It's been like this for a while now. A never-ending pain. A constant mental struggle. Trying to keep myself as sane as I possibly can, being that I'm constantly being told the same thing on repeat and never leaving this basement. Today feels like any other day. I'm checked by the doctor and prepared by Luke for men to come downstairs and have their way with me. Fulfilling their Disgusting fantasies. Their every desire. Every single one of them. The doctor. Luke. He's making cash out of it. I feel dirty. I'm just as disgusting as they are. Luke has been constantly telling me it's all my fault. He says that I like it because I cum even when I say I don't want to. He says I look like I enjoy it and he makes me apologize for everything. I just want it to end.
Please someone hit me. Hit me so hard you split my head open again and ending this misery. Today the policeman is back. He gets off at my pain. I know every man's disgusting fetish when they come down here. They make me sick. I make myself sick. I feel like throwing up. I'm kneeling on the ground and my wrists are tied up. The police officer, smoking a cigarette grabs a whip and stands behind me. "You should know the routine by now right sweetheart?" He says pulling my head back by my hair. "Not a fucking peep out of you." He says pushing my head forward, followed after an intense sting on my back. I open my mouth to scream but nothing comes out. The man raises the whip again and strikes me again, and again, and again.
Tears just streamed down my face along with a warm trickling liquid down my back. I'm quiet on the outside making sure not to make a sound. I don't know how I managed to not make a single noise. My body is literally trembling with pain. There's blood on the floor. There always seems to be blood on the floor when these men come down here. The officer then comes over and stands in front of me. I look back at him waiting. There's this part of me screaming about all the horrible things I wanna do right back to this man. Not just him though. Every. Single. One of the men that come down here. I'm brimming with venom just at the thought.
The officer takes out what appears to be a baton and flicks it open. He grabs my jaw pulling it close blows smoke in my face and asks, "WHAT are YOU looking at? Hm?" He brings the baton close to my face menacingly. No later do I realize this isn't a regular baton because no soon after he brings it close electricity comes out of it. It's a taser. "Nothing to say?" He asks with a smirk that soon fades. I'm guessing that he doesn't like that I'm staring at him because he takes a flask from his back pocket takes a sip of alcohol and just spits on me and stands up straight. Looking down at me with disgust on his face. He takes the cigarette and turns it off in the palm of my left hand. As I wince in pain he lets out a sigh and takes the baton puts it between my legs and slowly brings it up between my thighs. I can feel my breath get caught in my throat.
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My head just starts shaking. "N-no! No please!" I say sobbing but he just starts hushing me, shaking his head no as well. "Shhhh. You'll like this." He says as he inserts the baton inside me. "AAH-" I yell out in pain but the officer covers my mouth with his hand.
"Please...please" I try to say but my words come out muffled. The officer just ignores me and soon after I feel everything in my body just lock up together and the basement is filled with my screams of agony. "So beautiful." The police whispers into my ear. "I can hardly take it." He says bursting with anticipation. He takes the baton out from inside me and takes his hand away from my mouth. My body falls onto my bum. I can hear a faint dripping sound. I look down and there's blood coming down my thighs and dripping onto the floor. I can feel intense pain come from my uterus. It's as if it's cramps but much, much worse. The officer has this look on his face of pleasure, he takes a rope from the table in the back and makes a noose and he puts it around my neck. He throws the remaining rope over a pole and grabs it tugging on it a little making me choke a little.
The officer unzips his pants and pulls out his dick while he unties my wrists. Once my wrists are free he pulls the rope hard and I'm suspended in the air by the noose. Choking. My hands instantly target the rope around my neck and tries to pry it off. My legs are kicking the air trying to give me a boost. I'm suffocating. I can see the policeman stroking himself faster and faster watching me struggle for air. Why am I even fighting? This is good. This is what I wanted, for it to end. I think as tears stream down my face. Everything is starting to get dark and blurry. I shut my eyes anticipating death's sweet embrace. However, I can never really get what I want. Instead of internal slumber, t with the cold ground and man standing over mean with a serene look one. He zips up his pants and ties my wrists to the pole again and leaves the basement.
I sit there in silence waiting for the doctor and like routine the basement door opens and down comes the doctor. He unties me takes me to the table in the corner and lays me down on my stomach and straps my arms and legs. He looks at the damage and puts an ointment on my hand and wraps it up in bandages. I just stare at the ground not wanting to live anymore. It's my fault anyway. "I'm sorry," I say.
