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Since Chester had suggested that he wanted to watch a TV show, he had thought about it more and more and had asked Mike if he wanted to come with him, so they were now at the mall and the blonde man had some difficulties hiding the fact that he was nervous. His hands were sweaty and trembling, his mouth had dried up and he was almost feeling like he was about to be out of breath.
There was way much people than what he had anticipated, and it was the first time he had been surrounded by such a large number of people. He had first thought about going to the mall alone and surprise Mike with a VHS box set of some random show, but he was relieved now that he was with his boyfriend as he took his hand in his, squeezing it for reassurance.
"Ches, you okay? Do you want to go back?"
"N-no, it's okay, let's j-just go to the store, please."
Mike nodded, worried about his lover, before he began walking a bit faster toward the place, Chester on his heels. When they reached the store, which was mostly empty, the blonde man let out a sigh of relief before he smiled to Mike and the half Asian released his hand so the older man could go look at their selection.
"We could have rented it, you know-"
"No! I want us to be able to watch it entirely."
"What if it sucks?" The delivery man asked which earned him a gaze from his lover. "What, it could happen."
Chester only shook his head as his eyes return to the many TV shows on the shelves, and Mike bit his lower lip.
"Ches, is it okay if I leave you here for five minutes? I just need to go get some things and it will give you time to chose a TV show. I promise it will only be five minutes."
The blonde man looked back at his lover before he nodded slowly. He wasn't sure if he really wanted to be left alone, but after all, he needed to chose this show wisely.
"Okay, good."
Mike kissed his cheek, which earned him a smile and he chuckled.
"See you in a few, babe."
As soon as Mike left the shop, he went to the drug store that was a little far away from the store Chester was in.
He wanted to get some lube and condoms, even if he didn't know how long it would take for them to really get it on, he just wanted to be prepared. He also didn't want to freak Chester out by simply dragging him along while he chose his size of condoms and grabbed his favorite bottle of lube, so he decided to go alone.
He quickly chose one bottle of lube, but when he was about to grab the condoms he wondered if Chester would want to top him, and if so, what would be his size.
He blushed and quickly tried to think of something else before he got a boner, but it didn't work out as he kept trying to decide if he should just get all the sizes or just his.
He imagined Chester dominating him and he couldn't think of anything sexier, but then he thought of him pleasing Chester, pushing deep within him, and had to bite his lip to keep himself from moaning.
"Fuck it." He mumbled and got all of the sizes, except for small, he knew the blonde wasn't small.
He paid for everything and ignore the clerk's weirded out stare as he shoved everything inside the bag and rushed back to the store Chester was in.
"I'm back, babe." Mike smiled and kissed his boyfriend's cheek as he pondered between two shows, using the bag to cover his half hard member.
"Which one do you think is better?" The blonde asked with a frown, his brows furrowed in deep thought as he showed a 'Full House' and a 'Friends' box set.
"Hm... I think we should go with Friends. I've watched a few random episodes on TV, it's pretty funny." Mike pointed at the box and Chester nodded before he put 'Full House' back on the shelf and took Mike's hand as he walked to the cashier.
He handed the box to the young lady and she smiled politely at them, "this will be 20 dollars." Chester quickly handed her the money, not making eye contact even once, however, he noticed how she looked at Mike and a tinge of jealousy courses through him as he clenched his teeth and held Mike's hand tighter, wanting to show her that they were together.
Mike smiled at his lover when he felt his hand being squeezed and kissed the top of his head, giving the lady a hint as she swallowed and handed them their bag before smiling. "Thanks for buying with us, have a good day."
"What did you buy?" Chester asked as they made their way out of the mall, and Mike tried not to blush.
"O-oh, you know, shampoo and toothpaste."
The blonde man only nodded, turning toward his boyfriend. "Are we going to start watching Friends today? Did you have anything else planned?"
Mike couldn't help but smiled at hearing the eagerness in the blonde man's voice, he already knew that his boyfriend was more excited about them having something in common that they could talk about, a shared obsession that they could indulge together, than the fact that they were about to start watching a brand new TV show.
His boyfriend wanted to be closer to Mike this way, have some kind of a routine, or it was what the half Asian could get from how he was reacting. The deliveryman took the older man's hand in his, squeezing it tightly, before he smiled. "Of course, Ches. I'll get us some snacks and we can watch Friends all afternoon."
The blonde man smiled at him. "I love you."
"I love you too, Ches."
*
They had been watching the show for about three hours now. When Mike had set foot in his apartment, he had told his lover to settle on the couch, set the VHS as he get the snacks, before quickly going to his bedroom to hide the condoms and lube away. He came back with chips, cookies, soft drinks and even some candies.
"I didn't know you had so much junk food." Chester said.
"I even have popcorn and ice cream." Mike said, "If you want some."
