Jisoo's POV
"Unnie..." the girls spread their arms and engulfing me in a hug. My lips quiver and I felt them brushing my hair and rubbing my back.
It has been three days after the incident in which Yoongi had to leave the house after our managers decided it's best that we part ways after what happened.
Everybody was frantic and I was so out of it that Yoongi had to call me every now and then to make sure everything was okay. His focus was all on me, how I was doing, if I've already eaten. He was so selfless I feel like I don't deserve him.
YG Sajangnim didn't talk to me. I was never called to the seventh floor. Instead, a lot of meetings had happened and Yoongi told me they're trying to figure things out. What it is or their plans, I don't have any idea until we saw the articles on the internet about Taehyung and Jennie's relationship.
Photos of their dates were shown. I was surprised to see multiple photos taken on multiple occasions too. So now I wonder if Sajangnim had a lot of instances in which reporters are sending photos of them and he just works his ways just so it wouldn't be revealed to the public.
Besides, the two had been careless in the past few months. It's like they didn't care of they get caught.
They've created a diversion. However, I wasn't sure if that's actually a good idea since Jungkook and Lisa accidentally outed themselves a week ago after Ashton got lost. I mean, three Blackpink members in a relationship with three of Bangtan's? Wouldn't it raise more suspicions over mine?
The internet exploded. Lizkook and Taennie ships are actually the most popular ones so fans realizing that they were indeed in a relationship went nuts. Not everyone will accept it but all of us knew that from the start and somehow had ready ourselves.
Besides, kpop idols have a lot of international fans now which has a broader view in terms of idols being in a relationship. It wasn't as bad now compared to when Chaeyoung and Jimin announced theirs.
My parents finally told me everything and it was even harder for me to accept it since the more I know, the more I realized how greatly Yoongi had sacrificed for me.
My mom begged to him all because of my dreams when in reality, his dreams were at stake too.
I took away a lot of things from him. The right to be in pain, the right to feel. All I did was blame him for all of mine when I was actually the one who caused his.
"Hey," we all turned around when we heard Jimin spoke. He was walking along with Ashton who's on a piggyback ride with his father.
He smiled at the sight of me though I am pretty sure he was worried as well.
"The boys are coming. I guess it's time we all have this talk," he started and we all sat on the couch.
"Aunt Chu!" Ashton shrieked coming straight to me after his father put him down. I smiled as I engulfed him in a hug.
Ashton is almost my baby. He treats Yoongi as his second father mainly because he was his mother's best friend and his father's too.
"You little mochi. How's my favorite nephew?" I teased him and he just snorted.
"I'm your only nephew, aunt Chu," he chuckles. Ashton is already five and he speaks well for his age though sometimes he still stutters.
He sat on my lap and started pinching my cheeks.
"Do you love Yoongi appa?" he innocently asked and my lips parted at his question. I wasn't surprised that he calls Yoongi appa because he's been calling him that since a year ago. But what surprises me was his question. Does he understand what he was asking? Like the whole context of it?
Before I can even answer, we heard some people talking and the next thing I know was the whole Bangtan coming in from the kitchen where the back door was located.
"Mochiiiii!" Hosoek exclaimed and the kid jumped from my lap and headed to his uncles.
Yoongi's eyes locked with mine and I didn't think twice. I stood up from my seat and spread my arms wide until he reaches for me and pulled me for a hug.
And right then I started crying.
"I'm scared Yoongi..." I whispered and he gently caresses the back of my head.
"I got you, Chu," he whispered back and we heard Ashton crying. The kid must have thought something was wrong.
"Come here baby," Chaeyoung reached for her child and directed him to his playing area.
Yoongi and I sat beside each other.
"So, what's this all about?" Namjoon asked. Chaeyoung was already sitting beside his husband who occasionally checks their son from afar.
Yoongi intertwined our hands. My eyes avoided their gaze.
"Somebody has to say something. All these years, we never meddle in your relationship," Jin oppa started. He raised his eyebrows at us. "But they said something about you two getting in trouble because of something from the past. I mean, how far back are we talking about?"
Yoongi sighed. The boys never knew of our past. It was our little secret, a secret relationship we have kept to ourselves. And even after we broke up before, we never told them about it.
"Eight years?" Yoongi answered causing everyone to gasp. Even Jungkook sat properly and Taehyung's mouth was parted.
"Wait. I don't understand," Chaeyoung muttered, Jimin's arms wrapped around her waist. "It wasn't even seven years since my marriage, what do you mean eight years?"
"Is it hard to understand that we started dating even before you two met?" Yoongi stated and I bit my lower lip at how casual he sounded and everyone gave different reactions.
"How is that even possible, they haven't even debuted that time," Taehyung stated.
"Didn't stop Jimin from marrying a trainee, did he?" I am surprised at how calm Yoongi is.
"Okay, look, Jisoo unnie started before most of us. She had gigs, modeling jobs, and even starred on some mvs, it's not entirely impossible that they've met," Jennie answered. She was eyeing for me to speak up.
"Yah!" Hoseok oppa exclaimed. His eyes wide as if he just remembered something even clapping his hand along the process, "What is it? Our sunbae, Epik High, when they were filming something and we were on the same location. Yah, didn't you appear on that mv?"
Their eyes widened at the realization.
"I can't believe you kept this a secret for so long" Lisa stated and I raised an eyebrow.
"You do realize I never said a word about your secret relationship with Jungkook, or even Jennie's with Tae before,"
"But you did with us," Jimin grinned and I rolled my eyes.
"Because at that time, Yoongi kept breaking my heart. I thought he did because of you two, how the two of you are allowed to date and not us. I didn't know you guys were married,"
"Okay, so what now?" we all turned to Chaeyoung who's still keeping a worried face.
"A reporter saw us two when we went to our house so if both our companies weren't able to stop it, we might be plastered in front of all social media sites any minute," I told them and we all went silent.
Until now, we still have fears... Fears of not being accepted... Fears of being left behind...
We aren't as strong as what people thought us to be.
I felt Yoongi's hand tightening over mine.
And Yoongi, everything, do I really deserve someone like him?
Should I kill this love once and for all?