STORY CREATED BY im-a-writer-right
"Y/N!" Bellamy called out as you looked away from Murphy's ridiculous dancing to see him flipping through the small book in his hand. "Did you get a look at this?" He asked as you furrowed your brow realizing you had picked the same book up earlier.
"Uh, not really. Just saw the first pages." You took the book from his hands and stood in front of him, letting him peer over your shoulder and pulling you close to his chest.
Trees and plants give us shade. We need them every day. When the stars align and the forest wakes, it's time to run away.
"Y/N?" Bellamy whispered into your ear as you glance up into the sky, seeing the red sun lighting up the sky before flipping the pages on the book.
For two days, heaven is hell and friends are foes.
"It's not a nursery rhyme." You said, turning over your shoulder to look at him before Clarke and Echo joined you both, looking down at the book as well. "It's a warning." You barely managed to get the words out before Murphy was screaming at the sky, your one way off this damn planet leaving you stranded. "Bellamy-"
Emori's shouts cut you off as she attacked Murphy with a knife. The four of you were running up the hill to pry her off of him but not before she managed to put the knife in him. "He'll do it to you!" she was shouting as you held her back, locking eyes with Bellamy as he helped Murphy. You shook your head opened the book to where you left off earlier.
So few are safe once they're exposed.
"It's in the air." Clarke said as you both exchanged worried glances, watching Emori's erratic behavior as she struggled against Miller and Jackson.
Once you all figured out there was no way out of this "disease", as you dubbed it in your head, keeping each other separated seemed like the best idea. You were handcuffed to a wall in the same room as Bellamy, Clarke, and Murphy, three of you were watching each other carefully but you chose to keep your eyes on Bellamy, who kept his head turned to keep a smile on his face wanting more than anything to jut reach out and take your hand but he couldn't.
"Hey. It's gonna be alright Y/N. We'll get through this Princess." He assured you as you smiled, loving the way your name sounded as he spoke to you. It was the only sound that could soothe you whenever you needed it.
"I know." You whispered and shared his smile, stretching your fingers out in his direction like he did. "I love you." You said and Bellamy returned the saying before Murphy groaned, making you chuckle. You knew he was just teasing with you since he was such a secret romantic, trying to get you and Bellamy together since he realized you liked each other. No one but you ever really got the chance to see that side of him. Time seemed to go by a lot slower as Murphy and Clarke got into an argument, both Bellamy and you trying to diffuse the situation as no good could come out of it.
"Make it stop!" Miller shouted from another room, making you all stand up worried.
"I got to get up there now. Y/N, my key please?" Bellamy said as you let out a small groan.
"Fine." You tossed him his key, "But I'm going with you. Give me my key." Bellamy knew better than to argue with you as he pulled your key out for you to unhandcuff yourself and you both left the room fast. Miller was still shouting when you got up there and Bellamy let Jackson go to help him but it was the wrong move as Jackson attacked you both, cutting Miller's arm before Bellamy used the tranq on him and you used yours on Miller letting them both fall to the floor. Bellamy pulled you into his arms, checking you over as he mumbled your name over and over again in your ear before you both left the building, heading back down to your room and Clarke told you Murphy cut through his cuffs and you both uncuffed her.
How you got in this situation though had you confused. Your head was running crazy as you fought the one person you never thought would hurt you. Bellamy swung the knife at you as you dodged it, landing a few punches to his side as he clutched it, swinging the knife at you again. He lodged the knife under your rib as you screamed out in pain, causing you to fall on your ass as Bellamy fell on top of you.
