• SAY WHAT YOU NEED TO SAY •...

By jsdork

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"Just spit it out" . "I can't" . "Just say what you need to say" . "I think I'm in love with someone named ja... More

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By jsdork

WORD COUNT: 1565 words

Your POV

TIME SKIP

11 PM

Right now, Evan and I are waiting outside of Jared's house, below his window. Me and Jared are actually texting right now but he has no idea that we're out here. Evan eventually calmed down after that bullying incident and we baked cupcakes. We joined forces with Mrs. Kleinman and she didn't say anything to Jared, we also had her put the cupcakes in their fridge, so it doesn't have to wait out here with us lmao.

There's a ladder near us, because we're directly below Jared's window and his mother convinced him to not lock it. So that's that, we'll climb it once midnight hits, I mean after I send the long sweet message. But but but, I won't confess to him in the message, my plan with Connor is not cancelled. Ack I'm so excited and nervous, but I'm trying to block out all negative thoughts, bitch this is for Jared! okay? for Jared!

Message AU

TheInsanelyCoolJK
mm what time are y'all coming btw?

[insert nickname]
oh honey that's a secret 🤗

TheInsanelyCoolJK
aww no hint? pleaseeee

[insert nickname]
no can do 🙅

TheInsanelyCoolJK
hmp fine

[insert nickname]
it's 11:47 red, why don't you go to bed?

TheInsanelyCoolJK
what so you can come to my house and jumpscare me when I'm asleep? hell no

[insert nickname]
tf? I'm literally making your gift rn

TheInsanelyCoolJK
wow, you literally just thought of doing that just now?! yOu haD tHe wHolE dAy [Y/N]

[insert nickname]
jeez, well sorry, I had shit to do

TheInsanelyCoolJK
hmp

[insert nickname]
aww don't be mad babe

TheInsanelyCoolJK
hmp 😤

[insert nickname]
😢😢😢

TheInsanelyCoolJK
😡

[insert nickname]
bAbE fOrgIvE mE pLeAseEe i lOvE yOuuUuu

TheInsanelyCoolJK
fine, ily too

[insert nickname]
:D!!

TheInsanelyCoolJK
🙄🙄

[insert nickname]
ah shit hold on love, it's 11:57

TheInsanelyCoolJK
so?

[insert nickname]
so I gotta sleep duh

TheInsanelyCoolJK
you.are.an.asshole

[insert nickname]
goodnight!! love you! 😘😘

TheInsanelyCoolJK
fuck you but love you too

Exiting Message AU

Evan and I are holding our laughs right now, okay I'm gonna send the long message

Message AU

[insert nickname]
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY TO THE INSANELY COOL JARED KLEINMAN! I'M SO HAPPY TO BE UR FRIEND MAN! I FUCKEN LOVE YOU AND I WANT YOU TO ALWAYS BE HAPPY OKAY? LESSEN YOUR WORRIES, EVAN AND I ARE ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU EVEN IF YOU'VE NEVER CRIED TO US, EXCEPT BACK WHEN WE WERE 8 HAHA. IT'S ALWAYS OKAY TO LET OUT A LITTLE EMOTION OKAY? DON'T KEEP BOTTLING IT. I DON'T CARE IF YOU HAVE THIS BAD BOY PERSONA TO UPHOLD! YOU STILL HAVE A HEART AND EMOTIONS. YOU CAN ALWAYS TALK TO ME WHENEVER YOU FEEL SHITTY, IF YOU FEEL WORTHLESS HONEY I'LL SHOW YOU YOUR WORTH. YOU CAN ALWAYS RUN TO ME, I CAN BE YOUR SAFE SPOT. I WON'T JUDGE YOU FOR ANYTHING YOU SAY TO ME, REMEMBER THAT. ALSO, ALWAYS TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF LOTS OF PEOPLE CARE FOR YOU! DON'T BELIEVE ME? MY NAME IS LOTS OF PEOPLE HEHE. OKAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN MAN! KEEP SMILING IT LOOKS GOOD ON YOU!! LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU😘😘😘😘😘😘

sent

Exiting Message AU

Evan and I quickly climb up the ladder, I went up first and Evan is just behind me. I look at Jared, he's reading the message and he's smiling. uGh tHiS iS maKinG mE soFt. His fingers started moving, okay he's typing. I open his window and Evan and I climb in, we tumbled in and spoke in unison

"SURPRISE!!!!!!"

Evan and I stand up straight and look at Jared, he ran to us and engulfed us in a hug. We all fell on the floor and started laughing. I hugged Jared once again briefly and kissed his forehead

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY NERD!"

He smiles at me

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY UH INSANELY COOL JARED KLEINMAN!"

Evan says and we all giggle, me and Evan then looked at Jared, expecting a response.

