Akira's pov
How dare he!??!
How fucking dare he utter those words to my son?
How could he play with my son's emotion!
He is nobody in our lives.... And I will show him!
He has to know his limits... I was quite ll this while because I did not want to hurt my son... But now enough is enough!
He deserves a lesson! He can not just play with my son like this!
I paced back and forth in the passage impatiently waiting for that hell of a person who just created a hurricane in our lives!
After waiting for what appeared to be a lifetime....Vikram came towards me with an emotionless face. I could not read his mind..... And I hated it!
All his words started to ring into my ears.. This time... With much intensity... And my blood boiled!
I took fast steps towards him and pushed with hard with all my strength... And he stumbled back probably because he did not expect my sudden push.
He looked at me stunned.... Good for him!
What was that for? - asked he, balancing him
I spat - Well, that's what one gets if they play with my son! And how dare you utter those words Mr. Rathore? For once...I thought you were sensitive....you were different from the rest, But you are a sick person...just like every other man...Who knows nothing about emotions!
He said - what did I do? If you mean that whatever I said there.. In front of my son... I.. Am telling you....
Stop right there you heartless jerk! - I pushed him again
He is not your son..... And stop calling yourself his father.....we don't need your pity.... I can take care of my son very well.
You have no rights to talk to my son like that!
And what on earth were you thinking?
Who gave you the rights to claim him like that?
I am warning you Mr Rathore! Stay in your limits!
Stop interfering in others lives! And especially mine!
I did not know that I was pushing him with my palm fist....and he was stepping back with each punch....but how could I care....
Who are you! Han!
Listen... Ak.... He began to speak.
Don't you dare, you monster! Don't utter a word! You know, I thought all this while that may be... May be you had a little humanity in you....may be you have been troubled in your past, like us...But you proved me wrong! Coz if you were...you would have thought before acting like a pig. How could you be so stone hearted.... How could you play with my son...!?!
How could you play with his fragile heart!
Now I get it, This is what you do! This is what you wanted, right! Is this your plan to get to me through my son? Or you want a nanny for your daughter? Or, did you think that I will claim your daughter as mine? What were thinking, han!?!
Just to satisfy your selfish ego.... You decided to play with my son!
Why do you keep playing with people around you! Do you think you can decide for what you want for others!
Listen carefully you jerk, my son doesn't need a father! And definitely not one like you!
Oh! How naive I am! Probably you were planning all this... All your emotional drama back then was all a part of your dirty mind! Isn't it?
In fact I just realised....because of this controlling persona of yours, you wife must have left you, feeling suffocated! Thank goodness, she is saved!
After all, what can we expect from selfish prick like you, who is just so full of himself.!
Enough! He yelled and pushed my hands to my back with such a strong force that I am sure it will leave marks.
I tried to free myself from his grip, gosh I could not breath in front of him! I hated him!
All my efforts were useless in front of that jerk. He was furious and his eyes we're red.... He tried to intimidate me.. But I knew this is now or never situation.. I can not be a fragile self in front of him. I have to fight my demons!
He looked deadly into my eyes and pushed me hard to a pillar and came dangerously close to me!
He spat- Enough is Enough, Ms singh! Just because I am not saying a word to you, it doesn't give you the freedom to comment on my personality!
I am very well aware of what I am! I don't need anybody's opinion!
You know nothing about my past! So stop picking unnecessary fights.
And for you information, I am not one of those people who play with other's feelings.
I know very well, how it feels to be played by people we care.
So just stop accusing me!
And What you were saying, han?
That I played with your son! I bet you know, I would never do not that to a small kid.
I never lied in the first place.!
I meant every word that I spoke back there!
I know what I said and what I meant!
What is your problem! When did I say that I want to get to you through your son. I am not that cheap to play such dirty tricks.
Stop giving such a hard time to yourself!
My god knows, I consider vidit as my son! And I will admitt it in front of whole world! What is wrong in that! That child finds a father in me and I am not going to snatch that faith from him!
It has nothing to do with you! So stop over thinking.
What are you so afraid of? Do you think that I will snatch your son from you!
For God's sake even I am a father to a three year old. I know how these little minds work.!
And I know the pain a child goes through without his/her parents. I just want to provide both the kids what they deserve!
You call me selfish, but tell me one thing, did I ever behaved in a way that I want you! Did I ever approach you in an inappropriate way! Getting a woman for myself is the last thing I would want, on this earth!
Trust you me, I have had enough of a wife already!
Please leave me Mr. Rathore! You are hurting me! - I said
His eyes glistening with tears.... His voice cracked... But he composed himself and I was free from his captivity.
He again began - Even you are hurting me Akira! and your son too!
He sighef and said - But above all, I am not as heartless as you have become. If your son sees a father in me, I won't hesitate to provide that assurance. Maybe you don't understand the seriousness of the matter but I mean no harm to your son.
I just want to provide him the warmth of a father. And don't worry, You are not obeliged to do anything in return. Just let him spend some time with me, just like I do with my kiyara!
Do you think you can mislead him all his life saying his father will come to him one day! Do you think you can play the roles of both mother and a father!
Let me do this for Vidit!
Don't think of what people will say or think., for this is your son we are talking about! Let him spend some time with me and you will notice the difference.
I will never hurt him, I promise! Just let him spend time with me, that way he will be able to understand a father figure more rationally.
I looked into his eyes and said - But I refuse to believe your assumptions!
Don't raise his hopes high, Mr Rathore! He won't be able to handle the heratbreak! Because, you believe it or not.... This.... This... Arrangement will do no good to him.!
He asked - Why will he have a heartbreak?
I said - Till when you would provide him with your so called fatherly love. You have your own responsibilities... It is better we leave this matter. Some kids have to suffer the consequences of single parenting.
I don't want my son living a life that is far from reality!
I can not come to terms with your proposition.
Just leave us alone and I will deal with my son, my ways!
What he did next, I could not come to realise....he cupped my face gently and looked into my eyes and said - I will be with him all my life, that's my word! And i don't go back on my words, akira! Just trust me this once. Give him the love he deserves! Think about it! I am not going to force you to be with me or my daughter or anything like you assumed...i swear on my daughter. Both our kids have suffered a lot due to our horrible past. They both deserve happiness and a protective parenting. Let them spend some time together like a family. There will not be any obligation from both our sides...it will be like a parenting class for them. They will get to feel the love of a mother and that of a father as well. It will help them build themselves in a constructive way. Just give it a thought when you are calm and composed.
And somehow, I nodded.
I fricking nodded! May be I was in a shock.
He touched his forehead with mine for a few seconds and With that he left. I was numb! I could not decide what to think of this.... Or what to do next!
This seemed a dead end for me!
On the one hand, it had the kids and on the other it had our horrible past.
And I had no idea, Which way to choose!?!
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