Y/n's PoV
Aunt Mija and Hana were watching tv, sat in the lounge. Hana's attention fell on me as soon as I walked out. She scoffed as if she saw some disgusting creature and turned her face to the tv, meanwhile aunt Mija's glare was fixed on me.
Keeping my head down, I walked towards the shoe rack by the main door.
Aunty: "Make sure you clean the kitchen and lounge when you come back, my friends are coming around for dinner tomorrow."
I paused to listen to her order...
Y/n: "Yes aunty."
I nodded my head and then continued towards the door.
Slipping my feet into my black flats, I stepped out and shut the door gently.
It almost felt like I just escaped from my cage. Well, at least for a little while.
I already requested Lisa to wait just a bit further away from the house. She never liked Hana or my aunty, and always gave them the evil glare. She was stood by a street light in the park, while texting on her phone.
Y/n: "Hey!"
I greeted smiling at her.
Lisa: "Hey! You are..."
She turned as she spoke but stopped in the middle of her sentence.
Lisa: "That's not the dress I bought you!"
She stated in a stern voice.
I tightened my lips in guilt.
Y/n: "Uhm..."
Lisa: "Why aren't you wearing it?"
She wanted to know.
Y/n: "Uhm..."
I sighed.
Lisa: "Did that Pig Hana take it...again?!"
I blinked as I nodded.
Lisa: "Urgh! Y/n why are you so weak? You should've slapped her!"
Y/n: "Don't be silly, it's only a dress. Let her have it, if it makes her happy. Sorry tho..."
She rolled her eyes and pulled my wrist as we started to walk to the road.
Lisa: "I would have brought a pair of my heels if you had said you didn't have any. "
Y/n: "This looks fine...I'm happy with it. Besides, I'm not good at walking in high heels and I can't keep bothering you for everything."
I smiled tilting my head up slightly to see her face. With her 6 inch heels she appeared way too tall.
Lisa: "I'm your best friend, I won't be bothered if you ask me for things."
I smiled...
Y/n: "Thanks..."
Lisa: "The taxi will be here soon. Come on..."
She pulled my arm a little firmly and we both walked to the Main Street.
I got off from the taxi after Lisa and looked at the house. Loud music rocked the our bodies and the disco lights were flashing inside. Some of the guys and girls were outside with their drinks and most of them were inside. It seemed quite crowded inside.
I stood behind Lisa, and took a deep breath tensely.
Y/n: "Do I really have to come?"
I questioned nervously looking at the crowd.
She turned and looked at me dispiritedly...
Lisa: "Hey! Are you gonna give up now? It will be fun. Don't worry."
She grabbed my arm and dragged me inside.
I walked right behind her just looking at the shiny white marbled floor. All I could see was high heels, high end trainers of the guys, and short sparkly dresses. I didn't look at anyone's faces and just walked behind Lisa. We ended up in front of the drinks counter and Lisa turned and looked at me.
Lisa: "What do you want?"
Y/n:"Hm... just a coke would be fine."
Lisa: "What?! Coke?"
Y/n: "Ok... lemonade...maybe.."
I grinned nervously.
Lisa: "Are you kidding me?!"
Y/n: "But, I don't wanna get drunk..."
I gulped looking at her.
Lisa: "Uh! I need to teach you to be a rebel."
She shook her head and ordered her drinks and a lemonade for me.
I slowly gained a little confidence to look around the place. Scanning all the new faces and some familiar faces from college, my eyes worked their way around the lounge. After a full scan of the surroundings I turned back to the drinks counter, but I felt like I missed something. I turned again and looked around the place, my mind new who My eyes were after. For some reason it decided to stay quiet inside me and just watch.
I slowly looked up at the first floor, and breathed in quickly after my eyes fell on him. Oh, he was already studying me from up there. I quickly turned to face the counter and decided not to look again or even walk that way.
Lisa: "Where are you?"