The blonde man laughed, before he took the blanket that was on the end of the couch as he draped it over him and Mike. He cuddled close to his lover before he took a can of coke and opened it.
"I'm ready." He said, and Mike stretched an arm around his lover, so he could lean more into him so they could be cozy.
"Alright, let's do this."
The time passed smoothly as the two lovers laughed and cuddled together until Chester had a fit of laughter because of something Phoebe had said, so far she was his favorite character.
The blonde choked on his drink and almost spilled it all on Mike's face as the half Asian paused the show to help his lover calm down, but ended up laughing as well.
"My belly is hurting." Chester said between laughs and gasps for air as he clutched his belly.
"Mine too." Mike replied as tears of laughter got out of his eyes, they didn't even know why exactly they were laughing anymore, everything just seemed to be funny.
When they calmed down, they took deep breaths and just looked at one another until Chester commented, "I love this show."
"I'm glad we chose this one." Mike smiled and sighed happily, a smile still plastered on his face. "Can I push play?" Chester nodded with a giggle and they were back on it.
After a lot of episodes, they were one episode away of finishing and everything was fine, until Joey started to talk about sex and Mike clearly felt Chester tense up.
"We can fast forward if you want-"
"I never had sex before." Chester stated, and Mike paused the episode before he turned around so he could look clearly at his boyfriend. The later wasn't looking at him, staring at his hands and the can of coke he was still holding, feeling ashamed to have said it out loud.
"I figured that out." The half Asian replied. "I mean, you were in the clinic for a long time. It's okay-"
"I... I was really disgusted by it for a long time, you know. I guess... I feel like my brain hasn't developed as much as my body has, and that I've been trapped in staying thirteen for a while and-" He blushed and covered most of his face with the blanket, God, what was he even saying? Why would Mike want to talk to him after hearing things like that? "B-but now I'm just... I'm nervous about it but, I started... I started feeling different about sex ever since we've... been together." Well, before that, but he wasn't about to reveal that to Mike. "But I'm still a bit confused-"
"Ches, please don't hide." Mike said,as he reach out under the blanket so he could pulled on the waist of the other man until the blonde was sitting on his laps, the rest of his legs stretching on the couch. "Baby, look at me please."
Chester bit his lower lip before he lifted his eyes toward Mike while he kept blushing and the half Asian smiled softly at him.
"It's okay to be confused, I can answer some questions if you want."
"B-but... I- I'm not sure if I'm ready to have sex and I don't want to lead you on o-or-"
"I will never, ever pressure you into having sex, okay? I love you, I just want us to be comfortable with each other, and we need to be honest about our feelings for that."
God, Mike was so mature. The blonde man cleared his throat, still avoiding his lover's eyes.
"H-how many exes do you have?"
"Three. Mark, you already know of. My first girlfriend was Anna, we stayed with each other for some years before deciding we didn't want the same things in life after all. And a guy name Brad, but we weren't in a serious relationship."
"What do you mean?" Chester asked, curious.
"He was a fuckfriend."
"Oh."
Chester suddenly wondered if this whole conversation was a good idea. He was feeling jealous that his boyfriend had shared his life - and his bed - with so many people before him and that they all knew Mike more than he did. They had history together, and Chester had just been able to show his scars to his boyfriend.
"I, hm-"
"Ches, none of these people matter now. The only one that matter is you."
The blonde man nodded and blushed as he thought of the question he wanted to ask.
"What is it?" Mike asked as he saw Chester's deep red cheeks.
"I... are you a bottom?" He decided to spill out and closed his eyes tightly, as though he would become invisible if he did so.
The half Asian couldn't help but smile, amused, he thought Chester was completely adorable. His naivety made him graceful. "Well... I can be. I was a bottom with Mark you know..." the younger man trailed off, "but with Brad I wasn't so I guess I'm very versatile." He said, being thankful that he had bought extra condoms now that Chester was showing interest on topping him.
"D-does it hurt?" Chester asked with a grimace, holding onto Mike's shoulders.
"I will be honest with you. Yes, yes it hurts a lot on the first time and it's uncomfortable but as soon as you get used to it, it's great... and if we're careful and use lube it's better too." The young man explained calmly, caressing Chester's thigh's here and there.
"I-I'm sorry for asking these awkward and embarrassing things." Chester blurted, his face still hot as he got out of the other's lap, feeling his cock twitch in his pants as he covered it with the blanket.
He felt so ashamed. He knew that was a natural thing but he still wasn't used to it. He couldn't even remember the last time he had tried to masturbate. He knew he had to do that but he could never bring himself to it.
Mike had noticed the blonde's growing erection and gulped. He didn't know if he should comment on that and try to make Chester feel better and not ashamed of that or if he should keep quiet.
