We start this episode with just another "friendly" Canem moment- Sanem tells Can in her drunken honesty "you are mine, that's it"..sigh and then for the very first time SANEM kisses Can...I love when she actively shows her affection toward Can...she sometimes appears so naïve about dating that she sometimes stops herself from being affectionate and it is hard for me to see Can always being the one to reach out to Sanem...I am so glad she kisses him first...finally making that move..and ya Can kisses her back intensely ...which I love just as much...he doesn't pull away he misses them being this close
I am so frustrated that they block our view of the kiss just to see ceycey creepily watching from afar...the ek censors kill me ...sometimes I felt personally attacked by them lol
ceycey is talking so much to himself - you realize..damn... this is one of Canem's longest kisses...and they are both really in it....as friends of course ;)
Sanem has her hand around his neck and I love Can having his arm around her waist pulling her into that kiss
Ok my heart flutters every time this couple pulls out of a kiss slowly...there are no effects here... the scene is not edited in slow motion ...they are literally in real life slow motion breaking from their kiss ...and it shows how deep they are feeling – eyes closed- slowly separating their lips...this scene is mirrored in episode 46...and both are so passionate and filled with a yearning for someone you love but are not with ...yet ;)
Sanem starts to regret her actions almost instantly and apologizes and Can is still sublty having his nose touching hers for a moment and then separates a little from her
Ceycey asks why he always gets into these situations lol maybe stop walking through forests where you know Can and Sanem ran off to..just a tip ceycey...but he does not learn lol as we see in later episodes...episode 21 especially
Can starts to say – Sanem we are.... But he doesn't finish it because Sanem finishes his sentence. Sanem: I know we are friends I am sorry it's the fruit juice, I don't know how I could say that...I always wondered if he really was going to say that they are just friends...but we will never know
Can responds that- You can't get rid of what is really inside a person....and he looks at her like he is saying that about himself too...and he leans in to kiss her again and my heart fluttered....and then
An then dumb ceycey with his bad owl impression- instead of leaving and not watching creepily in the bushes anymore he decides to ruin their moment...wtf ceycey ...I mean he was freaking out and tried to cover up his noise with hooting like an owl but still that was a dick move...he should have left the second he saw Canem together
Canem break apart hearing the owl noise and Can says in his raspy low tone – lets go back ...and instead of Sanem saying nah lets stay..she continues to apologize and Can says its not a problem ...gahhhhhhhh this episode is going to be difficult lol
Ok ceycey gets back on my good side as he panic runs through the camping ground lmao I never get tired of ceycey's panic runs
Can brings Sanem over to a chair to sit while he brings her coffee
Can: Don't drink anymore...ummm seriously?! why Can? Drinking usually works out for you...and us lol...ohhh right something they just gloss over is that Sanem has a freaken head injury and should not be drinking!
no one calls Deren out on giving Sanem alcohol with a head injury, let alone the real issue of giving someone alcohol without their knowledge....nice move Asli
Sometimes...and I mean most of the time...I want to smack Sanem's inner voice ...especially now where she shames Sanem for kissing Can
Inner voice: He was right you cant hide what is inside of you...My favorite line of Sanem: yes, there is a koala inside of me that wants to stick to Can and live there, the animal is deep inside of me but I don't do it"....gahhhhh just do it Sanem
I love that Sanem here realizes her inner voice is toxic..Sanem: is it possible for your inner voice to be your enemy?...Unfortunately yes Sanem but I am glad you are starting to realize that ...then she says I want to find my own inner voice again ...and realizes the perfect slogan
Sanem is freaking out excited about her slogan idea but Can thinks she is just being loud because she is drunk and so he quickly brings the coffee looking around with an expression that says just drink this lol he is so worried he doesn't want people to realize she is drunk
The perfect Slogan- Compass sport- Find yourself in nature and let compass sport lead you there...it is so brilliant ....but lol I thought that was why the company named themselves that lol so its funny to see that was never brought up before...I have a graphic design background and in school first thing you learn about branding is what does the name or design say about your company I just assumed that is why a sporting good company that specializes in GPS etc would be named compass...but it is a Dizzi world and we are all just living in it lol...Kinda like how a physicists has a lab she can leave whenever she wants lol
Can congratulates Sanem on her slogan
Can: Whatever you are drinking you should drink it all the time....ya just for the slogans huh Can Bey?
