August's POV
I found myself lying on my bed with body and naked. Sa gulat ko sa mga pangyayari para akong naging manyika na hindi man lang ako nakapagreak noon binuhat na ako ni Cayden at pinatay ang shower!
He kissed me hungrily at unti-unti ay natutugunan ko ang kanyang mga halik. His hands are all over touching and squeezing. His kiss went down to my jaw and then to my ear. This warm breathing is sending me tickles and at the same time is giving me a feeling of wanting more.
I can feel his tongue tracing it. Then his kiss went to my neck. He's bitting and sucking my skin stubbornly. I don't have the will to stop him. Naramdaman ko na lang bigla na parang may tumutusok sa tiyan ko. Napakagat labi ko. I already have an idea of what is it. But fuck, mangyayari na ba? Is this it?
I shuddered when his kiss went to my chest. He's licking and sucking both peaks while his hands are caressing them at the same time. I can already feel that I am wet below, but does it matter? I was wet in the shower so whats the difference?
His kisses went down. He's licking my belly button and I can do nothing but scream his name. His kisses went down to my thigh, legs and my feet. He's like kissing me from the head to toe! I thought this is ridiculous before but I never thought that this would feel romantic while doing it. I can feel his love. I can feel his adoration.
His kisses went up again until it stopped on the middle of my thigh. He spread my legs and I shamelessly oblige. He started kissing and nibbling. Stroking my core with his warm tongue. Hitting my little bud that made my hips move everytime his tongue touches it. His strokes are getting faster until I can feel my orgasm is about to blow and not that long, I came for my release.
A/N: I am at my limit. I will take a rest and read some bed scene para magkaideya ako.😂
He drank all the juices I released. I wonder why he loves to do that. Aren't they taste weird? Wala naman akong lakas ng loob na tanungin si Cayden kung ano ang lasa. It's too awkward.
Pagkatapos niyang magpakasasa sa baba, his kisses slowly went up again. Kissing my hand, arms and shoulder until he's kissing my lips again. I tasted myself. It's a bit salty.
"You taste so sweet." I heard Cayden utter in between our kiss.
Hindi ko alam bakit sinasabi niyang matamis yun. It was no near sweet. It's salty! Hindi ko na talaga maisip kung ano ang klaseng utak ang meron si Cayden. How can a salty taste became sweet to him?
He broke the kiss and he positioned himself. I looked at him with delusion and my eyes fell chest that screaming with muscle, his abs that makes me swallow the lump of my throat and to his member who's so proud and ready to penetrate me.
Pero nanlaki ang aking mga mata at halos mapaatras ako sa gulat.
"Shit!" Napamura ako sa bigla. "That's huge!" I cried. Kinabahan ako bigla. With my calculation, his member is more than 8 inches long! And it's freaking thick! Magkakasya ba yan? I don't believe na magkakasya yan.
I saw how Cayden smiled with mischief. "That's why I don't take off my clothes everytime I pleasure you. I don't want you to get scared. But we cannot avoid this thing. There is no such thing as making it smaller." Sabi niya na pakiramdam ko ay dapat ko pang ipagpasalamat dahil hindi ko kaagad daw ito nakita noong una. Like what the fuck? Does it matter? This thing will kill me! I can tell that his thickness is more larger than my virgin hole!
"Oh my god, are you trying to kill me Cayden? That thing will kill me!" I was horrified. Sino ba ang hindi? I know that some men are gifted but I did not expect Cayden is one of them! Baka kung may karanasan na ako ng ilang ulit sa ibang lalaki ay baka makakaya ko pa ito. But right now? I can already tell that it is fucking painful!
"It will be painful. I might hurt you on this but remember, I love you so much and marking you is what I want right now. But if you don't want, I can always hold back." Saad niya but frustration is evident in his eyes. I can already tell that he doesn't want me to say no.
Silence filled me. I know it will be painful dahil sa size pa lang nito alam kong mawawasak ang bataan ko. But what's more painful when I lost him? This pain I will feel is only in the physical but the emotional is the one that I am scared the most. But what if, this is only a dream?
Shit. What if this is only a fucking dream? Sigurado ba ako na totoo ito? I am already happy, but what if pagising ko mamaya, malalaman ko na isang panaginip lang ito? If this is only a dream, will it hurts?
Napatingin ako kay Cayden. Wala na akong pakialam kung panaginip lang ito o totoo. Ang importante ay kasama ko siya at nakikita ko ngayon. "Go on."
My word became his go signal. Yumuko siya sa akin. His face is facing mine. I am looking at his eyes. His long hair is draping all over me. Since when did his hair became so long again? The length was like the first time I met him in Veneesha.
I felt his tip in my entrance at mas lalong kinabahan na ako ng todo. Peste! How can they enjoy sex kung ganito naman pala ang pakiramdam? Pakiramdam ko ay parang parating na si kamatayan.
His first push ay napalunok ako. It did not penetrate right away. Pakiramdam ko ay may bumundol sa entrada. But on the second push ay napamura na ako. Nahampas ko ng ilang beses si Cayden and my tears escape from my eyes. This is not a freaking dream!
Parang gusto kong magwala sa sakit. Peste! Kung sino man ang nagsasabing tolerable ang sakit sa first time ay mapapatay ko talaga!
