Final part - Part 1 - High sex with a stranger. Part 2 - Caught. Part 3 - The arrest. Part 4 - Meeting again.
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I was looking down to the little baby, I had her only two weeks ago and she was the smallest little bundle of Joy.
"MOMMY, MOMMY LOOK." I looked up just in time to see my four year old fall on his face, he groaned and stood up laughing.
"You okay little buddy?" Tommy came over lifting him up and he smiled.
"Yes, daddy." He nodded and Tommy put him down, I looked down hearing a snore and stood up putting her in the bassinet.
"Hey, you okay?" Tommy looked to me oddly and I took a deep breath.
"Do you love me still?" When I asked that his eyes went wide.
"W-what?"
"Do you still love me, I mean it's been odd with your career change I know when you are filming you can't be here, but does that mean you can't call me?" I asked and he opened his mouth.
"Your brother's called." He said looking down then walking away, I had to hold in the tears because my son was still hear playing with the toys.
"Come on little man, lets go play in your room." I put my hand out and he took it as we walked out the room, Tommy was already leaving because he did have his movie premier tonight I walked to the room and laid down Stephen.
"Mamma you okay?" He asked and I smiled.
"Mamma is more then okay." I said moving his hair away from his face.
"Okay." I bent down kissing his head.
"You are gonna go with Uncle Ethan later okay." When I said that his eyes went wide.
"Really?" He asked excited and I smiled.
"Yeah, he called yesterday and said Benny wanted to play." He smiled.
"Yay." He said and I pulled the blankets up.
"Alright now take a nap and when you wake up you can leave." He nodded his head and I kissed his cheek walking out the room and then going to the living room, I took a deep breath and slumped in the chair.
My life these five years have definitely changed, two weeks after me and Tommy hooked up I left with him on his fight tour, Jimmy was pissed, Carlos was even more mad and Ethan said he supported me. Two months later I found out I was pregnant and nine months after that I gave birth to my son. Stephen Fin Hardy. Ethan was with me when I gave birth but Jimmy and Carlos were no show's, by year three I stopped calling and texting them and decided to let them come to me. Fast forward two years and they haven't tried to get in contact with me.
"Ma'am. Ethan." I looked over and nodded as my brother walked in.
"Hey mamma bear." He said and I smiled.
"Hey papa bear hey munchkin." I said to his son Benny who is five years old.
"Hi auntie, can I go play?" I smiled nodded my head and he ran to the stairs, we watched him walk upstairs.
"So, I wanted to talk to you." Ethan said and I nodded my head. "About Jimmy and Carlos." I took a deep breath.
"What about them?"
"They both wanna talk." When he said that my eyes went wide.
"Seriously?" He nodded his head. "When?"
"Today, I told them when I came to get Stephen I would bring you with me." I nodded my head a little.
So here I was starring at the restaurant we were meeting my brothers at, I was holding the car seat and Ethan was holding both of the boys hand's as we walked in I looked around I couldn't see them but I guess Ethan did.
"This way." He said and we walked up about three little stairs and then I seen my brothers they were both sitting at the table.
"Hi uncle's." Benny said.
"Hi little one." Carlos coo'ed. I sat down and Ethan sat next to me with the car seat between us, I moved the blanket away and she was awake eating her hands, I smiled at her and she giggled still eating her hands.
"Guys?" I bit my lip and Jimmy looked to me.
"What?" He snapped.
"Jimmy!" Ethan snapped.
"I'm sorry." Carlos quickly said. "I was pissed that you were leaving with him just two weeks after we lost our parent's, you left Ethan to deal with everything alone." Ethan scoffed.
"Don't bring me into this, I wasn't holding a grudge." Ethan said and Carlos took a deep breath.
"Sierra, I love you so much and I'm so sorry I held that stupid grudge for so long, we didn't even know our parent's enough to hate you so bad-"
"I did! And they loved all of us equally!" Jimmy snapped. "And you just left when we should have mourned together, cried together, and helped one another." He added on.
"I had nothing to mourn!" When I said that his eyes went wide.
"They died in a plane crash do you know how scared they must have been!?" He snapped and I shook my head, the tears now fighting to come out.
"How scared they were? Like when they left me, Carlos and Ethan at the house alone and it burned down, I was scared that day. I was six and trapped in room. I almost died that day and you know what they did?" Carlos had tears down his eyes and Stephen was playing with my hand, Benny was laying on Ethan's lap now. "Nothing! They didn't even come back they sent grandpa." I stopped and wiped my tears away. "Mom and dad didn't care about me or Carlos, or Ethan, and they finally did start to care it was too late. The damage has been done Jimmy. We didn't get the hug's, kisses, cuddles, and love from our parent's the way you did." Jimmy looked down to his hand.
"I shouldn't be blamed for that." He said and I nodded my head.
"And you shouldn't have blamed me for wanting to get away and be happy with someone that loved me. You missed both my kids being born, and you barely know my son Stephen because you blamed me for leaving. Both of you did. You never thought about me, I was drinking, sleeping with anyone, and I never came home. I know you guys worried but you never said a thing. Tommy did, he always does." I was exhausted and I needed to let that out, I needed to let them know exactly how I felt all these years.
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I had gotten home and Ethan took Stephen with him for the night, so I only had Ella who was sleeping by the time we got to the house, I put her in the bassinet and went to the kitchen pouring my self something to drink and sitting down, I turned that t.v on and watched as they started to show the Premier that Tommy was at right now.
"Tom over here."
"Tom how did you enjoy working with Leonardo DiCaprio?"
"Tom how are the kids?"
"Tom we heard your relationship was falling apart is it true?" When the camera man asked that tom got this deadly look on his face and you could tell he was officially annoyed with him, I sighed muting the t.v and standing up, I made myself a quick meal then looked back to the t.v to see Tom speaking with an interviewer, so I turned the t.v up.
"Alright tom we've asked you about the movie, and your future plan's, can we speak on your relationship?" Tom took a deep breath.
"I don't understand what my relationship has to do with the movie?" Tommy said.
"Well there have more then enough report's going around that you guys have not been seen out with one another for at least four month's, now don't get me wrong Mr.Hardy but before that you guys were spotted out everywhere, then suddenly, it stop-"
"I think this interview is over with." Gregory Tom's manager came forward and ushered Tommy away, I turned the t.v off and went towards the baby room because she was crying picking her up I sat on rocking chair and started to rock back and fourth.
I looked down to Ella and smiled.
I didn't realize I was sitting in that spot for two hours till I looked over and seen the clock, I sighed and stood up putting her in the bassinet I grabbed the baby monitor and walked to the room, I walked in and went to the bathroom stripping down and jumping into the shower.
I was only in my robe sitting on the bed brushing my hair I looked to the baby monitor happy that Ella was snoring, I placed the brush on the side table and ran my hands through my hair then down my face, feeling a hand on my wrist I jumped back a little and looked up to see Tommy, he didn't say a word just starred at me, then he bent down.
"Sierra." He sighed and I looked up to him. "I love you." When he said that I smiled.
"I know."
"And I don't want us to be in such a rut for so long we can't get out of it." When he said that I sighed.
"Do you still wanna be with me?" He leaned up kissing my lip's.
"Sierra why would you ever think I wouldn't wanna be with you?" I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
"Because we haven't been the same." He took a deep breath and sat on the bed lifting me on his lap.
"Darling we would forever be in love." He said and I smiled.
"You think so?" He nodded his head untied the robe then slipped it off my shoulder.
"I know so love, hope my girl forever." Then he smashed his lips to mine.
Finished.