And she hugs him!! Love it!! sigh...and he holds on to her while making the announcement that Sanem is the winner with her slogan
I love ceycey is still running lol he is the best...even when I hate him for ruining Canem moments
Sanem repeats happily in her drunkenness – we will work together...on the project
Sanem says thank you to Can as she is surprised about creating the winning idea and he says "I am not surprised, i knew you would come up with something like this"...and then he gives her this look with his tongue right on the edge of his mouth...like almost to say I can still taste our kisss.....and gahhhhhhh it was a hot nanosecond lol...he looks at her for a moment and then breaks it, letting people congratulate Sanem
Deren is so pissed...this is your fault boo boo ...you got her drunk
Can and Gamze talk
Can: it's a beautiful idea....staring at Sanem...sighhhhh he is the only person i let get away with the over done...saying the view is beautiful when really talking about the girl moment lol he is the only one that i dont roll my eyes for
Gamze: only the idea is beautiful huh?....it is like Gamze is in my brain lol literally said that to myself when Can said it
Gamze: the Mountain Lion Can Divit lost his heart to a Home Bird
Can: Let's say more a rare bird...and stares at Sanem....wait you just admitted you are in love with her...bro bro bro what are you waiting for?! Put your ego aside and work your ish out
Ceycey comes panic running in... first seeing Sanem he backs away but then sees Can and freaks out sitting on the ground not sure what to do and then runs away again lmao....im not going to comment on what Can says to Gamze about ceycey I don't like it so im moving on
Poor NIhat is starting his first night as a cab driver and Muzzo throws the good luck bucket of water on his windshield instead of after the car and causes Nihat to crash into a tree...so I'm kinda thinking if nihat cant use windshield wipers maybe he shouldn't be a cab driver...just saying that accident could have been prevented with a click of a button
Sanem cant sleep and goes to sit by the fire with Can
Sanem sees Can by the fire and starts to flash to her being given the amber necklace, the story of how the amber helps to find your love, Can finding her in the pit, and the awesome moment she said you are mine and kisses him
Sanem goes to sit down next to a deep in thought Can....He asks her if she had another nightmare- he was kinda fidgety I feel like he was hoping to comfort her ;) ...Sanem says nope just couldn't sleep..and he's like oh ok....lol missed opportunity there Sanem
Can can never sleep without Sanem sighhh and I love it
Sanem apologizes again...methinks thou dost protest too much...stop apologizing girl he is fine with it
Can: there is a saying that what soberness conceals drunkenness reveals....and Can is not upset about it lol...but Sanem is mortified
Can gets the call about Emre being in the hospital...that's definitely a mood breaker...
Can wants to go to the hospital and Sanem wants to come...Can tells her to stay and she says no I'm not leaving you like this...This was so important....Sanem pushing through that wall and Can having someone there in his vulnerable time that doesn't take his usual garbage of I want to be alone...She fights through that and is the one person he lets in the moments when he says he wants to be alone...like when he was camping after the photograph license issue or taking her to his hut, or his old family home...I don't want to sound too gushy and mushy but when he is with her ...he is alone.....because she is his other half, she is a part of him not a seperate being...uufff sorry that was too mushy ...but i don't regret it ;)
Canem waiting to see Emre
Can is so worried and Sanem reaches out to rub his back – she almost looked afraid to touch him – when she called him an injured lion earlier in her writings you really feel that now...how will the wounded lion respond to touch...
Can is destroyed he thinks Emre left upset and was distracted and so he got into the accident...yes he was distracted but he got into an accident because he was being a douche on the road and road raging... that is not Can's fault...if Emre was distracted and didn't see someone running a light fine, Can could feel more guilty...but boy was speeding, driving on the wrong side of the road, and just being a real asshole on the road
the doctor says Emre was so close to dying because his injury just missed his artery...Sorry I watch dizis...you can shoot yourself point blank in the chest and not die... so an almost nicked artery is nothing to worry about lol #kuzgun
Canem go see Emre
I love that they use the same hospital room for emre and in episode 30 lol I mean you are filming in a hospital with many rooms but I guess you can only use this one? probably some deal with production...I wonder if this was the same room as No.309 rooms lmao Asli loves her hospital scenes
I love that Can is letting Sanem touch and comfort him- when Emre wakes up Sanem says she will wait outside, and Can kinda has this look like "don't go stay with me here" but he says sadly ok
Emre says Can was the last person he called which is saved as Abim/my brother...so they called him...aww that is actually sweet
Can: don't be stupid of course I would come to see you, whatever happened between us we are still tied together
Emre: you mean it wasn't severed...ya Can this is confusing didn't you tell him you don't have a brother anymore?
