Trigger warning: there will be touchy stuff happening in this oneshot and if it offends you or triggers you then please don't read it you could skip it but carry on
And i almost forgot
IM BACK BITCHESS and im here to stay!
But carry on lol
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Im not crazy i swear
Ok yeah that's something a crazy person would say to make you think that they weren't crazy but I'm serious I wouldn't hurt anyone, not on purpose
I didn't want to hurt anyone i never wanted anyone to suffer because of what i did but i had to stop him the voices in my head kept screaming at me to end his life
And i did
"J-jungkook" my mother said through chocked sobs I couldn't move all i could do was stare at the blood i had on my hands
His blood
"W-what did you do" she said in horror but I didn't mean to do this he hurted her he kept hurting her and me and i just couldn't take it anymore my mind got so loud that i would do anything just so everything could go quiet
But still the voices never stopped they were always there and it was about to drive me insane "what did you do!" She said much louder but I couldn't muster up any words to say anything
"Y-you monster" she said as she grabbed me i still didn't understand why she was angry i thought that she would appreciate what i did
I did it all for the sake of her
"Mama im not a monster" i said but she slapped me
"You are a sin! Your a filthy vile monster!" She screamed at me
I wanted to cry but it was like everything that i use to feel was broken after i killed my father all i could think about was how much i liked his blood on my hands and how i wanted to feel more
Then the voices started to scream again
"Kill her"
I could see she sensed what i was thinking since i couldn't keep the smile that i had off my face "w-what are you doing" she said in horror as i grabbed the knife that i left inside of his chest
"How about we play a game" i said crawling closer to her but that wasn't me
I wasn't in control of what i felt or my body I'm not the only one that stays in my mind and it terrifies me to the fullest
Like i said once before I wasn't crazy i was actually a sane person but they drove me to the point that i lost myself so deep in my head that not only jungkook lives there anymore
"J-jungkook no!" She screamed as the knife in my hand plunged through her flesh over and over i was laughing like crazy but in my head i was screaming and crying for the help i so desperately needed
Once i fully regained consciousness i started to scream "w-what have i done"
"You set them free kookie" the monster living in my mind whispered to me
I wanted to hurt myself to set this pain free but what for it was my time to suffer for the things i did
I could hear the sirens approaching my house and i knew what that meant
I was going to go away for a long time
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Dont worry im not done yet the first chapter is short because i wanted it to be suspenseful anddd im going to continue it since i feel it has potential for maybe two more parts
Until i update again loves💜