A/N kinda based off of the song Wildest Dreams by Taylor Swift
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Thomas POV
"DO IT!" Newt screamed. I hated this. Why was he asking me to do this?
"I...I can't." I t was getting harder and harder to breathe as this continued on.
"Kill me or I'll kill you. Kill me! Do it!"
"Newt..."
"Do it before I become one of them!"
"I..."
"KILL ME!" And then Newt's eyes cleared, as if he'd gained one last trembling gasp of sanity, and his voice softened. "Please, Tommy. Please."
"Newt I can't! I can't kill someone I love!" Newt's eyes widened. We had kinda had this little thing going on and of course I would be the one developing feelings.
"Wh...I...Tommy?" Newt completely looked lost for words.
"I love you." I clarified. Newt suddenly crashed his lips onto mine. We stayed like this for awhile, completely lost in each other. It felt like things where going smoothly again.
That is, until Newt breaks away and whispers, "I love you too, but I don't wanna hurt you. Or anybody. It's okay. I won't hate you. I'll love you even more if you do this for me. I'll be happy. Say you'll remember me. Say you'll see me again. Even if it's just in your wildest dreams." Tears were streaming down both our faces now. I leaned in and kissed him passionately again.
"I will. I love you so much. Please don't forget me either." Tears were strolling down my face like water falling from a faucet.
"I could never forget you even if I tried. I love you. Its okay. Please, Tommy. Please" and with my heart falling into a black abyss, I pulled the trigger.
Every night I've dreamed about Newt, and every morning I've woken up with tears in my face. And it continues like this until I can't take it any longer and end it myself. The first thing I saw when I ended it was Newt and I wouldn't want it any other way.
"I dreamed about you."
"I know."
"I love you."
"I love you too, Tommy."
A/N sorry it's a short chapter and sorry if it's too sad. Hopefully this will be the last sad one I write on here. Unless y'all want me to make another sad one. Leave ideas for future chapters please.