I felt as if I had taken a weight off of me by telling Camila everything I wanted, by letting my heart coordinate my actions.
Nothing could describe what I was feeling.
I kissed her carefully, with affection, confirming that everything I told her didn't just came out of mouth, that no matter how much she commits so much nonsense and let me get carried away by things without grace, nothing, never, will change the fact that I love her. I love her, I need only her, no one else.
I pushed her body closer, in the instinct to feel her heart beating next to mine, we lay back, I laid her on top of me, feeling her hands come up to my hair, caressing it passing me confidence.
Her lips took possession of mine, leaving their taste in them, making me have the total confidence that it was worth having opted for her, even though nothing happens but kisses I feel complete.
Then she layed down beside me, making me turn to face her. I opened my eyes and smiled, bringing my hand to his face.
“Are you sleepy?” I asked, my voice a little husky.
“A little” she admitted, rubbing her eyes.
“Only a little” I sais and putted my lips in hers, giving them some little kisses
“Are you sure?” I continued kissing her lightly. Because of the vice I created from feeling her mouth on mine
“Yes, just a little bit” she said, her voice low.
I shook my head and pressed her into my arms, she laid her head between my neck and my chest and closed her eyes.
I took the blanket, covered us and hugged her, then I was looking at her.
She was so comfortable there, I felt the need to protect her, to hold her tightly and show her that I will never let anything happen to her. And let no one hurt her.
Nor myself. I kissed her hair, lightly.
“Sweet dreams” I whispered “my love.”
I am complete, feeling my heart transpire with joy, to hear the words that I said..
I tilted my head a little and left a small kiss on her lips, feeling her softness, her fleshy mouth meet mine again, but I stopped doing something else, in the end she is sleepy.
I hugged her harder, adjusting her better in my arms, I lay on my belly up, holding her, placing her body on mine and I stared at her. She had fit so perfectly with me,
I can say that without any problems, that she was made for me. Only for me. I closed my eyes and laid my head on her, I ended up falling asleep.
The next day, when I woke up, I noticed that Camila still asleep, hugging me.
I brought a hand to my eyes, rubbing them while yawning, then I dropped it again on the body of the woman in my arms, I left a kiss on her hair and decided to stay a little longer in bed, with her.
So beautiful, so mine... I looked away from her for a few seconds focusing on the door, which was open. Shit, if my parents came in right now and they see us I'm fucked. Carefully I got up, trying, to the fullest, not to move much, not to wake her up.
Camila's POV
I felt my hair move, slightly, then I stretched, yawned and opened my eyes, sleepy.
“Good morning Camz...” She said in a soft voice. I rubbed my eyes and focused on Lauren
“Can we go back to sleep?” I asked
she said no with a smile on her face.
That, even slightly dizzy, made me smile too “Look here, beautiful” she pointed to a tray that, until then, I hadn't seen
“sit down” she asked, and I did.
She placed me on her lap, I looked from her face to her, my lips parted with surprise.
There was some natural juice, a cup of coffee, fruit salad, cookies, anyway...
in one corner was another glass of water, which contained a red flower and a note on the side.
“No...” she touched my hand when I was going to take the note “don't read it now.” she asked, I let go slowly.
She rested her face close to mine and gave me a light kiss on the lips “I didn't know what you liked, so I took a little bit of everything...” she said confused, showing me the things, “if you want something else that is not here, tell me, I'll go look for it and...” but I interrupted her
“It's perfect Lolo” I said and smiled to her awkward form
“Okay, I'm sorry” she looked at me
“is because that all this is very strange for me... very new, I don't know...” she grimaced
“Do you mean I just found something that the great Lauren Jauregui doesn't know how to do?” I teased, raising an eyebrow.
“Yes, I think you discovered me.” she shrugged, continuing the joke
I asked her to bring me my blouse, she did it, I put it on and then we had coffee in the middle of a lot of laughter and jokes,
I was delighted in the spontaneous way of Lauren, but at the same time I couldn't stop thinking about what would be written in that note.