Lisa was on the phone to her boyfriend as she waited for the drinks.
Lisa: "Ok...we are on our way. Bye."
She hung up and took the drinks.
I took my tall glass of lemonade and got off the stool.
Lisa: "Come on..."
She swayed her head and I followed behind her.
She was heading upstairs, where I didn't really want to go.
Typical! If I protest, She will force me anyway. So I decided to just follow behind and ignore him if he comes in my way.
We ended up walking through a small corridor with minimal lighting. She was wading herself through the crowd and people were walking across between us making the gap longer. I was a little behind, but kept my eyes on her, So I wouldn't be lost in the crowd.
"Where are you going babygirl?"
Someone whispered close to my ears. He was so close, his lips almost brushed my earlobe. I paused a little startled. His left hand came forward and held my left wrist. My ring around his left ring finger gave his identity away. He wrapped his other hand around my stomach and attached himself to the back of my body. He pushed me sideways into a room and slammed door shut behind.
Tightly keeping his arms coiled around me, he buried his face on the side of my neck. For the first time, I was in the hands of a man, and the touch of his lips on my skin shot tingles through my spine, making me shiver.
Breaths oscillating and my eyes closed, I dropped the drink glass on the floor. Part of me was happy he craved me that much, yet another part of me was scared and just wanted to run away.
He tightened his hold and slightly bent his body forward.
Y/n: "Hmm...Please..."
I hummed reluctantly, not knowing what to do. His grip was so strong, I couldn't even breath freely.
Jk: "Does that mean you want more? Huh?"
He purred right into my ear, with hot breaths. I flinched and as he spoke into my ear and squirmed to release myself. He pushed his pelvis forward further ensuring our hips were glued together. I could feel his bulge on my behind and he slowly started to grind to get himself high.
Squeezing my shoulder and moving my head, I managed to push him away from my neck. With a quick bite on my shoulder, he swiftly turned me around to face him. Tugging on my hair on the back of my head, he nuzzled firmly under my neck again.
Y/n: "Ahhh..."
I whimpered feeling his teeth on my jaw.
The little sharp pain of his lust bite woke my mind up.
Soon, The Realization began...
His cravings wasn't me, my feelings weren't his priorities. What he craved was just pleasure. Who it came from didn't matter. I was just another drink to quench his selfish thirst. in his eyes...
I was just another girl...
No one special...
Gnawing under my neck, he moved backwards, pulling me with him towards the bed.
There was only a dim yellow table lamp, but it was bright enough to see.
He pulled away and looked at me. I stood still facing him with irregular breaths. The lust in his eyes probably blinded him from seeing the tears that began to collect in my eyes. He smirked domineeringly and held my right cheek with his left hand while his right hand was busy unbuckling his belt. Rubbing his thumb across my lips, he tried to slide it inside my mouth. I kept my teeth closed, not allowing it in.
He snickered and bit his lips...
Jk: "Stubborn huh? I'm sure you'll open your mouth."
Unbuttoning the single metal button on the hem, he unzipped his jeans. I was just staring at his intoxicated eyes, searching for the man I met on that bright morning for the first time.
Tilting his head, he leaned forward and brought his lips closer to mine. Slightly opening them, he thirstily kissed on my lips. My eyes shut in despair as I realized I lost my first kiss for his heedless lust with no love.
I knew falling for him was a gamble, and the prize was only a one night stand for his lust.
A prize worth nothing compared to how much I valued myself and my dignity.
I couldn't fall for such sorcery. But...
Maybe...This is the only way to end the battles of my heart...
Slowly he detached his lips from mine...
Jk: "Get on your knees..."
He murmured, licking his lower lip. I looked down, swallowing down the lump of regretful grief in my throat.
He plonked on the bed with his legs open and planted his palms slightly behind him.
I slowly dropped onto my knees between his legs and kept my head down.
