i'm not dead lol
and i'm really sorry if you were wanting to see an update but please don't get your hopes up high because there won't be another until further notice
a bunch of messed up shit happened this past couple of weeks and feeling like shit because of it
i had a scholarship secured for juilliard but without the knowledge of me and my family it had been withdrawn because some bitch thought it would be funny to pay her way into the scholarship
so they gave someone else the scholarship instead because she had more money while i had more blood sweat and tears to lose
not only that ladies and gents and non binary people and those who dislike pronouns; my fifteen year old sister got an abortion without us knowing and my mother is LIVID
incidentally; my sixteen year old cousin is pregnant herself but she made me promise not to tell her family so i have that going for me
shh don't tell anyone
so yeah life is great
again i apologize if you really wanted to see an update; maybe it'll come sooner than anticipated but for now i just need a mental break
i hope that's alright
thanks
-elle