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"Sorry."
"For?"
"Making a mess."
"Good. You should be." He says. with a smirk and this look on his face when he wants to try something new. I watch him as he prepares a needle and thread. "What are you doing?" I ask obviously frightened. He walks over to me. "The female anatomy is just amazing. Even after she gives birth she just pops back into place. Like a rubber band just as tight as she was before even after all the trauma. I'm just seeing how much tight I can make you." He says with a corrupted smile on his face, no soon after he sticks the needle inside me and starts to sow my entrance. I start screaming in agony begging for him to stop but he just keeps on going I think I must've fainted from the pain because the next thing I see is the ceiling light. I look around and see that I'm not strapped to the table and I'm on my back. I sit up slowly I don't hurt myself even more but I still feel intense pain. I look down at myself and see that my torso is wrapped in bandages. I look around the room and see the doctor cleaning his tools. He must not have heard me. He probably thinks I'm still unconscious seeing that he unstrapped me everything.
I hop off the table quietly biting my lip to stop me from screaming out. I look around and see a metal tray. I go over to it and pick it up quietly. The doctor still doesn't seem to notice me yet. I quietly and slowly make my way to him just as he turns around I raise the tray and hit him across the head with it as hard as I can. The doctor falls onto the ground he looks unconscious but I hit him again just in case and drop the tray beside him. I take off his lab coat and start unbuttoning his shirt and take it off. I put on the t button it up and put the lab coat. I put my hands in the coat's pocket and find the needles the doctor used on me when I got shot. I leave it in the pocket and slowly make my way up the stairs and out of the basement.
When I reach the top I lock the basement door. Just in case if the doctor so happens to wake up. I walk over to the open space where the living room and kitchen are and find Luke laying down on the couch. Dozing off. I take out the yellow needle and walk over to him. I kneel down in front of him "My yellow friend is just to take the sting." I whisper softly to him and as I stick them in his arm. As soon I pull the needle from his arm his eyes shoot open and look surprised by how I got out. I don't care though I pull the blue needle out and stick him again. "My blue friend you'll barely feel a thing," I repeat the doctor's words when he first did this to me. Luke doesn't even realize that stuck him with a needle until he starts feeling the medication but it's too late for that now. Luke grabs me by my neck, confused and angry he pushes me down to the ground. Pinning me against the floor. "What. THE FUCK. Do you THINK you're doing?!" He spits at me his words coming out a little slurred. I feel scared right now, to be honest bu,t I feel like I'm not controlling myself. I feel like someone else is controlling my body and I'm just in the background watching it all unfold. I take out the third and final needle from my pocket.
"And after my red friend, you'll never see me again," I say smirking, sticking him with the last needle and as soon as I do he just collapses onto me. I struggle a bit to push his heavy body off of me but I somehow manage to get him off. Now that he's knocked out I find myself grabbing his keys and making my way towards the door. As soon as I leave the cabin my legs give out on me and I fall onto my knees. I begin crying. I'm in shock. I feel like I can breathe. As soon as I can get in control myself again I get up and distance myself from the cabin. I'm walking for a long while until I find a road. I'm walking alongside it for a long while. It's dark now but luckily I find Luke's car on the side of the road. I get in the car and sit in the front seat for a little. I didn't expect to actually find his car.
I just took the keys just to slow him down and use it as a weapon if he woke up. I put the keys in and start the car. My hands start trembling but I put my hands on the wheel as firmly as possible. I honestly didn't think I was gonna leave that place alive I think to myself as I turn on the headlights and drive off far from this place leaving it behind me. I catch a glance at myself in the mirror seeing some black and white strands of hair. I pass it off as dirt and powder. I can see the busted lip and bruises on my face, I shake my head look straight ahead focusing back at the road ahead. Thinking to myself how I never want to see this place again.
A/N: I know this chapter is pretty long but I've been up for a while writing it, I'm trying to get things rolling so I hope you enjoy it. Again sorry for the grammar and stuff or if things don't make any sense sometimes lol I'm aware of it. I'll fix it when I get some sleep lol. Oh and if you get the reference good for you here's a donut. 🍩 xoxo 🙃