I feel like my thoughts cloud my judgement
But my skeptic side fights to be recognised
I don't know who to believe and what's the truth
And I know you don't care for me even though you should
And such a hurt, hurts more than you believe
I don't know whether to believe your lies.. or truths
Your sugar coated words that you'll be mine forever
And that you didn't mean to hurt me
But I can't take the pressure on my chest anymore
And I have to let the butterflies free
Please don't become so attached,
Your fingers are digging into my skin and leaving scars
Please don't beg me to stay, each word puts a knife
Through my heart
Don't try and find ways to lure back to your arms
It'll only hurt this way
You can try and give your explanation
But you won't even try and change
I know you feel like your doing your best but
Even half-assed is better than what I get
Don't cling yourself to me, you seem so desperate
And even if you are, aren't I supposed to love it?
Because the fault isn't how you feel but what you do
And the actions that shatter my heart each time
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