“No,” Kyle said making me groan in frustration.
“Why not? Seriously just help me this once and that’s it. Heck I’ll be out of your hair all afternoon I don’t see what your problem is.” I half yelled at him. “All you need to do is pick me out some decant clothes. I’m not asking you to dress me or anything.”
“Yes I know but not for that idiot. All he’s going to do is take you to a sleazy bar.” Kyle told me as if giving me a lecture was going to stop me from going. “He isn’t good for you Cyan except it.”
“Ow and who is? You?” I asked sarcastically. “Look I barely knew you before all this shit started happening and I still barely know you now. But before you seemed like a dam prick to me and right now you seem like even more of a dam prick.”
“At least I’m a caring prick. I wouldn’t be saying any of this if I didn’t care bout you now would I?” He told me making me groan in frustration.
“Then stop bloody caring. Go hang out with those bastardise you call mates and let me get ready to go on my date.” His skull must be ten inches thick if this wasn’t sinking in.
“My mates aren’t bastardise. And why cant you just be normal, date some girl who’s willing to play nurse for you for the rest of your life,” he stopped as if just realising what he had said, or at least that he’d said it out loud. “Ow my god Cyan I’m…”
I didn’t want to hear it. “Fuck you Kyle. That was just wrong!” I yelled before storming out of the room, through the right door may I add, and down the stairs. He’d crossed a line there, he’d really just crossed that line. I opened the door and sat on the steps leading up to his porch as I called Jay to come pick me up early. Needless to say he eagerly obliged.
“Your angry,” he told me making me jump. I hadn’t herd him come up to me, my head must have been way up in the clouds.
“Annoyed not angry, there’s a difference.” I told him standing up and grasping his arm so that he could lead me to his car.
“Well as my mother once told me, don’t argue with an idiot because he’ll just drag you down to his level then beat you with experience.” Jay said.
I smiled a little, not sure if it was a joke or just wise words from his mum. “And if I agreed with you we’d both be wrong.” I told him trying to make it a joke.
“Want to go to my secret hideout?” He asked me.
“Sure, anywhere but here and I’ll be happy.” I told him my mood lightening already.
“Then lets go!” He mock shouter enthusiastically shoving me in the car before running around to his own side and jumping in.
~~~
“Where are we?” I asked smelling fresh country air as I got out the car.
“A lake with a forest next to it, it’s really pretty. The moonlight makes the lake look like a mirror while the trees frame it.” He told me. “I brought a picnic to.”
“Aww that’s sweet.” I told him. “Now shut up and let’s eat I’m starving to death hear.”
“Whatever you say princess,” I could just picture the eye roll there.
So he served up the food, nice peanut butter and jelly sandwiches with mini cupcakes for desert. They were all delicious and soon I was just to full to think. Sighing I lay down in the grass, happy with how the date was going and how peaceful the night was. “That was perfect.” I told him.
“I’m glad you liked it,” He said back before I felt a peck on my lips. Lousy bastard steeling a kiss like that.
I closed my eyes as I relaxed more. “What? Was that it?” I joked before feeling him kiss me again. And that’s how it started, with him kissing me. I opened my mouth to him, enjoying the sensation as he held himself above me using one hand while his other one played in my hair.
Using my hand I ran my fingers through his hair while the other drew circles over the top covering his stomach. This was so nice, the sweetness of it all, the taste of it. He was just amassing. Heck he was nice and sweet, witty and funny. Ok so now I’m practically thinking of him as my prince charming but give me a break here people, this has to be the first really good thing to happen to me since meeting Scarlet.
We carried on like that, feeling each others body against our own as we moved in sync. “Your good,” I told him as we carried on kissing.
“Thanks,” He replied planting butterfly kisses down my jaw to my neck before gently sucking as he tried to find my sweet spot. But just as he did and I started to moan a little in enjoyment he stopped. “You really a virgin?” He asked me.
“Yes.” I said simply. “Why do you ask?” Or why had you stopped? You know I was enjoying myself there and now the guy had gone and ruined it.
“Lets have sex,” He said suddenly putting his hand down my jeans and feeling me up. What the hell?!
