Naomi mason
School is great so far.... Um not.
I have been getting death glares from the football players and the cheerleaders all day and even some from the boys soccer. The rest of the people don't care because they are not in this so therefore they do not care. Which I don't blame them. I'm surprise I haven't been pranked on yet. I probably jinx myself. I've been avoiding randy all day which is kinda hard because our lockers are right next to each other, but I went to school late so I could avoid him. Now it's eighth period and I don't know what I am going to do. Should I hid till he leaves. No no that's ridiculous. Why am I so ashamed to see randy? I broke things off with him I shouldn't be scared of seeing him. He should be scared of seeing me for all I care, but I can't help to be a little bit terrified. I continually watch the clock go by not hearing a word the teacher saids. I just want to get out of here. This has to be the slowest period in the world. My phone keeps buzzing in my pocket. I check it and it's that stupid voicemail thing reminding me I have a voicemail from randy but I still haven't checked it. I got it Saturday night and I can't bare myself to listen to it. So I kind of just shove it away till I'm ready. I don't think I'll ever be ready. I don't want to hear what he has to say but then again I do. I admit that I miss him, but I can't tell him that and that's what hurts the most.
Once the bell rings I sprint out the classroom to my locker. Okay so I still want to avoid him. I get to my locker and lucky me he's already there. I forgot his class is right down the hall. I slowly walked up to my locker trying not to make eye contact with. He was talking to somebody but I didn't recognized him. I just hope he doesn't stop talking to randy. I get to my locker and start my combination and that's when randy ended his conversation.
Damn you randy.
I open my locker and started putting my books back and looking for the ones I needed for my homework. I'm trying to take a long time so he can leave before me. I heard him sigh and close his locker.
"I guess that's it then." he said disappointed and walked away
I couldn't help but let a tear run down my cheek.
"I guess it is." I muttered and closed my locker
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"You two are ridiculous and this whole thing is ridiculous." Amber said sipping her green tea lemonade from Starbucks.
"How are we ridiculous? He is being the ridiculous one if you ask me." I said sipping my Carmel frap.
After school me and Amber decided to go to Starbucks.
"No because what I see you both screwed up so you guys are kinda even and the whole school already knows and half of them could give a shit. The ones who really care is the football players and cheerleaders, plus some of the boys soccer team and Ashley but no one cares about her so what's the problem then."
I took a deep breath "it's just I don't think he even cares about me. If he cared about me so much he wouldn't even cared if I kissed him that night, but no he made a big deal and its obvious that he chose football and his rep over me so why does it matter now? Let me ask you that."
"Um maybe because you love him?" She said
"Yeah but I don't think he loves me back." I sighed
"You don't know that. Maybe he does."
"I guess I'll never know." I said sipping my Starbucks sadly
"Maybe you will one day just not now. I mean you guys are in a rough spot right now give it time." Amber told me
"I honestly done waiting for him. I think he's just done with me." I slouch back in my chair
She sighed " I'm trying to be positive here for you. Give him a chance?"
"I'm done giving him a chance and I'm done being the one to always fix everything and I'm tired of always forgiving him." I took a deep breath
Amber just stared at me like she wanted to say something but just kept her mouth shut.
I ran my fingers threw my hair "lets just go I have a lot of homework to do."
"Okay." She said softly "I actually I can't go to your house I have to do something but I'll text you." She quickly walked out of Starbucks
"Okay bye then!" I yelled and she waved at me
Oh what a great friend.
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Randy garret
"Okay okay get off." I said to crystal realizing what I was doing
Her lips left my neck and she looked at me confuse
"What's wrong babe." She asked
"All this." Motioning my hand around us "this is a stupid mistake first of all. Second of all your with Ashton and third of all don't call me babe."
I have no idea why I called Crystal over knowing I knew what was going to happen. It's just I needed someone to talk to and my sisters not home and I can't talk to Ashton about anything so Crystal Was my only option. She is a good listener and she knows what to say and all that and that's what I liked about her. What I didn't like is that it always lead to sex. So that was the mistake. I'm basically using Crystal to get over Naomi and it's not working, but I don't want to get over Naomi I just want her back.
Yeah if I keep doing this that's not going to happen.