Can: lets not talk about that now...ufff ufff uff the classic Asli's Can response to everything
Sanem is debating if she should call Leyla or not...that is tricky im conflicted bc you would want to know when someone you like was hurt but...I hate Emre and Leyla together right now so I think not lol
Can comes out of Emre's room and hugs Sanem so hard and it breaks my heart
Can: thank you for everything...Sanem is confused by this asking why?...she doesn't understand she was just being her awesome self who will always support the people she loves...I love that she doesn't understand the thank you..it is so ..Sanem
Sanem:I will always be next to you as long as you want me to...the answer to that Sanem is always....even if he cant say it...you see that in his hug
They break apart and Sanem asks if he wants tea and he says with a whisper filled with pain- yes lets drink some....Damn that Divit pride! you almost lost two important people in your life in one day...put the pride down and embrace your girl
Canem talk while drinking tea
OK OK OK seriously stop blaming Aylin the wicked witch of the West...Emre has a brain, his own ego, his own jealousy, his own anger and disrespectful way of talking to sanem etc...Emre never takes responsibility for his own actions...yes aylin is a massive manipulator but Emre started the ball rolling and did a lot of his actions on his own...Dizis, can we please stop making the women witches and the men falling for their charm- thanks
Canem Agree its all Evil Aylins fault...otherwise emre is a saint right... i must have missed that storyline
Poor Can: Aylin's evil has touched you too, Sanem, I will never forget what she did to you at your birthday...he is so sad how much her birthday was ruined because of Aylin
Sanem: I forgot about it already, I never fight evil with evil, and I think you should put everything bad you experienced behind you too...yo Sanem honey take a seat that is easier said than done... when you have a loving, supportive, be it over bearing, family that is easy to do...Can has been abandoned, betrayed and lied to basically all his life by the people he cared about most...and you telling him to put it behind him just makes his blow ups more fiery because he never deals with it he just pushes everything aside
Sanem: anything, money, your job,etc can be lost with anger but not family – even in anger you need to protect them...this in my mind is what she would have said at the campsite if she was able to comfort Can instead of Gamze...and he definitely would have calmed down talking to Sanem ...you see him now doing just that right now
I love when she takes his hand while they are talking and he just stares at their hands together and then looks at her...Sanem:I know you are very hurt, he disappointed you a lot I know but I think he has learned his lesson from all of this, everyone deserves a second chance....ummmm why could this moment not be a discussion they had in their break ups...the way Can is looking at Sanem it tells me he is thinking about second chances mainly about Sanem and that he wants to kiss her right then and there
Can: Iyi ki varsin – it is good that I have you- that's the literal translation but it means so much more like I am so happy to have you in my life/in my existence/in my orbit...sighhh
Can: you make me feel so much better... KISS. HER. CAN.
Ceycey back at the camp is freaking out trying to hold in the secret of the canem kiss
Of course he slaps the guy he bullies in the office lmao..i mean normally bullying isn't funny ama its ceycey so I give him a pass...eeek that sounds bad...bullying is bad
Aww ceycey goes to ayhan to calm down and he only trusts Ayhan with the secret...I love that Ayhan can get ceycey to calm down
Ceycey and ayhan realize sanem is not in her tent so Ceycey goes to jump in Can's tent...ummmm dude what were you expecting to get Can for? Were you thinking that Sanem went missing or that she was with Can? Because if the latter was the case then why the heck are you jumping in his tent...sigh this makes me wish that Canem was in Can's tent...sighhhh
Deren is pissed Sanem is with Can at the hospital...and why Deren do you not get yet that they are together... would Can take someone there he didn't care about? Nah...deren wake up
Aylin calls Emre and finds out about the accident – of course Emre says he was angry because of Can and got into the accident...no "I was driving on the wrong side of the road speeding at night" ...Aylin is actually worried and wants to visit but Emre says not to come....ohhhhh Emre is taking a stance on Aylin...for right now at least
Canem drinking coffee together – awwwwwwwwwwwww they share one cup! And my heart is fluttering ....you gotta love friends ;)
Leyla comes to visit Emre all frantic... Ugh sorry not ready for a cute leyem moment- I FEEL NOTHING!!! Lmao im so dramatic...thank goodness Aylin comes and kills the mood ...one thing I did notice that when Leyla moved her hand from Emre's, Emre kept his hand there for a moment and then drops it...that is kinda sweet...BUT I FEEL NOTHING!
Can kicks Aylin out of their lives- you don't exist to us anymore...and Emre just smiles like heck ya my tough brother will kick you out because I cant lol...but now Aylin is PISSED
Deren asks ceycey if he has an update on Emre because Can and Sanem are together...then ceycey oh ceycey says –oh you know....Ceycey ceycey obviously she was talking about physically being at the hospital together...Now ceycey got Deren, Guliz and the office trying to break ceycey on telling them if Canem are together....ceycey, ceycey, ceycey sigh you are hopeless
Leyla doubts Can was worried about Emre and blames him for the accident Uffff I kinda want to slap Leyla she is so spoiled and entitled right now...I love Sanem going- say what? And letting her have it ...although it doesn't affect Leyla at all
Ok can we agree that Can pushing the wheelchair fast was more a cy thing than a Can Divit thing lol ok cool glad we are on the same page ;)
Can wants to stay with Emre at the house but Leyla agrees to stay with Emre instead and Can asks Sanem if she wants to go to the office to work and Sanem says she will but first change....grrrr why did you just deprive us of another awesome car scene...I know i'm greedy sorry...but I love that he says I trust you ...I mean it's about work but still baby steps of building trust right?!
