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(Jin's POV)
"Can you two lovebirds please snap out of it and come here?"
Out of all the people in the world, I didn't expect PDnim to say that.
And to top it off, the guys were giggling.
But the only thing I was worried about was her for now. She was flustered, and not to mention, extremely nervous.
But she looked cute.
Ever since we had gotten to know each other, she had been so understanding and supportive.
It was almost as if she was putting me before herself.
I had never thought much of it, but what Namjoon said that evening got me intrigued.
And that's when I realised that this something between us was more than just a soulmate bond.
The way I felt whenever I saw her.... It was a foreign feeling for me. I had never experienced this strong an urge to always stay by someone's side and want them to be with me.
And I decided to discard any thoughts about this weird feeling of getting butterflies on seeing her and blame it all on the bond.
The bond that brought us together.
When I hugged her that day, it wasn't just because we needed to heal from the exhaustion.
Part of me really wanted to do that.
And when I did, I felt the strangest things ever.
Having her in my arms made my heart go crazy for some reason, but it also calmed me down.
And then I just wanted time to freeze.
And I still thought it was all because of the bond. That my heartbeat had risen just because we were close to each other, and because we could sense each other.
But there was something that made me believe that this girl in front of me was the most amazing person I had ever met.
With her, I felt peaceful, and I felt nervous. All at the same time.
What was this bond doing to me?
Somewhere in the back of my mind, I knew it wasn't the bond.
What was she doing to me?
The boys kept teasing me about her being my girlfriend, even though they knew that was the last thing I would want.
But turns out that I had actually began considering that.
Namjoon was the only one who understood how confused I was with my mind and my heart.
Because he was the only one I could tell everything, without being teased.
And then he gave that weird feeling a name.
"You definitely like her, hyung."
It was really difficult for me to admit that I did, and I didn't even know why.
But if I did like her, did she like me too?
"Of course she does, hyung. Why else do you think she cares for you so much? Why else do you think she can trust you with taking her around the world for your own purpose? Why do you think she's compromising on so many things for you?"
Seriously, his words made me feel so dumb. It made me feel so guilty.
But was it really my fault that I still couldn't sort out my feelings?
The conversation with Joon last night had really helped me a lot, but
I was still scared of admitting that I liked her. Do I even know why?
But for now, I had many more things to worry about.
Like how the boys were dangerously excited to meet her, and how curious PDnim was to get to know about her.
And I was really thankful for all of their support.
But knowing of her habit of getting unnecessarily nervous, and the boys who couldn't control themselves...
I was just worried that the excitement here was going to be a bit too much.
(End of POV)
You could sense your cheeks heating up at that little comment Bang PD made, and then the boys just had to giggle.
You glanced at Seokjin, and he seemed to be getting tensed.
The comment sure is making him feel uncomfortable.
After all there's nothing like that between us.
Both of you silently walked over to the conference table, while the boys tried to suppress their smiles and laughter.
Despite your nerves, you were excited to see them too.
Being one of those lucky people who get to see BTS-
And it wasn't just the fangirl inside you.
It was because of how you knew about their lives on and off stage, and how you were meeting young men who were such amazing people, who had put in so much hardwork, passion and determination to follow their dreams, and who inspired many.
And how they were just seven kids at heart, standing in front of you.
"Hello."
You breathed out with a little bow of your head and a smile, looking at each one of them.
"Oh my god you don't need to be so formal."
Taehyung was the first one to speak up,
and of course in a dramatic way.
"Jin hyung always keeps talking about you." Jungkook smiled, winking at Jin.
And to think this little guy is shy around girls-
Your eyes widened as you looked at Jin too, whose reaction mirrored yours.
"You little brat. Stop making up things. Or else no dinner for you tonight."
Jungkook pouted, earning laughter from everyone else. Namjoon gave you a knowing smile, and you found yourself smiling back.
"No but really. Even though hyung's not gonna like it, I'm telling you. He really talks about you a lot." Jimin joined in, giving you his signature eye smile as he put an arm around Hoseok, who also smiled at you.
"That's because you guys ask me a lot about her!" Jin defended himself, blushing.
You couldn't help but chuckle at the situation. The usually blunt and confident Jin getting flustered in front of the younger ones was quite a rare and amusing sight.
"Sometimes, admitting the truth doesn't hurt, hyung."
Oh my god. Is that Yoongi-
Yoongi looked up from his phone, with a lazy smile on his face.
His one and only hyung huffed, defeated as the others were enjoying getting him embarrassed in front of you.
You couldn't help but smile at the pleasant chaos in front of you.
These guys truly are family. It doesn't feel awkward at all out here.
Someone cleared their throat from behind, immediately silencing the chaotic people around you.
"I guess we were going to have a meeting out here?"
He was trying his best to sound serious, but turns out he couldn't help smiling too.
"Yeah right! Do we begin with an introduction or something?" Taehyung chirped.
"She knows us, Tae." Namjoon reminded him.
"Oh yeah! You're a fan, right?" Jimin chimed in.
"Uh huh. You guys already know about that?"
You nodded, smiling again.
Everyone smiled and looked at Jin, who was suddenly interested in the glass of water in front of him.
You looked away, smiling to yourself.
You had to admit, this was the happiest you had felt in a while.
Maybe you did have a chance with him, after all?
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Here's the update you've been screaming for, hehe 😅
Jin's POV is literally like a mental rant on his part lol.
I'm not quite happy with this chapter, and I guess I might edit it once I get time and turn it into something better :)
[A/N: I'm sorry this update is a bit rushed, but I really wanted to do it because a lot of you were looking forward to it. And that makes me really happy :')]
And OHMYGOD EGO is a bop like literally the whole MV is the most J-Hope thing ever!
I smiled when I saw the intro and my smile just grew wider as the video progressed. I'm so in love 😍
The lyrics are so dark, yet the video is just so energetic and fun.
And Hobi being a literal sunshine and recreating his childhood pic in the cutest way possible-
Can I die in peace?
But I really enjoy how BTS end up proving the most famous theories of ours wrong lol.
And I love how it's not RM, SUGA and J-HOPE in the comeback trailers, but just Kim Namjoon, Min Yoongi and Jung Hoseok.
They're embracing themselves :)
What good deeds did I do in my past life to exist at the same time as these seven boys?!
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