i live so i love

By namjooningkoya

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because i live for poetry More

what if i told you
on sweaters and you
is yours
a little mean
(a)maze
mid-july days
what were we supposed to do?
magic > realism
me, you, blue
a siren's lament
when you're wearing a crown
sunsets and seventeen
a red dream
growing up
caramel and you
seventeen chapters later
chaotic systems
plato's theory: on humans
i met evil
now i'm alone and it's paradise
overdosing on you
why i can't let you go
don't want you anymore
my 13th beach
i'll wait for you
the fool
sorry, wrong person
honestly
one last time
on seesaws and love
you're not here
one a.m. walks
sunflower
i am (not) yours
i'm the girl your mommy warned you about
the last love in the universe
trust me
you-
the flower i can't pick
a yellow daydream
seeing red
blue side
queen of herself
long may we reign
my shooting star
on humans and love
bittersweet tears
too late
let's pretend
love tastes of
it's you
it was all a dream
cause you know everything
his truest colors
lost frequencies
the difference
problem #6: anxiety
wish upon a dying star
when night falls
dandelion wishes
off with his head
the perfect date
summer and lovers
the silence
dreams and dancing
like all the others
you're just so normal
that one trip
radio signals
again we meet
let's stop pretending
a painting in pink and red
the fallen crow
(fri)end
losing him
california
venice beach
cinnamon bursts
"cloud nine"
when stars explode
when i forget
he made her fall too
underneath the worn marble
make it right
if i ever call you rain
he's a sunflower
fallen angel
delicate
love shot
it's too sweet
the half-finished painting
why do the stars look prettier when you're drunk?
i'm only human
sometimes i forget roses have thorns
finding green
thought that i'd do better
it's not what the stars foretold, but whatever
on wanderings and lonely hearts
surprise surprise, he didn't care
i got tired
when you want the unknown
do you dream of me too?
LA life
the prettiest city
moments like these
this is how i'll remember you
this is me
when reality hits
we live in a society
when he murders the stars
day 235 without him
the magic of california beaches
i rebel, therefore i exist
everything and nothing
why does winter exist?
when there's finally silence
absinthe
only then you'll know we're stars
stepping out of the limelights
you make me feel like
when you chase the shadows
because they loved what lays beyond earth
por la inmadurez
chefs, but not in the way it matters
i fought a little too hard
you make me again
the hardest surrender of all
sweetness of old summers
the last of you
it needs something more
ground zero
my first winter
the sea in me
la primavera ya se acabo
dream a little dream of me
golden hour
far away
one last race
one road but two destinations
when it's your turn to face the sea
you look everywhere but here
the eve
brisa
simulation hypothesis
scopaesthesia
they never learn
make me something sweet
get out of my head
war is all they've known
花吐き病
fatal softness of dreams
at least i didn't lie to you
let's go home
as real as the stars
one day
read 12:05 pm
even the stars blame me
those infinite nights
the tides of us
and so the tide brought me back to life
like pop rocks
season 19.9: so far
and yet the stars are here
starise
waiting for you

you said you read the disclaimer

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By namjooningkoya

don't ask me to choose

because you already know who.

you may think me cruel

but i made you no fool

my heart doesn't belong to you 

and you said, i'm okay being number two

so there's your curse, tied with a pretty bow

don't you dare tell me you didn't know

it was him and it's still him

this was your heart's whim

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