'흉터는 내가 살아남은 것을 의미한다'
'a scar means I've survived'
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Resting inside the white room once again, Jennie peacefully sleeps in her bed as her hair spreads out angelically on the pillow like sleeping beauty while her brother stands outside the room with a soft smile on his face. He watches her sleep through the window since he didn't want to disturb her sleep after just going through surgery a couple hours ago.
After receiving the news that she was out of surgery from the doctor, he rushed all the way over her to see her as he panic wondering if she survived or not but as soon as he saw her breathing normally he knew right then and there that the procedure went according to plan.
Feeling a presence standing next to him, Jimin turns his head to see Yoongi standing with his hands in his pocket, his dull brown eyes looking through the window at Jennie's sleeping body. Glancing over at him, Jimin turns his attention back onto his sister as the two boys stand there in silence.
"How's she doing?'
"The doctor said the procedure went well. They are just gonna let her rest until she wakes up to take some tests on her to see how she is doing afterwards."
"That's good."
'Yeah."
"Does Namjoon know?" Yoongi asked, him glancing over at Jimin who was shaking his head, him slightly frowning at the window
"Jennie didn't want him to worry anymore about her so she told me to just tell you and Indya."
"Well he should at least know don't you think?"
"Yeah but....I don't want to see him worry anymore than he already has. Just the sight of her going through another seizure in the hospital did enough damage on him." Jimin says, him looking at his sister.
"I know you're doing this for Jennie's sake but think about Namjoon and how he must be feeling. If you tell him about the procedure, he would probably feel better that she is possibly not suffering anymore." Yoongi says, Jimin looking at him with sorrow in his eyes as he realized that he had a point, him probably feeling the same way Namjoon is feeling if he was in his position.
"I guess you're right. I just hope Jennie doesn't get mad at me."
"Maybe she will, maybe she won't and if she does, she will soon realize that you did for a good reason."
"I'm gonna call him and fill him in." Jimin says, Yoongi patting his shoulder as Jimin walked off down the hall while he rings up Namjoon's number.
Watching his friend walk down the hall, Yoongi adverts his attention back to the sleeping beauty that was too lost in her mind to feel the burning stares on her body, her mindset sent somewhere far away from reality.
Jennie....Jennie......Jennie...Jennie.
Hearing her name, Jennie slowly wakes up to see the ocean blue sky, her furrowing her brows before sitting up to find herself in a flower field, a old gigantic tree standing tall and proud a few yards away from her.
She looks down at her body to see herself wearing a pretty yellow sun dress with no shoes on, a hint of dirt on the bottom of her feet.
Slowly standing up, Jennie brushes the dirt off her dress as she tries to take in her surroundings, her wondering how she got here but the chanting of her name and the sound of running footsteps caught her attention as she turned around to see Indya running towards her in the same sun dress as her but it being white instead of yellow.
"Indya?"
"I've been looking all over for you. You're gonna miss the picnic."
"Picnic?" Jennie asked, her getting ready to ask Indya some more questions but Indya grabs her wrists as she pulls her along behind her, the two girls running off down the field towards the big oak tree.
"Indya wait.." Trying to catch up, Jennie accidentally trips on her own feet, her falling down her knees into the field.
"Need a hand?" Looking up to the familiar voice, Jennie eyes widen at the sight of Namjoon smiling down at her with his brown hair, his dimples popping out as he reaches his hand out to her.
Jennie takes his hand gently before he lifts her up, her dusting her knees before she takes in his appearance of him wearing a white button up with faded light blue jeans, her looking back up to see pure happiness in his eyes.
"Namjoon." She whispered, her not believing that it was actually him standing infront of her as she felt like all of this was a fantasy.
"Can I show you something?' He asked her, Jennie nodding her head as he leads her slowly towards the oak tree, the two standing in front of it as Namjoon turns his body towards her.
Jennie turns to him, curiosity flashing through her eyes as she watches him pull out a craving knife out of his pocket, him taking the knife and craving something into the trunk.
She tries to move her head to see what he was craving but Namjoon made sure to cover it with his body, her finally giving up on trying to take a peek as she just waits till he's done.
Seeing him place the knife back into his pocket, he slowly walks away from the tree, back to Jennie's side before turning his head to her.
"What do you think?"
Jennie walks up closer to the tree as she slowly traces her finger over the craved heart, her fingers then tracing over the N and the J that was placed together inside the heart with the plus sign in between it.
Feeling the tears coming, Jennie couldn't help but giggle as she turns around with a bright smile on her face, tears slowly flowing down her cheeks.
"I love it." She says, Namjoon smiling at her words before walking up to her, him resting his hand on her cheek as he looks deeply into her eyes, Jennie staring back at him with so much love.
"I love you." He says softly, Jennie placing her hand back on top of his as her thumb rubs against his knuckles gently.
