We dance for what it feels like forever, it was mostly jumping up and down, but I guess thats what everyone was doing. The alcohol took charge of me and I got all over him, not kissing him yet though.
"Wanna go up to my room?" He screams over the music.
"What?" I scream back not hearing him fully.
"Lets go up to my room." He screams again, if he thinks I'll have sex with him tonight I'm not going to.
"Sure!" I scream before I can even think, the next thing I realize I'm getting dragged up the stairs by a guy I just met maybe thats what people do these days, get into bed with guys they just met.
I pass Louis on my way up and he looks at me strange, I don't blame him cause last time he saw me I was with Harry. We make our way to his room, I realize its right across the hall from Louis maybe they're friends. He barley makes it through the door without falling. He sits me down on his bed and leans in. His nose brushes against mine and I feel nothing no feelings, which is weird cause whenever Harrys' nose touches mine I get lots feelings, but now I don't. Why is it like this, no feelings how come only with Harry?
I feel him breath on me and than his lips fall onto mine, I still feel nothing. Its blank my mind is blank. All I feel and think about is Harry, and I don't want to think about Harry. I'm not supose to be thinking about Harry when I'm trying to make out with someone else, thats not how this works.
I kiss Rob back, harder and harder trying to feel something at all but I still end up with nothing. The next thing I realize, I feel tears rushing down my face, but I'm still feeling nothing with him, absolutely nothing.
He pulls back noticing my tears, I break into a sob, a loud sob like how I was in the bathrrom. What am I doing, people don't do this. Why am I crying while I am trying to hook up with this guy I just met. If only he is the guy I wish I was hooking up with.
"Whats wrong?" He asks me, cunfused and I don't blame him at all, you don't make out with someone than have them start crying.
"I'm sorry, um, can we just go back to what we were doing?" I ask wiping my tears away.
"If you don't want to I can go find someone else to do this?" He says and I still feel no pain after him saying this.
"No, its okay." I say and I plant my lips on his trying to get Harry off my mind. Tears still fall, and I can tell he's getting aggravated.
"Just stop." He says pushing me away like every other guy tonight. "You have issues or something because you keep crying." His voice grows firm.
"I'm sorry, I need this, this distraction." I try to speak but the words come out fumbly.
"Okay fine I'll give this one last chance." He warns me and kisses me, I push my body ontop of him straddeling his waist. I keep on trying to feel something but I'm numb every where. His hands move up my butt and under my shirt.
Tears fall again and he pushes me off of him for the last time. "Okay, I'm done, and when I come back I expect you to be gone." He warns again and rushes out of the room, probably to find another girl.
I get up off the floor from where I fell after he pushed me, I walk down the stairs and grab another drink. I see Ashley sitting on a couch with Niall.
"Did you find Harry!" She asks all jumpy, still drunk.
"Yeah, lets not talk about Harry." I say and force a smile on my face, a few tears fall down and I wipe them off quickly.
"I hope everythings alright with you guys." Niall says as I take his beer out of his hand.
"I wish it was." I say taking a sip from it.
"I need to get drunk, I need to stop thinking about Harry like this." I say and hand him back his beer. I get up and go over to the kitchen, I pour myself a drink and chug it down . I do the same thing twice. I sit back down with Niall and Ashley.
"Why did I come to this party?" I say my thoughts out loud, if I never came tonight none of this would have even happen. "I need to take her back do you want a ride?" He asks me standing up.
"No, I'm gunna stay here for a little longer." I tell him and he pulls Ashley up from the couch.
"But I don't want to leave." Ashley groans.
"You have to your wasted off your ass." He says laughing.
"Can we go back to your place?" She asks him.
"Sure." He say with a smile, their too cute. They walk out of the frat and I stay here on the couch. The alcohol kicks in even more and my vision start to get blurred.
By the time I know it I have had countless amount of beers and I am still crying over everything Harry said. I am in no condition to drive, I'm on this nice couch I'll just sleep here, nothing will happen.
"You can stay in my room tonight, you can't drive." Someone says to me but I can't tell who.
"Okay, why not." I say and they take me up the stairs to their room.
