Thank you for all your comments; once again they inspire me the most!
Originally I wasn't planning to cut this "scene" in half, but otherwise it would have been way too long of a part.
I also didn't want anyone to get out of the vibe so I decided to post the continuation already today. I am really new to this kind of writing so excuse the slightly weird choices of words...
Hope you enjoy! ^^ <3
~"This is your last chance to back out, Avery. One more touch and there's no turning back."
I breathed deep, trying to think straight but it was so hard with his strong hand an inch away from my burning center. ~
"Av?" He whispered caressing away some hair from my face what has fallen out from the loose bun.
I shook my head and slowly moved, pushing him gently away; I swung my shaking legs to the side of the bed and stood up.
Walking to the window I took a deep breath as I pulled the curtains shut.
Darkness filled the room as the outside lights had been closed out.
My eyes needed some moments to get used to the sudden change.
Turning back, I saw Jared still kneeling on the bed looking at me with held back air as he moved to sit onto his heels; he must have thought I changed my mind.
Instead of reassuring him with words I used actions. I took a step towards the bed.
"Turn on the light," I asked, and he needed some seconds to find the switch on the nightstand.
When the dim, yellow light brightened the room, looking into Jared's mesmerizing eyes, I slowly got out of both stripes of the dress, unzipping the side, I let it fall from my body revealing my black lace underwear.
"Hell..." he breathed, "and I thought the bikini was sexy."
I saw his gaze wandering down to my breasts, barely covered by the lace, just like my panties, almost see through.
I walked to the bed, but before I could lay back, he climbed to the edge, sitting down he pulled me close, between his legs by my waist.
His hands ran through my sides, up my rib cage and made their way to my breasts. After lingering there for a moment, his palms slid up to my chest, collarbones and neck on both sides making me sigh with want closing my eyes.
From my neck his palms stroked through my back; down to my rear what he grabbed firm with a moan, pulling me even closer, my knees hit the edge of the bed and I rested my forearms on his wide shoulders.
He looked up to me the same time I looked down at him and he let a light smile as he reached up again to my hair and gently pulled the hair tie out of the bun, letting my hair fall freely around my face and shoulders, down until my waist.
"So beautiful," he breathed caressing my hair to the front, let it cover my breasts.
"You jealous, huh?" I chuckled caressing his short hair and he laughed lightly.
"Not at the moment," he smiled wide as he grabbed my hair on both sides and pulled my head down for a kiss.
I giggled kissing him back, grabbing into his hair.
His heavy breathing came back as he grabbed my waist and guided me to sit into his lap.
I knelt onto the bed on both sides of his legs and let my weight onto his lap, feeling the hardening under the rough material of his jeans and I couldn't help but moan into our passionate kiss as chills ran through my body making my core on fire.
I felt Jared's lips curl into a smile.
I was so concentrated on his body, it took me by surprise when both his palms got under my panties, caressing and grabbing my rear then leaned just a bit back to make way to his arm as he slipped his hand to my front.
I felt his middle finger caressing me through and a whimper left my lips as I stopped kissing him.
"You're so ready for me... oh my God, Av," he breathed as with the next stroke of his finger he slipped up inside me and I bit my lips looking at him with so much want as he looked back at me with sparkling eyes.
"Fuuuck..." he moaned and suddenly grabbed my waist and threw me onto the bed, yanking the panties down my legs and knelt up, opening his belt.
I watched him with fire, my belly clenching impatiently.
He stood up on the bed to quickly get rid of his jeans and I chuckled with a blush as he was standing there in his boxers which were way too tight by now.
"Am I funny to you?" he asked with narrowed eyes as he fell to his knees, his palms resting on the bed on both sides of me to keep himself up.
I shook my head with a hidden smile, and he shook his head to with a wide one, then suddenly he pouted.
"Oh... you say I'm not funny?" he whined.
"What?" I couldn't help but laugh out on his silliness even in this situation.
"Just messin' with you, trying to make you talk" he grinned biting my lips and I caressed his back.
"Fine, you don't have to talk, I'll figure your likes out by myself," he said lowering onto his forearms, letting his body rest on mine and when I felt his hardness now firm, resting on my belly I let out a desperate moan licking my lips.
"Oh, so that you like," he smiled as he caressed my face with one hand and then kissed into my neck again and again while made his way behind my back with his free hand and easily opened up my bra, I got out of it and he tossed it away.
He moved down to kiss my collarbone as he moved towards my breasts. He kissed one around tenderly as his palm was caressing my body, everywhere he could reach; slowly sliding back down to my opening.
Pushing one finger in and out slowly, he sucked on my nipple.
I was whimpering under him already desperately, hugging him more to myself. Every part of his body was art to the touch.
After some minutes his head find way back to mine, looking at me with a smile then reached down to get rid of his boxers too.
"I can't wait longer, Av," he moaned, his voice was cracked and looking into my eyes I felt his warmness rubbing against my opening and I whined grabbing into his shoulders. "I want you..." he breathed leaning his head to my ear, "all mine..."