"you guys are the best!"

He says and he looks like he's about to cry, haha this soft boi. We all sat on his bed and talked through the night.

We were called for breakfast at 7 am, we all rushed down and Mrs. Kleinman greeted us with a smile. The breakfast was spaghetti and meatballs yum! We all settled down and munched in. Oh yeah, also Jared hasn't received his gifts they're all hidden by Mrs. Kleinman. We know where but still haven't told him about it, we're planning to give it to him at night.

Haha knowing Evan and Connor have feelings for each other, I already know by night they'll be each other's boyfriends but for me? I don't know. I just hope even if he doesn't like me back, we'll still be friends. No damage in our relationship.

We've finished breakfast and now we're all in the couch, watching a movie. Jared is in the middle of me and Evan, I poke him to get his attention.

"Hey Red, I have a suggestion"

He looks at me and raises an eyebrow

"how about we go to the park later? maybe after lunch is that okay with you?"

he gives me a questioning look

"why do you have anything prepared?"

he asks and I chuckle

"I just wanna get out of the house silly, pretty pleaseeee"

I give him my best puppy eyes as he smiles warmly and nods

"fine okay"

I smile and give him a small hug, I sent a message to Connor saying we'll go to the park after lunch. I the turned off my phone and kept watching.

This day is going great so far.

Time Skip brought to you by moi, I'm lazy deal with it

It's after lunch and we just arrived at the park, I see Connor in the distance so I lead us there. Connor saw me but turned the other way, pretending he didn't know maybe.

"Hey Connor!"

I wink at him as he looks at us and he smiles

"oh hi! and happy birthday kleinman, what brings you three here?"

his gaze immediately went to Evan, the boy in blue then turned into a light shade of pink. Jared mumbles a thanks and I answer

"Oh I convinced them to you know, walk around and get some fresh air"

I smiled and winked again, that was the cue

"oh that's nice, may I borrow Hansen for a second?"

He turns crimson red and I smirk

"as long as you want"

I push Evan towards him and he leads them to a part of the park.

Imma split this y'all, but it's gonna happen at the same time. First of all change in writing style okay? okay. Let's start with Connor and Evan

Connor:
So hansen

Evan:
hmm?

*they both sit down on a bench*

Connor:
don't laugh?

Evan:
I w-won't I promise *smiles*

Connor:
*sigh* okay okay but first

Evan:
yeah?

Connor:
close your eyes

Evan:
y-you're not g-going to do-do anything b-bad r-right?

Connor:
*smiles at Evan* oh honey no, don't worry

Evan:
*blushes furiously* o-okay *closes eyes*

Connor:
I want you to listen and not open your eyes until I tell you so, okay?

Evan:
*deep breath* okay

Connor:
*stands to get the bouqet of flowers behind the bench*

*inhales*

*exhales*

okay Hansen, listen closely. This might sound stupid and cheesy but bare with me. I'll go straight to the point, I like you. Mark Evan Hansen I like you— don't open your eyes. I've liked you for a while now and was a little bit confident when I found out you're not straight hehe and I feel like an idiot always checking up on you through [Y/N] always not making a move, always being a chicken about it but not today. With help from [Y/N], I'm now here in front of you, confessing. I would like to also say, you can reject me if you wish to, no hard feelings. Open your eyes

Evan:
*opens eyes and is visibly holding back tears*

Connor:
will you be my boyfriend?

Evan:
*tears roll down his cheek*

Connor:
oh no— did I do something wrong?

Evan:
no— yes! YES I WANT TO BE YOUR BOYRFRIEND CONNOR! I'VE LIKED YOU FOR A LONG TIME TOO.
*hugs his boi oh so tightly, not wishing to let go*

SCENE SWITCH

You:
so

Jared:
so?

You:
you haven't received gifts right?

Jared:
no, I've been waiting for it actually

You:
haha typical

Jared:
*voice is audibly weak*
did you seriously not get me one?

You:
aww honey, I'll never forget to do that *wraps arms around Jared's neck*

Jared:
*frowns* then why haven't I received one?

You:
*unwraps arms*
there's just something

Jared:
something? what something?

You:
there's just something I need to say

Jared:
Just spit it out

You:
I can't

Jared:
Just say what you need to say

You:
I think I'm inlove with someone named Jared Kleinman

Jared:
w-what?

You:
*leans in and kisses him*

—————

THE LONG WAIT IS OVER!!!
OH AND I PURPOSELY MADE THE CONFESSION IN CHAPTER 17 BECAUSE I LIKE THE NUMBER 17. OH AND I'M SORRY IF THIS IS SHITTY, BUT YEAH A CHAPTER NONETHELESS SEE Y'ALL LATER AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

~Lai💋

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