Trigger warning !!! Talks about loss/guilt.
Shit just doesn't feel the same without you
Those jokes that were funny
Arent anymore
Because your laugh echos in my head
Whenever I say those words
I can't even begin to imagine your face
Filled with laughter and cheer
Because it hurts so fucking much
To picture your eyes lit and alive
To see your mouth move to the words that were
Released
To hear your breath and remember the way
Your chest raised when you breathed
And when you laughed your nose would
Release the funniest sound
I'm so fucking sorry that your last moments
Were with the dark
And I wasn't fucking there
Fuck.
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