"Goodness, mapapatay talaga kita bukas Cayden. I swear I'm gonna kill you." Pinagbabantaan ko na ang buhay ni Cayden dahil sa badtrip ko sa sakit.
"I love you....I miss you...." he whispered those things in my ear and oddly, it made me forgot the excruciating pain I am feeling right now. "You are my world, love." And another trust he made. It was painful but his words is distracting me from it. He is even starting to kiss my hollow of my ear and neck to help me forget the pain.
He was successful. It's painful but he manage to divert my attention to his words. He kept whispering sweet nothings and he started to move in and out. Even though his words are distracting me, I can still feel the pain and now I can tolerate it. Unlike earlier that all my attention is on the pain I felt.
Napakagat labi na lang ako. His speed went fast and I wonder of I will still feel orgasm with this painful feeling but odd, I still had my release kahit sobrang sakit.
Cayden stopped from pumping and he pulled out his member and I flinched from that movement. Humiga siya sa tabi ko. And he embraced me.
"I wanted to do more but I know you're in pain." He whispered and my face turned beet red.
Kahit mahal ko siya kung hihiling siya ngayon ng second round, hinding hindi ako papayag! Sobrang sakit! Feeling ko ay na deform na yung bataan! Naging one hundred islands na!
Naramdaman ko naman na tumayo si Cayden and he went to the bathroom in his naked glory. Lumabas naman siya na dala ang isang basang tela. My eyes went again to his member and I can see the trace if blood on his length. Napalunok ako. His member is still proud. Hindi na ako nagulat ng ibinuka niya ang aking hita at inilagay niya sa pagitan ko ang basang tela. It was warm and somehow soothing because of the warm feeling. He's cleaning me up just like the old time.
Tumayo ulit si Cayden at bumalik sa banyo. I heard the water and I can tell that he is washing off the traces of the blood on his member. Paglabas nito at wala na nga ang dugo doon. But still, he doesn't care if he's showing off his naked glory. Sino ba naman kasi ang lalaking mahihiya kung ganito kaganda ang katawan? Plus that horrifying huge member?
Tumabi na ulit si Cayden sa akin at niyakap ako ng mahigpit. He's kissing my shoulder and he's humming a familiar music. Listening to his humming it made my eyes droopy until I fell to my slumber.
•••
Nagising na lang ako na masakit ang katawan ko at ang ulo ko. When I opened my eyes it felt like the room just turned around. Mabigat ang pakiramdam ko. At nilalamig ako.
"Love, I'm so sorry." I heard Cayden's voice. His worried voice made me want to see him.
Ipinaling ko ang ulo ko kay Cayden and I saw how worried he is. He's holding my hand. He's already fully cloth. He's sitting on a chair in my room.
"W-what h-happened?" Seriously? Ito talaga ang tanong ko? Hindi pa naman ako nagka-amnesia para makalimutan ko ang mga nangyari kagabi.
"You're having a fever...and it's all my fault." Nag-aalalang saad ni Cayden.
Oh shit. Sabi ko na nga ba. I know what happened last night will lead me into this. Pasalamat ko na lang at hindi sa morge ang bagsak ko. I still can't believe I was able to survive that thing. Bakit ba naman kasi ang laki ng kay Cayden?
"Shit, ano ba kasi ang pinagkakakain mo at lumaki yan masyado?" Wala sa sariling tanong ko. Mas lalo lang akong nainis ng ngumisi si Cayden.
"It's a bloodline thing." Sagot nito sa akin.
Fuck that bloodline, so lahi talaga nila yun? Shit, that means it will take me some time before I will get use to his size! Kailangan na magrosario na ba ako? Kasi baka sa susunod ikamatay ko na ito.
"Cayden, let me heal first. I forbid you from seducing me for a year!" Utos ko rito. Yes that's right. We should be celibate for a year. Dahil hindi pa ako ready na harapin ulit yung galit na galit na alaga niya.
Napasimangot naman si Cayden. "That's preposterous! How can I hold myself from touching you that long? Even now on your situation, the only thing that is holding me is because you are sick." Reklamo nito. Gosh, bakit ba ganito na ang usapan? Can't he just agree para matapos na ang usapan na ito?
"Love, listen. It's way too painful! If you are in my place yun din ang mararamdaman mo. And what happened last night, hindi ko nga matatawag yun na beautiful memory dahil sobrang sakit. Pero hindi man siya maganda pero hinding hindi ko siya nakakalimutan. You don't know how——wait, why are you smiling? Natutuwa ka ba sa kinasasadlakan ko ngayon?" I am almost fuming. How could this man be so terrible? Hindi pa nga ako nakakamove on ay parang may binabalak na ito tapos ngingitian pa ako na parang tuwang tuwa ito?
"Because you called me love...." he answered like almost a whisper.
Ako naman ngayon ang natahimik. How can this man be so shallow? But seeing him being so happy with little things, it makes me so happy as well.
Losing him was my worst nightmare. Be it, kung ano ang gusto niya pagbibigyan ko na lang. I love him anyways. I love him through better or worst. But please god, sana the second time hindi na ganun kasakit dahil baka hindi ko na kayanin!😖
To be continued...