Mevkibe gives nihat one of her wedding bangles to sell to pay for the taxi damage it is such a sad/sweet and tender moment....ufff ya Muzzo I hate you ...you are wealthy you should have paid for the damage
Aylin meets with Fabri to take down Canem...She suggest doing a contract with Sanem so even when Can buys back his shares, Sanem still has to work with him...Dude.... Fabri that's a normal business move you should have done right away...its not really evil ...it just actually makes sense for his side of things
Ceycey and Sanem talk about the kiss
Sanem keeps him quiet by saying she will tell everyone about the ayhan love box lol
Ceycey's only question is who kissed first...hehehe I love Ceycey he is clearly on our side
Ceycey: life is too short, we need to live it to the fullest. If you are in love- live it freely...aww this is so true for Canem and my otters...Sanem says don't tell me this tell Ayhan...no girl you need to here it too
Can arrives at the office and the first Gunaydin is just for Sanem sighhhhhh
Ufff He says iyi ki varsin to Deren too...we will just say that means i'm glad I have you in my life- platonically ;)
Can tells everyone Sanem 's idea is chosen for this campaign
Everyone claps for sanem...Ceycey:I'm clapping because you kissed yesterday you should know that not for this lol ..hehehehe me too ceycey me too
Deren says to everyone its not about the slogan but the campaign that makes the ad but Can is only staring at Sanem
Can tells Deren she isn't the lead on this team and Sanem is as promised....i'm doing a happy dance while Deren is having a meltdown
Ceycey to Can: there is something I want to talk to you about - Can bey and Sanem in the forest...what are you doing ceycey?!...Sanem says to him I will tell Ayhan and Can is kinda laughing at this interaction ...Ceycey covers his tracks- You said something about a present...Can says it will be a surprise given at the end of the campaign
Deren has a fantasy that Sanem is acting....like Deren?...huh... ok I guess Deren doesn't realize she acts this harshly to everyone? but then in her fantasy Deren is referred to as "the other one" too..i guess i'm confused by the point of this moment is making...does she Sanem as a mean person when in power or just as a replacement for her ....it all makes not sense to but anyhoo....kind of a filler scene... with a promise of going to the Maldives on their honeymoon lol this was waaaaaaay before CY and Demet went to the Maldives together so that is pretty interesting...I wont talk about my theories on the demet and cy trip as it might cause an actual uproar...I could let you know if you comment but otherwise im not going there lol
Muzzo annoyingly tries to help Nihat get people to ride in his cab...Nihat drives off with a customer while Muzzo gets left behind...can we do that for real with Asli's Muzzo?...let him take a vaca while we watch the rest of this show.... He is so dull and annoying lol i love Ayse's muzzo he is funny and unknowingly deep at times
Canem grab for the tea kettle at the same time
Gahhh that moment they are just staring at each other while their hands are touching gahhhhhhhhh
Sanem breaks away pretending she got burned...and Can tells her to kiss it to feel better lmao
Awwwwww Can notices that Sanem didn't make this tea...and that makes her smile with an expression like- you even notice me with my tea making skills sighhhh I love them
And I live for these Cay metaphors –
Can:the taste isn't the same without your touch
Gahh and he gives her this look like i'm pretending this is about tea
Sanem: the cay ...Can: Cay...
Can:I miss the smell the most
And now he is looking at her seriously
Sanem: Cay ... Can: Cay
Can: I missed the flavor too...and then he looks at her lips and gahhh...and says he misses - the taste on the lips....gahhhhhhhhh...
Sanem: lips ....Can: yes it is very flavorful ...OMFG this show ....why am I blushing over tea right now
Then for some reason they have Sanem playing dumb and being like should I make new tea should we drink something else?
Can:no lets not drink anything else for a while....gahhhh ...then he not so subtly brings up how they shouldn't drink something else because then she regrets things she did
Sanem: I didn't regret it
Can: you didn't
Sanem: I did ...I do regret it only because I don't remember if I bothered you or not
Can: so you are saying you got drunk and don't remember
Sanem: it may sound cliché but yes....ya Sanem it does sound cliché and there is no reason girl you are a grown ass woman stop acting like a child...sorry that was more for me to shake Asli than Sanem but ufff ya I am tired of her behaving this way
Can: should we get a room
Asli's Sanem turns child one more time with holding her hand over her face
Can :I meant to work on the project
Deren got a cramp in her stomach Chakra from all the stress of Canem around the office – which is interesting because one of the things that it represents is self esteem...you having a tough time deren?