Author's PoV
There was no more space for her tears in her eyes and they began to fall, one by one. He was looking up with his eyes closed, expecting her to release his erect member out of his jeans and award him with all types of pleasures.
Well, at least that's what all the others did.
Jk: "Ah...you are such a tease. Stop testing me like this..."
He moaned lustily, still looking up and keeping his eyes closed. The sound of her soft whimper made him open his eyes.
Furrowing his eyebrows he looked down and she slowly looked up at him. The flood of tears in her eyes was flowing down her cheeks.
Jk: "Aishhh..!"
He snickered but with a little frustration, yet also a little amused.
Jk: "Listen, I'm not forcing you to..."
Y/n: "I might be just another girl you chose to do this with and then forget about. But you are not like that for me...
Somehow you mean more than that..."
Jk: "What...?"
He uttered tilting his head, a little baffled.
Y/n: "If I do this with you now, I would end up imagining my whole life with you. You'd become the most precious thing in my life and I would never wanna lose you. I would probably hold on to you until my last breath, Imagining my every single moment of my life with you..."
More and more tears fell out as she continued to speak in her broken voice...
Y/n: "I know this is all stupid. I don't know how or why it happened. To be honest I didn't want it to happen, but there was no way I could stop it. Falling for you is the most beautiful and most painful thing I've ever experienced and I couldn't help it."
Jk: "What do you mean?"
He was even more confused.
Y/n: "Why did you come in front of me that morning? You should've just driven off...Now I can't get that face of you out of my head. Then you just kept appearing everywhere, even when I closed my eyes, making me fall over and over...Why did you do that..."
She whimpered dropping her head, she wasn't really expecting him to answer.
Frozen in his posture, He just stared at her speechlessly. Of course he heard girls scream his name and confess that they love him, but never this way.
Still on her knees and Wiping her wet cheeks, she looked up at him and smiled, but her eyes were still pouring out. Slowly she reached for his left hand and held it in both of her hands.
Laughing sadly, she looked at her ring. His breaths started to get deeper as he sat shackled by her tears, words and touch.
Her soft fingertips gently caressed the pink stone on the ring around his finger.
Y/n: "This is rose quartz...They call it the Stone of the heart, it's beautiful isn't it?"
She looked at him and smiled again, as another tear drop dropped on his hand held between her hands. She looked down at the ring again.
Y/n: "Apparently it will bring you unconditional love. Mrs Yin told me when she gave it to me. But it looks like Poppy wants YOU to have it. You should keep it."
She finished with a deep sigh, and placed his hand back on his left thigh.
Y/n: "Don't give yourself away just like that for few minutes of pleasure. You are too precious. Share yourself with someone you love and cherish, not with just another girl like me."
Smiling through her tears, she gently caressed his left cheek and uttered her final words. He couldn't move and just sat still.
Silently whimpering, she quickly got up and walked towards the door.
Jk: "Wait..."
He didn't know what to say but he didn't want her to leave.
She paused but didn't turn to look at him.
Jk: "What's your name?"
He asked guiltily, still staring at the floor.
She smiled to herself in sadness, as she realised he didn't even remember her name.
Y/n: "It doesn't matter..."
she replied in her shaky voice and quickly walked out into the crowd shutting the door behind her.
Keeping her head down, she waded through the crowd to find the way out.
Lisa: "Y/n! Hey!"
Lisa came off the dance floor calling out her name.
Quickly wiping her tears, she turned around and smiled at her.
Lisa: "Where have you been? I was looking for you."
Y/n: "Oh, um, I just popped to the toilet. That's all."
Lisa: "well, come let's dance..."
She pulled her arm.
Y/n: "Oh no. I got really bad headache. I don't feel well. I'm gonna go. I see you in college on Monday ok..."
She quickly released herself from her hold before the tears reappear and walked away.
Lisa: "Get home safe. I see you Monday."
She shouted with a little confusion as she headed back to the dance floor.