A little later Lauren left the room, not wanting to abuse the luck and then be found here by her parents. I waited for her to close the door to take the note that was on the dresser with the rose, since she took the tray there and then I read.
“I just wanted to be able to tell you that all my life I dreamed about you
Fondly,
Lauren.”
A silly smile sprang up on my lips when I read the phrase, it is difficult not to get emotional in a situation like these and not believe with all my strength that now she is really going to change.
At that moment Taylor entered the room, making a lot of noise, as always.
"GOOD MORNING" she shouted, coming over me.
“Seriously, I think you're secretly in love with me.” I said, laughing “I never saw anyone who likes to grab me so much.”
“Baby, you discovered my secret.” she said seriously, but then began to laugh
“I'm bored” she said and sat next to me-l
“hey, what is that?” she took the note from my hands
“Taylor, no...” before I could already say anything she alreay read it
“Are you kidding me? Did my sister wrote this?” she said, incredulous
“Camila you know what this means?” she handed me the note back
“...that in all her life she dreamed abouy me?” I repeated the phrase
“No not silly” she looked at me “I mean, yes, it can be that tok” she said confused- “but more than that, it means that she adores you silly.” she smiled, looking at me “my sister never did that before, for anyone.”
I smiled, for some reason I already knew what Taylor said, but it was still very good to hear it coming from someone else.
I lay on the bed, sitting on my leg, facing Taylor, who was with Indian-shaped legs telling me about her night with Drew.
Let's say that they went beyond Lauren and me.
“And weren't you afraid?” I asked, curious
“Afraid?” she raised an eyebrow.
“I didn't have time for that” she said and smiled “I was nervous and even a little worried..” she said “But I trust Drew with all my strength. And he made everything magical.”
“You know...” I bit my lower lip “he took protection, didn't he?”
“It is obvious that yes” she said sincerely- “it seems that you do not remember that I barely had a boyfriend, my mom sent me to the gynecologist.” she said and we laughed
“And did it hurt?” I kept asking
“Wait a moment, now I've realized..”
she said suddenly “Camila, are you a virgin?” she asked, her eyes wide and I nodded.
“Seriously?” she said incredulously.
“Hey what's up? Why are you looking at me like that?” I asked
“Calm down” she said and laughed
“I just thought you already had sex.”
“Not really, no...” I said and sighed
“I think I haven't found the right person yet” I admitted, “someone who makes me feel safe...”
“Wasn't there someone? In the past?”
she asked and raised an eyebrow “now have you found someone?”
“Who knows.” I said and shrugged my shoulders
“You know...” she affirmed “and I also want to know” she looked at me, serious
“have you found your prince?”
“I don't know, maybe it's a princess” I said seriously “but I know that I would give myself to her..although we are like, nothing.”
“By chance, who would you hand over to my sister?” whe asked, raising an eyebrow, already with a smile on his face.
“By chance it would be...” I affirmed, knowing that it is useless to deny it
“but I don't want her to knows that I am a..” I cleaned my throat “virgin” I said lower
“But why?” she askrd
“I don't know Taylor, she has already slept with so many girls..” I said and shrugged my shoulders “..experienced girls, let's say it like that.” I explained
“And I don't want to seem silly”
I looked at my hands “a girlm.. if you understand?” I looked at the door
“Taylor?” I looked in the same direction as her, who then averted her gaze, returning it to me. “What is it?”
“Nothing...” she said slowly..
“I thought I saw someone there.” she indicated the door, but then shook her head, “but it sure was nothing.”
“Hm...” I looked at the door again “I'm going to close it, just in case..” I said and got up, doing exactly what I said
“Anyway” she said and smiled
“I find a fool not wanting to tell her..
I mean, it's okay, my sister really had gone to bed with half of the girls in Miami, to say the least” she said confirming what I already knew “but, as I told you, she adores you...” she looked at me “she won't treat you like she treats everyone.”