Jimin's P.O.V
"Hey Jimin, wassup?", Yoongi said, slinging his arm around my shoulders. I screamed like a little girl and almost fell backwards. He held onto my arm to keep me upright. I sized him up and down. I let out a few coughs as I tried hard to contain my laugh. He saw and punched me in the arm.
"You better not say anything or laugh!", he said, holding up his fist. I covered my mouth and let out a low giggle. That's when suddenly Tae and Jin came up.
Jin was the first to burst out laughing, "Ha! What the fuck happened to you? Did you go through a whole mental breakdown?", he said, tugging Yoongi's newly colored hair. "Oh Yoongi this ain't it!", Jin said almost toppling over himself.
"Shush Jin, I think he looks adorable!", Tae said, pinching Yoongi's cheeks. Yoongi smacked his hands away from his face. "He's an adorable wittle baby~"
"I will choke slam both of you!", Yoongi threatened and Tae awed more, while Jin's face was turning red from laughter. Oh so he's allowed to laugh and I'm not. Rude. Yoongi must've been serious because when Jin tried pinching his cheeks he put him in a headlock.
"Let go of me asshole!", Jin choked out, smacking Yoongi's arms to release.
"Apologize then maybe I will"
"To hell I will, you Princess Bubblegum bitch!", Jin croaked, pushing Yoongi to the lockers to set himself free. Tae saw and joined in the chaos.
"Guys stop it! People are watching!", Tae intervened, going in between the two idiots. "Teachers might see us!". I stood back and watched with amusement. They do this too often. It's like watching a poorly made k-drama. I watched to see how long this will last. It usually last for a couple of minutes or hours depending. People gave us weird looks as they passed by us and I waved, smiling at them.
"Woah, woah what's going on?", Jungkook said, coming up to us. His friends soon came up too.
"Jin kept making fun of me", Yoongi said, releasing Jin. Jin gasped for air and hugged Namjoon. Namjoon blushed, holding onto Jin's dramatic ass.
"So guys how do you like Suga's new pink hair?", J-Hope said, smiling widely at Yoongi.
"Yeah...it's uhm-nice-yeah...", we all said in unison. Yoongi pouted, taking out snacks from his bag.
"All of you are lying bitches", Yoongi grumbled, munching on his Doritos. J-Hope chuckled, stealing a few chips from Yoongi. Yoongi didn't even react as they walked off with each other.
"What?! So I can't even look at his food without getting punched in the face, let alone eat it, but he is! That's favoritism!", Jin said and Namjoon laughed, sneaking his arm around his waist. "I'm hurt! Really hurt!"
"So am I. We're his best friends. His only friends to be honest", Tae said and they all walked away to their class, leaving me behind with Jungkookie. Great friends they are. I wasn't in the mood to mess with him so I moved myself off the wall and headed to my class. I sat down in my seat and waited for the teacher to begin the lesson. A lesson I already knew and didn't care about. Yay...
The rest of my classes went by in a flash. I boosted from my seat as the last bell rang. I was so happy to free form this boring, hell hole. I waited outside to greet my friends. I was ready to have fun tonight with the boys. Lately, it feels like we've hardly been hanging out together like we used to.
"Minie!", Tae exclaimed, running up to me, pulling me into a tight hug. I giggled and hugged back.
"Aye, Jimin!", Yoongi called out, hugging me too. Okay this is odd. Yoongi never likes showing affection, unless when he has to.
"Okay, what's going on?", I asked, scared of the situation. They only do this when they've done something bad. They glanced at me then at each other. It's like they're speaking in some sort of secret code. "Guys what is it? What did you do wrong?"
"Uhm..."
"Let me guess you guys killed someone didn't you? Who was it?"
"Uh Jimin-"
"Wait where's Jin?!"
"Jimin-"
"I can't believe you idiots killed Jin! And for what? Did he make fun of you again? Steal some of your food? And Tae I'm so disappointed in you! You cracked so easily! Where's the body going to go?"
"Jimin, no! We can't be with you today!", Yoongi said, holding my shoulders.
"What, why?", I asked and they sighed.
"I'm sorry, we forgot to mention that we had plans already. Jin can't either", Yoongi said and I slumped. "Jimin I'm sorry. I know that today is her anniversary", he apologized.
"It's okay, it's not like I necessarily needed you with me today. In fact, for a second there I forgot what today was", I reassured, putting my hands in my pockets. My heart ached since my friends won't be getting me through this day.
"Minie were really sorry", Tae said, hugging me, but this time I didn't return it and I kept my arms down.
"Don't worry about it. Go have fun. I'm gonna head home"
"Let us join you"
"Its okay I want to go alone. See you guys later", I said, leaving the school. I sighed to myself.
I'm alone today out of all days...
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A tear trickledown my cheek as I went through my old family photos. I wiped it away only for more to flow out. They dripped onto the pictures as I flipped through the photo album.
"I miss you so much", I whispered to myself as I ran a finger over her picture. I flipped the page and saw one with me on her back when I was 12 years-old. Both of us had wide smiles as my father took the picture. "I was so happy". I sniffed, feeling my nose go runny. I closed the album and picked up the frame next to me. This was the last picture we took together. The photo was signed by her.
October 13, "Happy birthday Jiminie! Mommy loves you! XoXo". I read and bit my bottom lip to hold back a cry. It didn't work as my vision blurred and tears streamed down my face. My body trembled as I pulled my knees to my chest and rested my head in between them. I hyperventilated as I cried for what felt like hours. It was to the point where I ended up staring into space while sitting alone on the floor.
I miss her so fucking much
If only I took better care of her then maybe she'd still would be here with me. I would still feel her warm embrace as we laid down on the bed. I missed the way she used to sing our song to me as I slept. I wanted to cry again at the thought, but couldn't anymore. I jumped up in surprise when I heard my door open. I quickly rubbed my eyes and tried to compose myself. I saw that it was Jungkookie and he sat down on the floor next to me.
I hid my face from him. "Why're you on the floor weirdo?", he chuckled. I didn't answer and waited for him to leave. "So the silent treatment? What did I do this time?", he asked. "Jimin?". Silence. "Jimin? C'mon look at me", he said, grabbing my face, making me face him. He seemed taken back. I can understand why, I looked terrible at the moment.
"What happened? Are you hurt? Did someone hurt you?", he questioned in a soft tone. I shook my head, adverting my gaze.
"No, I'm okay really", I said, mustering a smile. There was a moment of silence when suddenly he had his hand in mine. My heart fluttered and he pulled me up from the ground. "Put on your shoes. We're going out", he stated, placing my boots in front of me.
I hesitated before doing so. "What's happening?", I asked, tying them and he held my hand again.
"I'm taking you out. I'm tired of seeing you sad. I want to see you smile and I mean really smile", he said, pulling me downstairs. He grabbed the keys to one of my cars and dragged me out the door. My cheeks heated up as he held my hand throughout the ride to wherever we were going. I guess I won't be alone today after all.
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Enjoy Lovelies