"I love-" Jennie was about to say but the sight of the beautiful scenery slowly fade away caused her to starts panicking as she realized that the fantasy that she always wanted was quickly going away before her eyes, her not wanting to leave.
"I lov-" Jennie tries to force the words out of her mouth but she just couldn't as it felt like her body was stopping her from confessing, her looking down to see Namjoon and her hands fading away.
She shakes her head as she slowly pulls away from him, Namjoon still showcasing that same smile even though he was fading away.
"Namjoon wait." Jennie tries to reach out to him but she couldn't as her body was stuck to the ground, the sight of Namjoon moving further and further away from her as half of his body was already gone scaring her.
"No please....Namjoon.... I love y-"
Hearing the beeping of the machines, Jennie slowly opens her eyes as she looks around to see herself back into the plain white hospital room, her realizing that she is back to reality.
She looks over at the window to see Yoongi standing there, the two making eye contact before Yoongi turns his head before shouting out Jimin's name, Jennie only seeing his mouth move as she couldn't really hear what he was saying.
But once she saw Jimin running towards him with a confused face, she knew that he was calling her brother over to tell him that she was finally awake, her sending a soft smile at him as Jimin looks at her with shock, him bursting through the door before rushing over to her.
He pulls her into a tight hug, her wrapping her arms around him as she accepts his hug, her not realizing how much she truly misses her brother's touch, it bringing her to tears as her emotions wash over her.
"It's okay. I'm here. I'm here." Jimin says, rubbing his sister's back as she finally let go, her happy to be in her brother's arm after everything she went through.
"i'm so glad you're here."
"I am too." Jimin says, him pulling away to wipe her tears as Jennie smiles at him with happiness.
"Till the moon and back?" Jennie said, her sticking her pinky out as Jimin links his together, the two sharing a smile with each other.
"Till the moon and back."
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It was now the late evening after the million of tests that the doctors took on her for the sake of how well the procedure went along with the reconnecting time between her and her brother after a week of not being near each other, Jennie was now sitting in her bed while reading a book that her brother dropped off for her before he left.
Turning the page, Jennie continues to read the book as she was engrossed into the innocent and romantic storyline, her not noticing the quiet knocks that was projected on the wooden door.
Glancing up at the door, Jennie catches a glimpse the brown hair as she leans her body over to see Namjoon standing there infront of the door, him contemplating if he should knock again or just come back another time.
But the sound of Jennie's voice telling him to come in made him open the door, the idea of running away completely leaving his mind as he enters the room to see Jennie softly smiling at him with her book in her hand.
"Hey.
"Hey."
"I bought this for you. I hope you like it." Namjoon said as he hands her a bouquet of white roses, Jennie smiling brightly as she mumbles a small thank you.
Bringing the flowers to her nose, she takes a small whiff of the freshly picked flowers, her loving the smell along with the aesthetic look as she always favored the look of roses, especially white ones.
Placing them inside the empty flower vase besides her bed, Jennie turns back towards Namjoon as he took a seat at the end of her bed, her watching over him nervously fiddling with his fingers.
"Namjoon."
"Yeah?" He said, looking up at her as he tries his best not to get lost into her brown eyes.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah...I'm okay. Just.....glad you're okay."
"So Jimin told you I guess." Jennie said, her glancing down at her book as she knew sooner or later Namjoon was gonna find out about her surgery.
She was just hoping that he wouldn't find out so soon as she doesn't even know herself if the surgery actually did her any good.
Namjoon nods his head before glancing over at her, him noticing how she was now getting nervous, making him move closer as he grabbed ahold of her hand.
"I know you didn't want me to worry about you more than I already had but I'm glad that Jimin told me because I don't know what I would have done if he didn't."
"I just..... you've worried about me too much already and I didn't want to add this to the pile when I don't even know if this surgery for sure cured my condition."
"Even if it didn't, I know you would keep fighting on like you have until it does."
"It just....scary." Jennie says, Namjoon wrapping his arm around her shoulder as he brings her closer to his chest.
"As long as I'm by your side, I'll make sure you are gonna be okay."
"Promise?"
"Promise." Namjoon says, him interlocking their fingers together as they both looked at each other hands with small smiles on their face.
"I love you Namjoon." Jennie whispers, her glancing up at the boy who was looking at her with shock.
Seeing the pure love in her eye, he couldn't help but smile at her, him looking back at her the same way as he realized he truly loved this girl, her being the one.
"I love you too Jennie." He said, him kissing her forehead before bringing her into a hug, Jennie burying her face into his chest with the brightest smile on her face.
Her finally feeling connected to the man she truly loved, her mentally thanking yoongi's mother for making her believe that true love is real and that it was truly infront of her this whole time, her finally realizing it to notice it.
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