Heyo! Natalie here! :) I gotta say, it's really been long since I sat down and took time to type something and upload it to Wattpad. I appear and disappear and it's just the usual 'I was busy with school / life' excuses ;;
I'm just gonna be honest and say, I haven't been feeling the best, mentally. I kind of wanted to back away to give myself some space. I didn't want to bring my lack of motivation and sadness to Wattpad. If I did, my writing wouldn't be as good as I want it to be ;;
If there's one thing I've noticed over the years, it's that people see me as a pretty happy person here and very positive. XD
Ah yes, I do look on the bright side a lot. But, you know, I'm human too- so I can have my fair share of times where I'm 'down in the dumps'
I think mental health is a very important thing to look after, just like physical health.
Even something as simple as saying 'hello' to someone when you bump into them can make a difference to their day...
It's been kind of like I'm having some sort of internal battle with myself and it really sucks. I can see that it's affecting people around me.
What doesn't help is that I've been making tons of empty promises. "I'm gonna updates", "look out for updates today" etc. and they never happen.
You all have just been so patient with me and your kindness... too unreal for me to comprehend <3
I'm letting you guys down. I honestly don't really think you guys deserve all this at all. I feel bad T-T It may not seem like it at this stage, but I really do.
That all being said, I plan to make a grand return soon enough. Just going through a bit of a weird time and I don't want to brush it on you guys.
Thank you guys for being so patient with me and always understanding me :)
Also, since the title says 'face reveal' too, I figured I'd show you the latest pic of me ^-^
I look like a Minion from Despicable me :^)
There you go :))
We shall see again at some point in the near future <3
I love you all :')
-NintendoNatalie