"Maybe you haven't noticed Y/N," He began in the harshest voice you ever heard him say your name. Maybe if you weren't so affected by the toxins you would've reacted, you would've stopped but instead you brought your fist up to Bellamy's face, hitting him in the jaw as he flew to the ground next to you. You took a moment to get up, and Bellamy was right on top of you, a small amount of blood dripping from his lips onto you as he punched you in the face, your head snapping to the side before another lands on the other cheek, making you groan as spit out blood. Bellamy's hands were wrapped tightly around your neck and for a second you couldn't breathe until Clarke ripped Bellamy off of you, sending him tumbling backwards where he picked up the knife, taking a swing at Clarke before jumping onto you again. His hands took their place back onto your neck squeezing it until you were gasping for a breath you wouldn't get. "Maybe you haven't noticed Y/N, but I don't need you. I never did. You weren't special to me, and you never would be." Those were the last words you heared before darkness clouded your vision and Murphy pulled Bellamy's arm back putting him into a choke hold as Bellamy screamed. "I kill her! I'll kill you!" He shouted before Clarke set off a gas grenade, making them all join you in unconsciousness.
When the people of sanctum came back, Bellamy, Clarke and Murphy all were woken up. But you just laid there, purple bruises covering your entire neck as Bellamy felt his head get dizzy, only this time it wasn't from the toxins in the air.
"Y/N?" He croaked as tears started to fill his eyes looking down at you. "Y/N?!" He shook your shoulders as Clarke pulled him back, checking for any pulse in you.
"It's weak, but it there." She told him and he felt like he could breathe a little better, but as he stared at his fingermarks on your body and the blood slowly staining your shirt, he knew that this wasn't going to be good. Sanctum allowed your people to stay and Clarke stitched up your wound, making sure you were getting better.
"Is she awake?" Bellamy asked, needing more than anything to see you moving just to know that you were okay and you were going to make it. Your eyes stayed closed and Clarke shook her head, wiping the blood from your body before Bellamy took over, running the rag Sanctum provided them across your face.
"I'll go check on the others." She started for the door before pausing, taking a look back at you whose chest barely moved up and down. "Bellamy, when she wakes up... you might want to give her some space. I don't know how much this affected her." Bellamy nodded, running his head through your hair as you let out a small groan and start moving your head.
"Hey Princess. You gotta wake up." He whispered softly, not at all expecting you to shoot up off the bed, pressing your back against the wall and cowering away from him. "Y/N?" Bellamy got worried as you trembled, looking up at him over your arm before ducking your face away.
"Please..." You begged, finding even more from him. Bellamy took a step back, a few tears falling from his face as he looked at his normally affectionate girlfriend who couldn't even turn his head towards him. "Please just leave me alone Bellamy." Your voice quaked as Bellamy whispered your name again. And again. And again. Doing the one thing he knew always calmed you, but it fell short when you cried out.
"Will you just shut up?!" You finally looked at him, the bruises on your neck were screaming at him as he held back a gasp at how your voice sounded shattered. "I can't take it Bellamy. I know it could've been worse and I hurt you too, but..." you ran out of breath as your raspy voice tried to speak your mind, making your throat feel like his hands were still clutching you. "... I can still feel your hands Bellamy. I can still feel them, and I can't handle your voice because all I can think about was what you said. My name on your lips always made me feel safe but now-" You let out a soft sob as Bellamy shut his eyes, his lip quivering as he dropped his head, no letting himself look at you. "Now it just drives me insane. I can't handle it. I-I can't!" You let yourself fall on the bed, wiping the tears away as Bellamy stepped towards the exit, all hope he had that you both would make it through this out the door.
"I'm sorry." He breathed out, coming out cracked as he turned to leave. You didn't let him though, not looking up as you spoke out.
"I just need time Bellamy." You murmur hearing the door open and close before Bellamy's footsteps heading away from the door and broken sob down the hallway, followed by yours. "I just need time." You repeated to yourself as you sat in the room alone, trying to even your breathing in a new world. You hoped more than anything you and Bellamy would be alright but every time you thought about the man you were in love with, a sense of fear overcame you and you started crying again. Clarke and Murphy were both there to comfort you, trying to ease you back to sanity but you weren't making any progress. In fact, you knew Bellamy would be the only one to get you fully back, and unfortunately he was the one person you couldn't be around. It just hurt too much.