Canem do some work in his office
A little taken aback that Can notices the creepy spy snow globe but Sanem doesn't.... so much for her photographic memory...aylin is such a perv lol
Sanem chooses an image that was not chosen by the company-
Sanem: I don't like to follow the rules set by other- quoting Can Divit ...I love that playful smile when she says that
Can: he's a tough man
Sanem: he is my teacher .....gahhhhhhh I love them
Can: Surprise me! – he says this in English and yes I am a sucker for when cy speaks in English lol
Can gets up from his seat to look at the ad stuff over Sanem's shoulder...smooth move Can bey..I see you
Can starts to drink his tea and Sanem is staring and Can turns into her and they almost kiss but Sanem moves away....gahhhhhhhhhh they are teasing us here...he is so close to her he is practically talking on her cheek...l I wish we heard the conversation – he for sure would be using his raspy whisper lol I can feel it
I love that they are using women as the image for the ad...although later on the photoshoot is with men which is confusing and disappointing
Aylin calls to tell someone about the office's campaign...Aylin really thinks highly of Can to think stealing his ideas will always get the win
Muzzo instead of taking public transportation decided to walk back home from the taxi situation and is very tired...cool
Mevkibe decides to make a jogging club for the women of the mahalle..okaaayyyyyyy
Gosh I miss Ayses mahalle storylines
Deren interrupts cozy Canem to see how things are going and Can says great we are just "double checking" O.M.G that hurts to hear because of later episodes...at least we know his double checking means he wants to spend more time with Sanem...He calls her a genius and says he trust her instincts...I love when Can believes in Sanem and her ideas/work....I am a little upset that he asks deren to take out that snow globe ...why doesn't he ever ask his assistant Guliz to do stuff....honestly that would be part of her job description...this rightfully makes Deren feel like crap
I am annoyed at deren for kinda implying negative ideas about how Sanem managed to go from an errand girl to this position in the company...Easy ...She had amazing ideas in 2 different campaigns...I am so confused why Sanem always has to prove herself when she has brought so much to this company
Fabri comes to pressure Sanem...Its not only about signing the contract he is forcing her to sign a contract to give her perfume...what a cucumber (if you don't get the reference please see the glossary for reference)
Can comes charging out of his office as Fabri leaves a heart broken Sanem
This is where Can finds out that Sanem never planned on giving her scent- yay im glad he knows – and that Fabri is trying to force her to
Can: I will never let you do something you don't want to because of me, do you understand that....gahhhhhh I love him
Can: I will solve this, don't give up your scent ok....and Sanem says ok....Can says don't be upset ok sighhhhh I love this couple...I mean friends...I love this pair of friends ;)
Can and Sanem are probably quadruple checking their work by now lol
I blushed so hard when Can compliments Sanem on her eye for photography because that is his soul's work and gahhh it just makes me blush more than any time he says she is beautiful
Can lets Sanem know that Gamze and him knew each other because her ex boyfriend was Can's best friend in college and that Gamze and him never were together...this is a shift..before he didn't feel the need to explain himself....hmmmmmm I wonder what changed?....hmmmmmmm....lol ....and I am not going to acknowledge the jealous way Sanem embarrassingly brought up the topic ....this is me not bringing it up lol
Leyem at the Divit house
Aylin calls Emre and says oh now i'm the scapegoat huh...yep Aylin in a nutshell....then Emre says he will call her back because he has a plan but he doesn't want to talk around Leyla...blech I still hate this man
leyem start watching a dizi together- they talk about it like we do- how exciting we have to wait until next week....Asli was just trying to suck up to use here...the Fandom started to realize Ayse was no longer writing and we were not happy with how this show was changing - the feel of the show and characters
Leyem realize they have stuff in common...yay
Leyla tells Emre that she saw how upset Can was and the accident might reconcile them
Ceycey freaks out when Ceyda and Gamze come because he hears their shoes and thinks its Aylin bahahahah i love it...Ceyda is nothing like Aylin...she is just a desperate cougar....yep I said it...I feel no regrets about it too lol
Can, Ceyda, Gamze, Sanem, and deren have a meeting
Ceyda has her Cougar eyes on Can...she is ready for the hunt
Sanem is staring at ceyda in her Jealous way and Deren is furious about everything lol
Gamze is really hyping up Can calling him a professional survivor and mountaineer and ceyda is looks like she is about to take a bite out of him
I do not like when Can talks to Ceyda in Italian in the middle of the meeting- it's so rude and frankly a little pretentious
Deren and Sanem have united out of necessity being the non wealthy ones of the group- both not knowing Italian they whisper to each other during the Italian talk
I feel like Deren... she says she understands Italian but cant speak it...story of my life with languages
Ceyda tries to show off that she has been to Sri Lanka like Can and asked if he rode on an elephant and he says no because he is against using wild animals for commercial use and said he went there to take photographs to stop that industry...Ok I love Can DIvit right here... he is not going to suck up to anyone if it means going against his principles.... and right now he is still the social justice photographer Divit...he slowly turns into designer style DIvit and I am enjoying this time we have left with this version of Can Divit.
