neon starlight

By tash_bell

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the post-midnight musings of a young modern romantic. *Disclaimer: the current cover art is not my own, the i... More

modern romantic
my fire
hunger
white noise
liar liar
vivid dreams
wicked
baby, i'm sorry
i want to go home
tears on a screen
parts of me
gentle bruises
my personal funeral pyre
our universe
nights without you
please remember
the last
overthinker
rivers of tears
ironic
hello
three words
your work of art
a curse, with love
the way i do
rolling waves
hurricane
unknown
apologies
im a loving stranger
gatsby's green light
empath
til then
dedication
withdrawals
guess i f*cked up
unrecognisable
jinx
"fine"
waiting
everything hurts
ghosts
lost
the artists' love
acceptance
third degree
dear sweet flower girl
to the future author
coffee

what is it like?

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By tash_bell

What is it like
knowing you haven't really lost anything?
What is it like
knowing you're okay without the intimacy and romance?
knowing I'm not really going anywhere and that you're just okay with friendship?
What is it like
when you get to be the one to walk away leaving me and knowing you are on your way to finding your own happiness and thinking that the words "It's not you it's me" is going to solve anything?
What is it like
knowing someone still loves you but you're content with them living without the love that you gave them which made them feel whole once?
What is it like
sleeping soundly at night knowing they haven't felt rest at all since you left?
What is it like
with all this time to be happy and feel free without them while they are feeling weak and feeble, unable to move or do or think or feel like they used to because you have left them out to drown in an open sea with no air to breathe?
What is it like? I want to know...

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