If I could write a song of how I felt
Around you
It would be so messy
Because that's how you make me feel
I'm disgusted by your personality
But it seems all your good qualities
Have me laughing to tears
Making me feel warm inside
But your bad qualities
I wish you weren't toxic
I wish you weren't selfish
I wish you didn't keep to yourself
I wish you had told me
Because I'm crushing in guilt
And I'll blame you because I'm sick of you
And I'm sick of your illusions
I'm sick of your lies
I wish you hadn't gone away
But I realise
If you had told me then,
I wouldn't have believed you
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