They un-tie my converse and through them on the floor,he pulls the covers down and I climb in. "Thanks whoever you are." I say to them, its very nice of them to do this. I could have just slept on the couch. I shut my eyes and rest my head on the pillow. I have never been this antoxicaded ever. I fall asleep right away, still wondering whos' room I'm in.
The light blinds me as my eyes open up. I look around me wondering were I am, what even happen last night. All I remember is me and Ashley playing beer pong, and Harry yelling at me but I can't remember why.
"Good morning." Someone says in the bathroom. My head hurts really bad, making me wonder what I did last night.
"Where am I?" I ask, I see Louis walk out of the bathrrom. Maybe he remembers.
"So, you brought me here?" I ask him, thankfully I'm not in some random guys bed.
"Yeah, you were wasted and I wasn't gunna let you drive home like that." He tells me sitting down.
"Thanks, you didn't have to do any of this. Do you remember what I did last night cause I don't?" I ask him and he laughs a little.
"Well, I saw you run into the bathrrom crying, probably something Harry did I guess. Than the next time I saw you Rob, the guy across the hall from me was taking you up to his room. Than I saw you on the couch about to fall asleep so I took you up here." He explains to me and I'm shocked, I went up to a random guys room what did I do? This is scaring me, who is Rob?
"Harry, is he okay, have you seen him?" I ask, why was Harry yelling at me and why was I crying?
"I haven't seen him." He tells me, he hands me a red cup from his night stand.
"I don't want alcohol." I say pushing it away.
"It's water." He says and I feel stupid.
"Oh, thanks." I say and chug it down, from my dry throught.
"What time is it?" I ask him a million questions.
"Three in the afternoon." He informs me, wow I slept late.
"Ugh, I missed my classes." I say mad at myself.
"It's okay, heres you phone I found it on the ground." He hands me it, I cracked the corner of the screen. I turn it on too see a some text messeges.
*Where are you?* Ashley sends.
*I hope you got back to the dorm last night.*
She also called me and left a voice mail, I slide open my phone to hear it. I click play and put it on speaker so Louis can hear too.
"Emily, call me Harry called me looking for you he seeems really pissed off, I don't know what happen between you guys but he seemed mad." She says and it ends, why would Harry be mad, what did I do to make him mad.
''Not, knowing what happen last night is killing me, what did I do to make Harry mad?'' I ask Louis.
"I have no clue."
I slide open my phone to call her back, It rings but she doesn't pick up. I leave her a voice mail that says. "Hey, call me back, I spent the night at Louis cause I couldn't drive. I don't really remember anything from last night. I hope I do soon" I leave for her.
"You need to get your mind off Harry, lets go get some breakfest." He says pulling me out of bed, I put my shoes on that were thrown on the cold floor.
"I'm not hungry." I tell him but I don't think he cares, I finish turning them and stand up.
"Give me a minute." I say and I feel like I'm going to throw up. I run to the toilet and start gaging, I throw up and flush the toilet. I hate throwing up more than anything. I find it so disgusting.
"Ya, I was hoping you wouldn't do that." He says and I smile.
"Sorry?" I say, I have a bad taste in my mouth now.
"Its fine, just gross." He tells me and we walk out to grab food.
The whole house is trashed with red cups and broken bottles. We walk past alot of people sleeping on the couches, theirs alot of vomit on the floor to which grosses me out.
"Is it like this every weekend?" I ask as I finds this normal.
"Yep." He says, that must really suck for him.
"Where do you wanna go?" He asks as we walk outside.
"Lets go to IHop, I want pancakes." I tell him as we walk to his car.
"Okay sure." He says and we drive away.
We drive to I Hop and we sit and eat our pancakes, I had a couple cups of coffee trying to wake up more. I keep on trying to remember what happen last night, all I got is I was looking for Harry and I found him drunk. I tried to talk to him but he was saying all these mean things. Why would he say all those mean things.
"I can't belive this." I groan and shove my head in my hands.
"I'm not going to say I warned you but I did." He tells me what I don't want to hear right now.
"Ya you did and I didn't even hear you I was too blinded by Harry." I say and set my head in my hands.
///Thanks for reading, I wonder what will happen with Harry.///