*Emma's pov*
I thought I was capable to handle the distance between us. I thought I could be the person he wanted me to be. Now I can't stop analysing my decisions and thinking how could I be so naïve.
Don't get me wrong, I really love him! I love him like he's part of my soul and my thoughts. I love him so much I don't think I can live full happy after our end, but I didn't think about all the difficulties and how much I would miss him when I said 'yes let's do this'.
Now I'm home trying to find a way to call him and apologize for everything I couldn't do for us. For everything I'm letting behind us. I know I'm being a little selfish, but I can't live like that anymore. I'd love to be his girlfriend if we could actually see each other. In person! Not Facetime or Skype.
I need to call Bradley and break up with him. I need to let my real love be free to find someone who can be with him and love him the way he deserves. I need to be the stronger one this time.
I need to let him go.