I breathed deep as I was already dripping for him.
"Are you on... any birth control, babe?" he asked, and I swallowed hard.
How could I totally forget about it? Usually I am the one worrying about this even before my shoes are off.
"Shit... I... I'm... not..." I whispered my cheeks blushing even more if it's possible.
"Its alright, don't worry," he kissed me and with that he moved to the edge of the bed and pulled out his phone from his jeans' pocket. I watched him removing the black cover and a condom fell out.
"Really?" I couldn't help but giggle on this and he grinned back.
"Laugh all you want, but I wanna see your face when I tell you I have nothing on me," he stated raising an eyebrow with a grin and I smiled licking my lips.
He knelt up to roll the condom on and that was the first time I got a full glimpse of his part and my breathing stopped for a moment.
His body was perfection itself and hell, when I say perfection I mean, full perfection. He's a God and I want him all.
He must have seen my face because he grinned proudly lowering himself down on me and kissed me long.
"Ready?" he asked caressing my face and I nodded looking at him with shining eyes.
He looked deep into my eyes as he slowly started to push into me, separating my folds and my lips parted as I took a shaking breath of lust.
I wanted to, but I couldn't close my eyes; his look demanding me to keep looking back at him as we melted into one for the first time.
He got deeper and deeper, filling me slowly and even when he stopped, I knew he is still not all the way in, but he didn't want to shock me, most probably.
He kept his gaze locked in mine as he started to move slow and so gentle, feeling every inch of him caressing me through in and out.
"Oh God..." he breathed resting his forehead on mine as he closed his eyes, just like me.
I moaned and after the first realization that we did actually crossed the line, I made my move by wrapping my legs around his waist.
With this, the next time he pushed in, he got even deeper and we both let out a desperate whine as we held onto each other's shoulders.
I felt him throbbing against my burning walls as he moved with long, slow movements while his heavy breathing echoed in my ears, feeding the sensation.
He started to kiss my neck and caress my breast as his thrusts got more firm and demanding.
I grabbed into his hair as my moans filled the room.
My hands were all over his body, didn't know where to touch, I felt overwhelmed.
He must have felt my failed attempts to please him, because he stopped, holding his head up to look at me while grabbing my wrist and kissing my hand.
"Just relax," whispered as he kissed me, starting to move, keeping his eyes locked into mine again. "I wanna see you high on me."
Then slowly he pushed himself away onto his knees, holding one of my leg up as he continued to move, and I whined grabbing into my hair.
"Yes, yeah just enjoy," he growled as he started a much faster pace. "Look at me, Avery," he commanded, and I opened my eyes back up, tears shining in them from the painful pleasure he gives me. "Want me to slow down? Tell me."
"No,"
"Say my name!"
"No Jared... more," I whined, and he reached for my hand and I reached for his.
We locked our fingers together as he still kept one of my leg up, moving faster and faster and I couldn't help but stare at his body in total awe; his thick veins in his lower arms and belly, the muscles shining from sweat in the dim light.
It wasn't that much long until he saw me on the edge and pushed me over by using his fingers as well and I cried out in pleasure; arching my back on the bed and when I heard his deep growl I had to open my eyes just to see him looking at me with fire in his eyes as he reached the top, then threw his head back as he slowed down more and more, until he let my leg go; carefully placing it onto the bed and he leaned onto me, we still attached.
I breathed deep, my heartbeat making my veins pulse in my neck, just like Jared's.
He planted a kiss on my lips, caressing my face with a light smile on his flushed face.
I returned the smile caressing his hair out of his forehead tenderly.
"You were stunning, Avery," he murmured, and I smiled digging into his hair.
"You too. In every way," I giggled.
He breathed deep then gently pulled himself out what made me moan and when he climbed off of me, I felt the cold hitting my warm body.
"I won't be long, but my mouth is dry as hell," his voice was really cracked.
He walked out and quickly returned from the kitchen with a big glass of water and drank half of it then gave it to me.
I sat up taking it and took a few sips as he sat next to me, watching me.
After putting the water down he leaned back onto the bed, pulling me with him, locking me into his arms as we laid on our sides, facing each other.
"I hope you don't mind if I stay the night," he looked at me with a cheeky smile and I couldn't help but giggle as I pulled the blanket onto myself.
"Yeah, I'll make the couch for you," I said, and he looked at me with wide eyes for a moment.
"It didn't seem like I was that bad!"
I laughed on this and he let out a heartfelt laugh as well while pulling me closer, and I lifted the blanket to him as I rested my thigh on his.
We just kept looking at each other, studying each other's faces for long minutes in comfortable silence and occasional light smiles.
We both knew that nothing is going to be the same between us ever. But this night... it was so natural and laying here is so peaceful. Like it always has been like this.
I was not, for a moment feeling anxious or nervous, which never happened before.
I didn't feel awkward afterwards and no words were needed.
This comfortable silence and the light gaze of these beautiful blue eyes, what were closing more and more often for longer and longer periods of time lulled me to sleep with a smile on my face and strong arms around my waist.