I love when Sanem chimes in that she is against that too..and he is not surprised at all sighhhh Canem Sighhhh
Grrrrrr Can stop with saying Ceyda has a travelers spirit...no she doesn't grrrr
Gamze: you guys have so much in common,maybe you guys have met before on your travels...ceyda is like no I would remember you ...eewwww calm down you are like twice his age...Sanem is holding up her eye so it won't twitch out of Jealousy lmao...hey it's better than going under the table right?!
Can decides to ask everyone to lunch
Can: Sanem are you hungry?....gahhh love it ...even sanem is like why are you asking me?...uh girl its because boyfriend is checking in to see if you are allowing him to take everyone to lunch ...you included obviously
They decline the offer as Ceyda and Gamze are going to another company
Sanem is upset : what am I a glutton?
Can comes to sit next to Sanem ...Can: what does this have to do with anything
Sanem: you always ask me if I am hungry ...you only ask me regarding food if i'm hungry...uh ya Sanem think about why
Can: I already told you why because you were working so hard, and besides I only care if you are hungry ...and there it is Sanem...Can realizes what he reveals and says- As a close friend of course....ufff Can
Sanem: fine I am hungry if the offer still stands I could eat
Can: of course the offer still stands....he got up so fast ...Sanem pay attention he really wanted to go with you ...this whole conversation he was sitting so close to you and kept leaninging into you but your insecurities stopped you from seeing it
They look so cute and happy leaving to go eat...as friends of course...grrrr
Ceycey asks Ayhan out ...yayyyayayayayayaya....At first Osman doesn't agree to let her go but then says ok
Osman calls Leyla and she ignores his call because she was with Emre...uff ya poor Osman
Canem out to dinner....sigh I love this scene
They go to a chilled out fish restaurant by the water that he has been to a lot of times before...I love how he really is so low key...even though he does have a rich background he can fit in anywhere because he doesn't judge, he just enjoys the experience and stays present in the moment
They do have that conversation where Can lets Sanem know just because he has traveled the world and had that conversation with Ceyda doesn't mean he would go somewhere showy with lobster etc that's not who he is...he travels to connect with people not go to resorts etc it's a totally different type of traveling that is more down to earth
Sanem: I would love to travel the world and eat their cuisine too ama...
Can: I have said this before but I mean it, if you want I will travel with you around the world....are they trying to kill me
Sanem: the whole world?
Can : the whole world....Boy just admit you love her it is killing me
Can says in order to go around the world with tasting the cuisine of the places they need money...he can pay the bill but if they do the food thing they need to make money...then Sanem is like don't worry I'll take care of it...and he finds that so adorable and he keeps looking at her like he is about to kiss her
I love that the scene fades as if they are still going to talk more together ...this dinner is not over and I love it
Ayhan and ceycey's dinner date ...FINALLY
They are just so adorable and nervous
Ceycey wants to tell Ayhan something aka confess his feelings but he panics and talks about otters
Ceycey: Otters fall asleep holding hands when they are in love....also to note they also hold hands going down a river so that they don't drift apart from each other...and so I LOOOOOOOVVEEEE this moment
Ceycey keeps rambling but goes back to this statement and asked Ayhan to give him her hand...this love is so innocent and true
Ceycey while holding ayhan's hand: Otters fall asleep holding the hand of the one they love, do you understand me...No Ceycey you both don't get subtlety when it comes to feelings just spell it out for her lol
Maybe you are my otter....awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww I just love them
.... And the table catches on fire.....whyyy does Asli hate love lol sorry I'll be good and continue watching even though I don't find this humor funny....I did appreciate that when ceycey pours water over Ayhan by mistake ....Ayhan retaliates and throws water back at him...but like did I need that moment...nope
They get kicked out of the restaurant and ceycey says ayhan is more beautiful angry....yep this is classic Asli...She thinks anger equals passion...you will see Can say this to Sanem a lot and try to make her angry too
Ayhan says they are all wet like otters...and ceycey reaches for her hand and says what do otters do?they hold hands ...and they walk together hand in hand.....awwwww my otters!!! I will always love this couple
Muzzo gets someone to pick the lock at his house- remember his mom changed the locks on him...yep...nothing to add really.....and his mother catches him breaking in and hits him on the back with a candlestick...no this is not the game clue....then muzzo takes about 5 hours to get knocked out....i'm lost with side stories of Asli they are random and not really interesting
Emre and Leyla talk about the movie they just watched and Can comes in – You just watched a movie and now you are criticizing it....That was a dig at us, the fandom, Asli was not getting such good feedback on social about her change of the Ek story and so this was the start of her on and off screen battle with the fans
Nihat is wearing mevkibe's nightgown because mevkibe hasn't washed his clothing...Mevkibe says you could have washed it yourself...damn straight
NIhat says ok I'll wash the clothing, cook, and clean, and you will be the husband....boy if I was there I would be taking out my hoop earrings right about now
Sanem sees Mevkibe's face while nihat is ranting and tries to get him to stop
Mevkibe is doing her - huhhhh, and Sanem is like Babba its coming ...lol sanem knows whats up ...but nihat is still in his rant
Ufff and that final zippering of Mevkibe's mouth....Nihat is in trouble!!!
