Lisa's POV
It’s been 4 years since the last time I saw and talked to Jungkook, it was a nightmare I could say but I believe everything happens for a reason, and now I’m living with my baby boy, Seungbin.
He is my source of strength and happiness at this point, we only have each other and we are happy living together.
We lived in Busan for 2 years and I decided to move to Seoul for the sake of my job. As my dream before, I am now part-time model in one of the biggest agency in Korea, although I am not the well-known since I only appear on magazines.
Today is my day-off and I want to spend all my time to my son.
I am cooking pancakes since it’s my son’s favorite breakfast, while cooking I am thinking all the things that we have been through both happiness and sadness.
It is still crystal clear the days when he was asking where his dad, the days when he was sick and the days that I was jobless. And the happy moments of our lives like when we simply visit the park and play, going to the zoo since he really love animals and the day when I was crying in happiness because it his first day is school. Those moments are meant to be treasured and I will treasure them forever.
While on my deep thought, I didn’t aware that my baby is already awake crying with his bunny stuffed toy on his hand.
“mommy, I’ve been calling you and you’re not responding” he said wiping his tears that keeps on falling from his years. “I thought you already left me” he continued.
“awww, my baby is so cute” I turned off the stove and went near and hug him, he is so innocent. “baby, I’m not doing to left you alone, okay? I’m always here beside you, and look I cooked your favorite, pancakes” I said caressing his hair and I carry him to move to the kitchen table.
While preparing for the breakfast he begin to asked;
“Mommy, are we going to the zoo today? Because you promised me that we are going to the zoo”
“Well, young man as far I remember if you are going to be a good boy we are doing to visit the zoo but I asked your Auntie Jennie that you almost hit a boy with your bike, kindly explain to me that?” confronting him.
“but mommy it was an accident, and I didn’t hit the boy and still I said sorry to him but his mom scolded me” he explain defensively. I know he is not lying because I know what is his facial reaction when he was lying to me.
“are you sure about that?” I still asked
“Yes mommy, you can ask my friend who are in there”
“Okay” I simply replied.
He started eating silently and I am a bit guilty because he thinks that I don’t believe on what he said.
“You now, there is newly opened aquarium in Hongdae” I said looking at him and his head still on his food.
“you wan’t to go there?”
“but you said I’m not a good boy” he asked backed
“Well, based on your explanation it’s “almost” hit the boy and it was accident yet you said sorry to the boy” I said holding his chin lift it “you know, it’s good to say sorry even if it’s not your fault or you didn’t know anything, it’s good that you know to lower your pride and you know what?” he is looking at me with his watery eyes.
“what?” he asked
“I am proud of you” I and kissed his chubby checks and he smiled showing his bunny teeth.
“Now, eat fast because we are going to aquarium park” I announced animatedly as he continue eating fast his food.
While looking at him, I am proud that I raise him healthy and well-mannered young boy. I admit there are times that I am not around playing with him or fetch him to school and sometimes he sulk because of that, however I am trying my best to explain to him that I need to work for the both of us. And I am lucking that I have my unnies who help me to look for my son whenever I have pictorials.
After bathing and preparing for our stuff we are now going to the aquarium park, which suggested my Jisoo unnie and I stared the engine.
“Are you excited baby” I asked him
“Yes!!!” he replied with enthusiasm
“Are you excited to see different kind of fish? I asked again sounding like a teacher.
“Yes, Yes, Yes!!! I want to see sharks and penguin and stingray and mermaid..."
I’m smiling while I glimpse on his side, he is still talking and very excited about the place that we are going to visit.
And after an hour of driving we finally arrived at the aquarium park and Seungbin hopped instantly off the car, I know this place is secured that’s why I let him run since this is not that wide area I can easily find him in case he lose.
We enjoy every part of the place, we took a lot of picture together with the different small and giant fish inside the very big aquarium and Seungbin is amaze every litle thing that he is seeing.
We feed the penguin, we watch sea lion and mermaid show and I watch my son talking to sharks as if they are going to respond.
I enjoy watching my son all smile all the smile, his smile is like a tattoo that can not disappear on his lips and I love it. I like seeing him happy and I know all the mother or parents want happiness for thier children as well.
After exploring all the area in the aquarium park, I decided to go to mall and eat there because I know my son is now hungry and so as me.
I chose to it in a thai resto since it's been a while since the last time I ate thai cuisine and I want Seungbin to experience thai food.
As I am ordering Seungbin speak;
"Mommy, you know everyone in the aquaruim park has daddy, Mom where is my dad?" He asked, he is already asking me that question and I don't know exactly how to answer it and everytime he asked it I always change the topic until he forget his own question.
"Mommy, even my playmates has a daddy and also my classmates" he flooded me with is question. I just look at him and thinking what should I say...
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This is my second lizkook story and I hope I will be able to update regularly, I'll try my best...
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