“Ow for god’s sake Jay, sex is not the answer it’s the question,” I told him trying to push him off me. This was more than a little annoying, actually I was a bit scared. If he got angry and left me here over this I’d have no idea where the hell I was, add that to cute blue haired boy alone late at night and…well there’s never a good answer to these things.
“And the answer is?” He asked me slyly. Ow that’s it, I was pissed now.
“NO!” I screamed shoving him off and sitting up. “Bugger off Jay I barely know you why would I have sex with you?”
“We’re dating.” He said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.
“I promised you one date and trust me the way your acting I really don’t think you’ll be getting another one.” I said sternly because to hell if I was putting up with this.
“You know the last thing I want to do is hurt you Cyan.” Jay said to me sounding very threatening.
“But it’s still on the list?” curse my sarcasm!
I think he jumped on me then, as in literally jumped on to my lap to hold me down. He started to undo my jeans again fighting of my hands that were trying to push him away. Why did I have to be blind, like right now? Give me back my sight for two bloody minuets so I could kick his ass please and I’d just feel so much better.
But then that’s life, this is life. And no I’m not talking about possibly getting raped, I’m having a little moment out of that in my head, I’m talking about being blind. I cant help myself because I’m blind. If I run I don’t know where I’m going, I could run into a car or the lake and die.
And back to reality I go, a reality where I might not die but I am about to loose my virginity to a fucking paedophile who’s funny as hell but who’s brother owns a strip club. Curse you Cyan for not listening to Kyle, at least he saw it coming.
“Told you he was no good for you,” the Kyle voice in my head went.
“And who asked you, I might be having a good time.” I replied sticking my tongue out at him.
“Considering a second ago he had his hand down your pants while you bravely fort him off I doubt that you were having a good time.” Kyle told me. Shit the fantasy was real. “Then again if you enjoy all that S&M who am I to stop you?”
“I blacked out what happened?” I asked now completely confused.
“Well I arrived to late your no longer a virgin I’m afraid.” He told me in an over sarcastic voice. “But in all seriousness I did just save your ass, literally.”
“And I thank you for it, now lets go. I don’t ever want to see that jackass again,” I told him as he helped me up from the floor.
“Technically…” I cut him off before he could say it.
“I’m blind, I never saw him. So as far as I’m concerned that was just a really weird nightmare and the guy doesn’t really exist.” I smiled a overly happy smile and began skipping.
“Sometimes I honestly wonder if your right in the head,” Kyle said to me, his voice very thoughtful.
“My eyes are in my head.” I said in a dead serious voice.
“Ow shit.” And with that we both burst out laughing because you know what, we’re just great like that.
~~~
“Just out of interest what did you do to Jay anyway?” I asked Kyle as he got dressed.
“Ow I dun’know,” He sighed sounding just a little reluctant. “Turned up, took a photo…”
“You what?” I said my voice suddenly becoming very grave.
“Took a photo on my phone with him on top of you so we could do him for rape or attempted rape before living happily ever after. Happy princess.” He rambled off. Then one thing caught my attention.
“Princess?” I asked laughing. “You were there the whole time weren’t you. Spying on my little date.”
“Good thing I was.” I was more than just a little certain a shrug came with that. “Hey, you ever wanted to go somewhere?”
“Like where?” I asked confused as I fiddled with the edge of a pillow.
“I dun’know. Some where. Some where you’ve never been before.” He sounded so dreamy it almost made me laugh.
“An adventure.” I said rolling over onto my back.
“That isn’t a place boy blue.” How much sarcasm does that boy have?
“I know.” I told him. “But there isn’t just one place I want to go. I mean come on, the worlds huge, how could anyone just choose one place. That doesn’t mean I don’t want to go anywhere it just means I want to go on an adventure, to all the places we can fine and do all the amassing things we can.”
“We?” he asked.
“Yere we. Me and, Scarlet maybe. Heck you could come if you wanted. We might need someone who can see.” I was smiling now, caught up in my happy fantasy.
“An adventure. You know what Cyan that sounds just right.”