Crystal got off of me and groaned
"Is it because of Naomi?" She asked honestly
I sighed "yes and no. Yes because I love her and want her back and no because also your with Ashton may I remind you is my best friend! "
"He won't know." She huffed
"You never know, a lot of rumors could start." I ran my fingers threw my hair "just get out and now I know never to make this mistake again."
"Whatever" she growled as she started putting her clothes on
I put my jeans back on and left myself without a shirt on. After she was done I walked her down to my door.
"Bye." She muttered
"Bye" I whispered and opened the door for her to only reveal Amber standing there looking like she was about to knock
"Are you trying to get rid of me so you can bang her!?!?" Crystal yelled
"No! I didn't even know she was coming get out!" I explain
Crystal left hitting Amber in the shoulder.
"Amber let me explain." I said to her
"What the HELL do you think your doing!?" She yelled at me
"First of all what are you even doing here?" I asked her
"I came to knock some sense into you because I sure can't get it through Naomi so maybe I can get it through you but it obviously looks like you want nothing to do with anymore!" She said really loudly
"What do you mean she wants nothing to do with me!! She made her self pretty clear." I said
She laughed
"Why are you laughing?" I ask
"Because you are so fucking stupid to realize that's she breaking without you. You say all this shit that she means the world to you but it doesn't even seem like you give two shits about her and that's why you let her walk away. She beaten herself up for something that you let her do and at the end it's mainly your fault because you are fucking selfish!" She explains
"Why doesn't anyone else see that I'm breaking too?! Okay I have feelings too and I miss her too and I regret my decision and I wish I could take it back! At this point there is nothing I can do for her to forgive me. I care about her more than my own self. I don't even fucking care about football or the guys or what anyone thinks of me because I want her back so badly and it's haunting me every single day." At this point I was getting mad
"She loves you randy."
"And I love her." I growled already mad
"Oh really?"
"Really."
"Than prove it to her." She said "but as far as I know your still a disgusting human being and Naomi deserve better. "
"What am I suppose to do and I take that as a compliment thank you." I smirked at her
She rolled her eyes "talk her I don't know just try and win her heart back. She turned away from me and started walking away.
"Thank you for the lecture! " I yelled to her
"No problem." She called not facing towards me.
I closed my door and took a deep breath.
I need to go to Naomi's house now before anything changes.
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I drove to Naomi's house and now I'm just sitting in my car thinking about what I'm going to say. I have no idea what I'm going to say to be honest. I don't know if I should just wing it or not. God this is killing me. It seems like no ones home except her. I got out of my car and and started making my way towards her door still have no idea what I'm going to say.
I knocked on her door shitting my pants.
I heard someone come down the stairs. God I hope that's Naomi.
The door opened revealing Naomi's face and it looks like she's been crying.
I opened my mouth to say something but she cut me off
"I listen to your voice mail." She said softly
I nodded forgetting that I send her one
"Do you really feel that way?" She asks
I nodded
So much for talking.
I reach my hand up and started stroking her arm.
"I'm sorry." I finally said
She looked right into my eyes
"I'm sorry for everything and I finally realized that you are more important to me than my rep and I don't care what anybody thinks of us because your the girl I want to be with. I want to have a normal relationship with you. No more sneaking around, no more hiding. What I feel is real and.." I took her hand "I love you Naomi. only you. You can chose to forgive me or not but that's how I really feel. I just want to be the one to make you happy."
She smiled at me "you do make me happy randy and I'm sorry too. " She paused
"So do you forgive me?" I ask her wanting to know
She reached up and put her lips to mine. I almost forgot what her lips on mine felt like.
She pulled away "does that answer that for you."
I smiled "yeah it does." I placed my lips back on hers for a make out session
She pulled away "I love you randy."
"I love you too Naomi."
All I wanted was to get Naomi back and I finally can say I did.
I couldn't be more happier
~~~~~~~~~A/N~~~~~~~~~~~~~
To soon? I don't think so! They finally confess there love for each other yay! Hope you guys enjoy this chapter! I'm starting to update more because I'm so close to finishing. I can't believe it's almost over :( but don't worry because I have some news ;)
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So my news is I'm doing a sequel! I finally decided I wanted to do one on Naomi's senior year! I'm so excited but I won't start it to a little after I'm done this book. So I hope you can join me on that journey like you did for this one. I need your help tho! I need a name for the sequel? Please comment some title ideas that goes along for this book! I appreciate it. I have a couple ideas but I just don't know.
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