Hoseok' s P.O.V
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(Time: 7:42pm)
Follower list 1!:
"Y/N_in_luv" followed you!
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Hoseok: What?
° no one really follows me...°
°I follow them back and quickly get a message...°
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Y/N_in_luv:
Hello there!
Hobi_isn't_here:
Hi...
Y/N_in_luv:
How are you?
Hobi_isn't_here:
Not so well :/
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°Since we were online, I guess I didn't care what I said. They wouldn't care anyway, they'd care for the day and block me by tomorrow.°
° I'm very self destructive and have had to go to therapy my whole life. it's only certain people that I can depict if they'll stay around me after I tell them about my life. 100% of people haven't, and I'm not planning on it happening for a while...°
°I do hope that one day someone will accept me for me and what I've been through...°
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Y/N_in_luv:
Oh why? What's up?
Hobi_isn't_here:
Life.
Y/N_in_luv:
Anything in particular? Can
you be a bit specific?
Hobi_isn't_here:
My whole life I've been
mentally, physically and
emotionally abused by my
mother. And she still does it,
she mostly does it because I look
like my father who died. Plus, I've
Always been isolated my whole life.
I've never made a friend my whole
Life.
Y/N_in_luv:
Whoa... how have you handled
That type of stuff all by yourself?
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°I was taken aback. No one has really been this calm about this. No one really asked about how I felt about it...they usually just say what they think while they're freaking out. No one asked if I was okay or how I took it...°
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Hobi_isn't_here:
Well... I've always felt alone...
I've never had a support system
especially when I have my break
downs. I honestly break down for
a whileeeeeee. No one really stays
with me since they think my
constant "complaining" is annoying.
Y/N_in_luv:
Well that's a fucking dick move.
Tbh I would be by your side no
matter how much you "complain".
Hobi_isn't_here:
Oh, I'm sure you'd leave.
Everyone does.
Y/N_in_luv:
Well maybe I'm not the same.
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° Them even saying that made my heart jump. Why are they so sure that they would stay with me? Why do they feel the need to convince me that they'll stay forever even though I know fairly well they won't?°
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Hobi_isn't_here:
Yeah... sure
Y/N_in_luv:
I'm serious!
Hobi_isn't_here:
How can I be so sure you won't
block me in like .5 seconds.
Y/N_in_luv:
You can text me all night long about
your problems. I'll be there to listen.
That's how you know I'm not leaving
any time soon.
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{And that's exactly what he did. He wanted to challenge this Y/N person even though he knows within a couple minutes, this person would block him...or did he?}
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~Time Skip~
»1:47 am«
°Why are they still talking to me? How are they still talking to me?? No one has every really listened to me until now... who is this person?°
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~Time Skip~
»4:39 am«
° Why are they here?? How can they stand me?? What is happening?°
°Why am I crying? Why do I feel understood?? Why do I feel like I'm finally being heard? Why do I feel comforted? Why don't I feel alone anymore? This doesn't make sense...°
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~ Time Skip~
»6:27 am«
° I'm shocked... speechless... this is unbelievable.°
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~ Time Skip~
»9:41 am«
°I finally stopped getting replies from Y/N, but when I checked, I wasn't blocked... they feel asleep.°
{He drops his phone onto his bed with a heavy sigh. He slowly starts to fall asleep and soon does.}
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°*·Dream·*°
° I was running after someone down a dark alley way. I had a knife in hand and adrenaline pumping in my body.°
°I felt like I needed to catch them... hurt them. They hurt someone I find dear...what? I found someone?°
°I launch my self at them when I get close enough and pin them on the ground.°
°I push the knife into their throat and carve J.H. Then I proceed to continuously stab them in the chest, stomach and leg as they cry out in pain.°
Hobi: Don't ever even get close to Y/N...
°Wait what? Wait, wait, wait, what? Y/N? The one from the texts? Okay, my mind went too far creating this dream...that could never happen.°
°He tried to speak but only made gurgling noises and coughed up blood. I punched him in the face 1,2,3,then 4 times till I heard a crack. I broke his nose.°
°I got off of him and walked away. I wiped my face with a handkerchief, then proceeded to take a selfie and send it to someone.°
°It says Y/N...she loved the picture and texted me saying "love the look!"... do I take pictures after I kill people and send them to Y/N? I do this for Y/N? Does she even know I do this? Obviously not, she wouldn't still text me if she hated me for killing people.°
°Just as I'm about to walk out the alley way, I bump into a girl.°
???: Oh I'm so sor- oh! Hobi!!
°She hugged me before I could see her face but suddenly all went black.°
°*·Dream end·*°
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°I wake up and sit up quickly. What in the world? I would never do something like that...I don't think.°
°I decide to check the time since its still bright. 10:58 Damn, barely slept a hour and a half.°
°I pick up my phone and see more then 10+ messages on my phone. It's all from Y/N_in_luv.°
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(Spam)
(Down to up)
16 minutes ago from:
Y/N_in_luv:
...text me when you can, k?
19 minutes ago from:
Y/N_in_luv:
I dozed off!! Plz don't be mad!!
23 minutes ago from:
Y/N_in_luv:
Hello?? You there??
24 minutes ago from:
Y/N_in_luv:
You awake?
27 minutes ago from:
Y/N_in_luv:
<~< you alive?
32 minutes ago from:
Y/N_in_luv:
Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
34 minutes ago from:
Y/N_in_luv:
Bdkskahdjdkwkakndkdk I'm type freaking out.
36 minutes ago from:
Y/N_in_luv:
Alive
36 minutes ago from:
Y/N_in_luv:
You
37 minutes ago from:
Y/N_in_luv:
Are
40 minutes ago from:
Y/N_in_luv:
Hello??
53 minutes ago from:
Y/N_in_luv:
Sorry I dozed off again o3o *embarrassed*
1hr and 23 minutes ago from:
Y/N_in_luv:
HeyyyyyyYyyyyyyY
1hr and 24 minutes ago from:
Y/N_in_luv:
Hey, sorry.
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°Jeez. She sounds really freaked out that she needed sleep rather then listening to a burden like me. Why does she even want to listen to me? She acts like we have known each other for so long and have a connection.°
°But one other thing that made my head spin was...°
"Why does she make me feel important?"
To Be Continued...
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