting his head on top of my head and breathing into my hair. "Wasn't your fault, sunflower."
My heart immediately soften when he called my sunflower.
As we both held each other in the back of the car, I felt so much better.
He always made me feel better, even when I was feeling absolutely shitty.
I heard a buzz coming from the back of Harrys back pocket and I reluctantly moved out of his embrace, so he could look at his phone.
He winded dramatically at the lost of contact and I giggled at his reaction. I swear this man looks like he is a toddler getting his toy taken away.
He is adorable.
I looked at the window to see the cars passing and I let out a sigh. My breathes had finally had come back to a normal pace and my body was no longer shaking.
Thank God that Harry had come and rescued me, when he had. If he had not I would have had a major panic attack for the world to see.
I could see the headlines now.
I was super thankful that Harry save me, when he did. He was like a superhero.
My superhero.
Every simple act of kindness he showed made me fall in love with him longer.
Falling in love was something I had never experienced before and I never thought it would happen, but with Harry it was so effortless.
I need to tell him.
Even if he did not tell me he loved me back, I was ok with that. I just wanted to tell him how much he meant to me. He has saved me in more ways then one and I wanted to show my gratitude towards him.
I heard Harry shuffle in his seat next to me and I looked next to me to see Harry frowning down at his phone. His eyes showed a substantially amount of hurt.
I shuffled closer to him and asked, "You ok?"
He had a double take, not realizing I was still there and quickly locked his phone and placed his phone next to him.
"Yeah, I am fine." He gave me a fake smile, that I could tell was not genuine, by the way his dimples did not pop out.
I did not want to push him so I reached out for his hand and interwhined it with mine. He gave me another small smile and looked out towards his window.
My eyes furrowed in confusion. What is wrong with him? I could tell something was on his mind and I tried to force myself to ask him, but before I had the chance we had made it back to the hotel.
When we reached the hotel, we were separated immediately, so we could start getting ready for the performance tonight.
I guess I would have to ask him later.
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