Lilly -
It was Friday, and tomorrow was Jake and I's first "Official" date. Kat, Devyn, and I were all t the mall trying to find me an outfit for it. We were having a little trouble since Jake wouldn't tell me where we were going.
"Fuck this im just going to make him tell me" I laughed as we looked around in the store. I called him and waited for him to answer. On the 6th ring he did.
"Hello?"
"Jake. Tell me where we're going I need to know what to wear"
"I can't tell you"
"Give me a hint?"
"Where something warm but like cute"
"Uh okay. So I don't have to wear a dress or anything?"
"Only if you want to fucking freeze. Oh I said to much I love you bye"
"And he hung up" I sighed.
"What'd he say?" Devyn asked
"Warm but cute. And not a dress"
"Ooh I know where to go come on" Kat piped up. She led us out of the store and into a little boutique. I picked out a black crop top and some red plaid pants. We paid and decided to go get lunch.
Jake -
I'm taking Lilly to the beach. Well not only the beach but we have to go there before we go to the second place.
In all honesty I was kind of freaking the fuck out. I was anxious as fuck and didnt want to mess anything up. What if I did? What if she ended everything and we stopped talking? I just want her to be happy. To take my mind off of things I decided to play some music. I shuffled my playlist and the first song was 'spotlight' by Lil peep
"Lovin' you is like a fairytale
I just can't pick up the phone again
This time, I'll be on my own, my friend
One more time, I'm all alone again
Sex with you is like I'm dreamin', and
I just wanna hear you scream again
Now you're gone, I can't believe it
Time I spent with you deceivin' me
I don't care if you believe in me
I still wonder why you're leavin' me
I don't care if you believe me
I still wonder why you tease me
And if I'm takin' this the wrong way
I hope you know that you can tell me whatever you're thinkin'
It's when you put me in the spotlight (spotlight)
I hope you know I'm faded, all of this liquor I'm drinkin'
And if I'm takin' this the wrong way (wrong way)
I hope you know that you can tell me whatever you're thinkin'
It's when you put me in the spotlight (spotlight)
It's when you put me in the spotlight (spotlight)
When the moon hit your skin, I could see you and him
Not you and me, but it's just you and me
When the sun shines above, you wake up with the one you love
Not you and me, but it's just you and me
(All alone again)
Sex with you is like I'm dreamin', and
I just wanna hear you scream again
Now you're gone, I can't believe it
Time I spent with you deceivin' me
I don't care if you believe in me
I still wonder why you're leavin' me
I don't care if you believe me
I still wonder why you tease me
And if I'm takin' this the wrong way
I hope you know that you can tell me whatever you're thinkin'
It's when you put me in the spotlight (spotlight)
I hope you know I'm faded, all of this liquor I'm drinkin'
And if I'm taking this the wrong way (wrong way)
I hope you know that you can tell me whatever you're thinkin'
It's when you put me in the spotlight (spotlight)
It's when you put me in the spotlight (spotlight)
When the moon hit your skin, I could see you and him
Not you and me, yeah
It's when you put me in the spotlight (spotlight)
It's when you put me in the spotlight (spotlight)
When the sun shines above, you wake up with the one you love
Not you and me, yeah
It's when you put me in the spotlight (spotlight)
It's when you put me in the spotlight (spotlight)
(Spotlight, spotlight)"
I sang the whole song and then decided to take a shower hoping the next day would go good.
I put the song in because I didn't feel like writing lol love you hoes 😍💕