Sanem freaks out because only Leyla can translate silent Mevkibe lol
NIhat tries to get mevkibe back and awesome Sanem repeats a voicemail message- Mevkibe is temporarily unavailable please try calling back later...nihat says "call" her again ...Sanem: she dropped the call ...Nihat says call again! Sanem: it rings and rings but no one is picking it up lmao ok this was funny
Osman...poor Osman...after ignoring his calls – Leyla just apologizes nonchalantly ....it's so hurtful because she knows how he feels about her....you don't do that to a person
I'm really hating Leyla- after her bad behavior with Osman she goes and asks Sanem if Can is still feeling guilty and like the sassy Sanem we know and love she says there is nothing for Can to feel guilty about, hopefully Emre will look at what he did...and Leyla walks away annoyed....i just wish Sanem told Leyla everything...not like anything could sway her from "Angel Emre"
At the Divit house
Can is flashing back to Sanem telling him to forgive Emre....everyone deserves a second chance especially your brother
Emre flashes to Can telling him to leave the campsite and then the accident...clearly he is seeing that situation like Leyla....grrrrr Leyem is pissing me off...I wont really like them until the 40s
Can and Emre apologize to each other... and then Emre says he is sorry he let his life get out of control...and I don't trust a word he says
Aylin calls and Emre puts her on silent and Can says the answer to your question about his life getting out of hand is calling...yep because emre has no free will of his own....
Can wants to put everything behind him as long as emre doesn't disappoint him again...boy you need to work a lot on yourself so you can understand what real forgiveness is and how to deal with things when you are hurt....i honestly think he only really gets in episode 46...but we shall talk about that then lol
They hug and ya Emre is not in it...his look is soooo close to Aylin's look that it freaks me out...I'm like Can get away from that psycho lol
The aydin breakfast happens and Leyla is the "Mevkibe silent treatment" translator ...I love these scenes I would have traded all the muzzos scenes for a longer than 10 second breakfast scene
Aylin gives Sanem's campaign to another company so she can get a percentage
And we're back to a scene about the Mahalle women jogging to lose weight ....
At the office Can goes to talk to Deren about Sanem
He tells Deren that Sanem can see things they cant because she is new to everything...I love that Sanem hears how much faith Can has in her
Can suggests to Deren that maybe Deren and Sanem could even become friends...I think Deren means a lot to Can and he wants Deren and Sanem to be close because he cares so much about both of them
Sanem as a peace offering brings tea to Deren
Can gives Sanem the gift she was promised ... a red motorbike/scooter
They go for a ride and first Sanem is driving but then it switches to Can on the streets
First time she rode on the back of his bike she was terrified...I guess knowing you love the person makes your fears go away...lol sorry just gagged on my cheesy sentence...lol forget I said it...forget I said it ;)
I love when Can pulls her hand and holds it over him into a hug- don't talk just hold on tight...awwww I love it
Bambe realizes the stolen ad campaign and tells ceyda that Can's company was the original campaign...So now I will officially call Bambe – Gamze- she has earned her name...lol i don't know what that means ...I am in a weird mood..just go with it
Leyla finds out Emre and Can patched things up
Canem talk after their ride on Sanem's new bike
Can: you wont want me to ride with you all the time will you...he says it so hopeful/nonchalantly like please say you do
Sanem: yes I do want that...Can: oh you do huh...Sanem: but if you don't want to you could teach me...Sanem I think he will love teaching you but still wants to ride with you always...sighhhh
Then Sanem offers to get Can tea and he agrees....i love their tea moments ...sigh
Look at Leyla she is all excited, happy and gushing for Sanem now that Emre has made up with Can...this girl is on my last nerve ...Leyla tells Sanem she thought the box would have been an engagement ring instead of the keys to the bike, What kind of friendship do you have...Sanem: there is a big fire between us and I keep trying to stay away but it is hard when the universe keeps bringing us together...The universe....or Deren's fruit punch...the fact that you are still in love with each other...at least one of those things for sure ;)
Leyla asks Sanem to be friends and not fight anymore...well Leyla stop being a ____...nope ok I wont go there
Ceyda and Gamze tell Can about the spy....Can is beside himself ...Is it the same spy? is it a new one? He just started to trust Emre so he is a little all over the place right now...im glad he doesn't for a second think it is Sanem
Aylin's plans are getting more disorganized...her stealing projects are getting too precise and obvious ... she should have looked into the company more and would have known about Gamze being on that camping trip