The blonde felt as if he would never be ready but at the same time he wanted to be ready so badly. When he had shown his back to Mike, he expected him to run and leave him, saying he was a freak, but the exact opposite had happened and he indeed felt more confident about his body... but not enough to let Mike see all of him. Plus, he wouldn't know how to act and would probably just embarrass himself. What if he hurt Mike trying to top him? What if he couldn't take the pain of being a bottom? What if he came too early? All those questions clouded his mind and made him bite his lip harshly, maybe too harshly as he whimpered and felt some blood on his tongue.
The half Asian ran a hand on the young man's back, he looked like he was lost in his thoughts, and whatever he was thinking about was making him really nervous.
"Ches, whatever you're wondering right now, tell me."
The blonde man gasped at that, wondering how he could say this out loud to the other man, but Mike continued to rub his back to soothe him.
"It's okay, really, ask away."
"I c-can't-"
"I just want you to understand that you don't have to worry."
"B-but-"
"Go on."
Chester began to tremble, and at that moment, he looked back at Mike, and all he saw in his eyes... was reassurance. Mike only wanted to help him, to make him feel better. The tattooed man adverted his eyes and spilled his guts about all he was thinking, but it came out in a jumbled mess. Still, Mike nodded, understanding.
"We'll wait until you're confident enough, Ches, I will never push you to undress yourself in front of me, never. When you'll be ready, than it will be okay, don't worry, it's not something I want to rush. I'll be patient."
"You'll get tired of waiting." the other man whispered.
"Never, you're too important for me. I'll wait a lifetime for you."
Chester blushed at those words as he couldn't help a small smile to appear on his face.
"If you want to be on top, don't worry about hurting me, I'll give you instructions if you want, everything will be okay, you'll see. And if you don't like being a bottom, I'll be. I told you, I'm a versatile. I just want you to be okay and comfortable. Also, we can start slow, you know, there's other things we can do to get off other than penetration. It happened to me before to come too early, and really, you don't have to worry about that. Like I said, there's a lot of alternatives to chose from."
Images flooded Chester's mind and he blushed while feeling his pants tightened even more.
"We'll discover how we like tp make love to each other, I just want you to be honest with me, if I hurt you, or if there's things you don't like, or even stuff that you like, okay?"
Chester gulped and nodded. God, how was Mike so understanding?
"I ... I haven't ... Why is this so embarrassing?" Chester groaned as he hid his face into Mike's chest, only wishing to disappear. The half Asian wrapped his arms around his lover reassuringly and Chester finally relaxed a bit. "I haven't masturbated in a while, I ... The last time was at the clinic when I was... I was... in love with Ryan." He finished.
"Were you in a relationship with him?" the half Asian asked, and Chester shook his head.
"N-no, by the time I realized how I felt, Ryan was gone... and it faded."
"So you don't ... feel anything about him now, do you?"
The blonde man's head shot up as he looked at his boyfriend in the eyes. "No! Of course not, I only have feelings for you."
Mike nodded, smiling, before he ran a hand into Chester's hair.
"Are you feeling a bit better now?"
The blonde man bit his lower lip as he nodded slowly. "I'm still ... scared but, yeah, I'm better."
Mike smiled at him. "Good." He kissed him slowly on the lips, before he pushed his tongue between Chester's parted lips as the blonde man shuddered in pleasure. "Want to finish this episode?"
"Y-yeah, okay."
Chester repositioned himself so he was facing the TV as Mike pushed play, and the blonde man let out a small sigh of relief as he snuggle close to his boyfriend.
The blonde couldn't stop moving as he tried to find a comfortable position for him and one that Mike wouldn't feel nor notice his boner. He felt pathetic for getting hard by just talking about those things.
Mike, however, had already noticed his boner long ago and he just ignored it, but it was getting harder and harder every time it brushed against his thigh, until he couldn't take it anymore and paused the show once again.
"Ches..." He said with his voice hoarse with desire and his lover gulped as he noticed Mike looking st his lips so intently.
"Y-yes?" The older man asked, unsure if Mike had noticed his problem or not.
He didn't get and answer, though, as the half Asian pulled his nape and crashed their lips harshly together, shoving his inside hungrily and savoring every bit of the blonde's mouth. They massaged each other's tongues, and desperately reached to touch each other's bodies.
Mike pulled Chester onto his lap and held his hips, caressing his thighs as they deepened the kiss. Chester let himself get carried away when he felt Mike's boner against his inner thigh as well and felt a little more relieved to know that he wasn't the only one - even if they weren't going to do anything now.
When the half Asian pulled Chester closer to his body, laying on the couch as he let the other lay on top of him, the blonde thought he had never felt anything better as his erection pressed against his boyfriend's.
The two continued kissing, only breaking apart to breathe, as they grinded their bodies against each other, and it didn't take long for Chester to come, moaning in the kiss, inside his pants.
He broke the kiss and saw Mike's puffy and red lips, placed a gentle kiss on them, before he hugged his boyfriend, mentally thanking him for that.
It was a start.