Can presents the whole ad to Ceyda and Gamze and surprise surprise it is identical to the one they just saw by aylin's friends company....Ceyda goes with Can's company because she trusts him and Gamze....everyone shakes hands at the meeting excited and Can gives Sanem this look and they hug each other tightly...they are the only ones who hugged in this meeting ...sighhhh
Aylin blackmails Emre to get the snow globe from the office- She says she will tell Huma how Emre tried to take down Can....Aylin is sooo good at what she does lol it is both impressive and terrifying
The Office has a party
I'm not sure why but Gamze tries to get into Sanem's head saying that Ceyda and Can are talking like old friends, and that they suit each other...I really don't get it...the first time I saw this I thought she was trying to push Sanem to act on her feelings because Gamze already knows Can is in love with Sanem .... But in later episodes she tries to help Ceyda get Can...so I am not sure why she did this and I trust her less and less
Sanem is upset and goes to make tea...and Can follows her with his eyes/his entire head turns to follow sanem....i love that he always looks and follows her in a crowd
Sanem and Ceycey worry about the spy and Can cant stop looking at Sanem...although ceycey thinks Can is looking at him because ceycey is worried about that Can may think he is the spy lol...nah boo he only has eyes for Sanem...although I do love CanCey.... that's the name I call the Can and Ceycey bromance ;) use it if you dare
Sanem thinks Can suspects Sanem as the spy...because she says "he has been looking at her since the meeting"...*facepalm* I mean I get her concerns but I don't need to explain this lol girl is clueless
Emre comes to the office...Why Can doesn't suspect him and lets him go back to Emre's office I will never know...of course he is there to steal that damn snow globe lol
Ok too many bad guys going on this episode- aylin messes with the company...now Emre is almost caught by Sanem taking that snow globe.... And now FAbri comes to the office and talks with Emre and Sanem...all this smushed into like 10 minutes lol ...slow down Asli slow down.....Emre is lucky Fabri did not ask for a hand shake lol like the one time Fabri hasnt reached out to shake someone's hand...I guess Emre is just "lucky" like that
Mevkibe uses Can's idea to make a library and Muzzo and Mevkibe get people to donate books and prepare food for an opening...no commentary just a fact lol...but I do love that she does all of Can's ideas
Fabri comes to the office to get Sanem to sign a contract...he wants her scent
Sanem is about to sign the contract without reading it....*facepalm* I can't with her and her naivete....luckily Can says no the lawyers need to look at anything before she signs it...Sanem please learn that for future contracts...I mean you won't...but boy I wish you would
Fabri: why does this concern you?.... Can: anything that has to do with Sanem concerns me....gahh and that look of hope that Sanem has when he says that....swoon I love Canem
Fabri: I wish you would have shown this interest before when I agreed to save the company for her scent.... No boo boo she agreed to give you a scent not her scent you are the one changing the rules...but I do love Fabri saying that to Can ...I hope it hurt him a little realizing how big of a douche he was back then
Can: I didn't know about this deal, if I would have known about it I never would have let Sanem do it
I love when Can says: I guess you are losing your Turkish let me explain it to you in words you can understand... and then he says in Italian- you cant force Sanem to do something she doesn't want to do .... insert snapping here...yasssss Can thank you for standing up for her with those words
Can decides to buy back the share from Fabri
He starts writing a check coming out of the company's pocket....eeek I wish it was his money lol because eeeek...Deren rightfully tries to stop him and so does Sanem...but nothing is stopping Can
Fabri wants double the amount he paid...aka 800,000 dollars...this makes Can lose his ish and when Can is about to hit Fabri, Sanem goes and signs the contract without reading it ...of course
Can tears up the contract and writes a check for 8000,000 dollars to Fabri...Deren is freaking out saying they will go bankrupt and Can literally kicks Fabri out of the office
Sanem asks Can why he did that and he grabs her and brings her out of ear shot of everyone else...they are so close to each other
Can:your scent only belongs to me, do you understand that now
I love that the episode starts with Sanem saying you are mine that's it...and ends with Can saying your scent belongs to me ....they are both taking possession of each other...ya know - how friends do ;)
Gahhhh the way he looks at her eyes and lips while holding her close to him....uffff I need to fan myself...the irony is that this hot scene is the freeze frame...hehehe i'm a dork sorry if I ruined the mood ;)
If you made it this far thank you for reading, swooning, getting frustrated, then swooning some more with me...I love watching this show with all of you. I will see you next week for episode 21 ....which is filled with gahhhhhhhhhh moments ....warning : next episode requires a portable fan ;)