•Zion POV•
I finally left the studio.I spent 5 hours in the studio just working on new music. We were gonna be working on our second album, and all of us have been stressed out of our minds. We've been distant from; family,friends, and girlfriends. And there have been consequences we've all had to pay.
Two years ago,2018 everyone was single. It was expected but you know things just happen. For me I don't have to overcome a breakup. Instead it was clap back season.
Through out the whole entire year people have been misunderstanding me and my intentions.
It's too the point where I just ghost everyone on social media. But then I'll get spammed and tagged in post talking about 'Zions never active, I'm moving to Nicks lane' or something like that.
A few months later things were going well. Jello reached 30 million streams on Spotify and the music video hit 10 million views. We were hitting markets that we didn't expect, more and more people were realizing who we were. They were seeing the possibility of PRETTYMUCH.
Within that same month I met a mutual friend of Haley, Kyndall. We hit it off and we became friends. Over some time I realized that I no longer wanted to be Kyndall's friend and luckily she felt the same way. I had my first girlfriend and this was something that I was adjusting too. Being famous didn't make dating any easier.
I knew all the sacrifices Kyndall would have to make when it came to being my girlfriend.
Kyndall on the other hand did not.
She would tell me about all the fans that would constantly threaten her, body shaming, and just being horrible to her. She did her best to ignore the hate by blocking people, but it only made it worse.
The inevitable was going to happen, and I wasn't looking forward to that day.
A few weeks had passed and things had calmed down, but Kyndall's and I relationship was rocky. She started to distance herself from me. Our weekly dates got postponed week after week. Til fake messages between me and a fan got leaked.
It made it seem like I was sliding in her DM's. I was being tagged in so many post of beanz demanding I explain myself for sliding in the girls DM's.
I don't know how many pages I saw of the messages. It only mattered what Kyndall thought.
As expected she saw it and asked me if it was true. I proved my innocence by pointing out the different profile picture.
I guess my explanation wasn't enough because Kyndall ended everything.
Ma Girl ❤️🤞
Maybe we should just give each other space
I remember that message coming on my phone. We were at a friends house party and I no longer wanted to party.
Ma Girl ❤️🤞
Permanently 💔
After that I was ready to go home. And I've been in a slump ever since. Everyone saw what this breakup had done to me... well expect Kyndall. She started partying more, vacation to this beautiful islands, and meeting new guys.
It wasn't fair
Why was I the only one hurting?
So instead of running to social media to express myself I just busied myself. Going to the studio creating about 5 songs a week. This way I was to exhausted to even think about her.
Even in all of my exhaustion I couldn't help but wonder if she thought about me too.
~Kyndall~
My mom had just dropped me off from the airport. Our family just had its annual Christmas celebration in the Dominican Republic. Since it's beautiful this time of year. Not to cold and not to hot.
Lugging both of my bags upstairs to my room, I debated whether I should unpack or not.
"You might as well start today since your gonna be too lazy to do it tomorrow." I thought to myself.
What's the best way to do a chore?
With music of course, connecting my Spotify to my Bluetooth speakers I let my favorite song playlist play.
Doing my laundry and folding the clothes I didn't wear.
I stopped when I heard the intro to a familiar song.
"Yeah
Aye
Aye
Every time we do this, it's the same thing (I'm trying)
I know when we fight we'll be fine by the morning
You storm out the house, say your done here (And I'm sorry)
I just let you leave, let you go, on some dumb shit
All I can think about is
All I can think about is
Some guy trying to pull you close
Thinking he might take you home
All I can think about is
All I can think about is
You"
I pause the song before it could put me deeper in my feelings. I guess I forgot to remove this song from my playlist.
Trying to get back into my groove I heard a heavy pounding sound on my door. Going downstairs the knock continue but before I open the door I peek through the blinds. The heavy rain made it difficult to see whose car it was, I could only see the headlights.
The doorbell ring again.
"Hello?" I said opening the door. And I regret answering the door.
"Zion what are you doing here?"
"May I come in?" He said not answering my question. I move from my door letting him enter my house. He takes off his wet shoes by the door.
At least he has manners.
"Zion I'm not going to ask you again. Why are you here?" I watched him sit on the couch.
"I wanted to see you." He said looking down.
"Zion you can't just be dropping by people's houses at whenever you feel like because you wanted to see them." I said annoyed
"Kyndall why are you acting you don't feel anything for me anymore."
"Zion c'mon don't start this-"
"We were together for 8 months. And you're able to move on from me just like that."
"I can't believe you right now."
"Who is it Kyndall! You met someone else already. While I'm missing you 24/7! So tell me ... who is it"
His voice cracked.
"I haven't met anyone." I said lowly.
"I bet I didn't even cross your mind while you were on vacation."
Taking a seat next to him. "Zion that vacation I went on was a annual family get together I do with my mom."
"I did think about you during my vacation." I added.
That made him look up, "It's nice to know I'm not hurting alone."
He wiped my face of tears I didn't even know was running down my face.
I giggled a little.
"Here I want to show you something." He pulled out his phone.
"During our breakup I went to the studio nonstop to distract myself. I was making like 5 songs a week. And in the process I created this song.
"Ten thousand hours of loving you, we gon' get it right, get it right baby
Ten thousand hours of loving you, do it every night, every night, baby"
"It's not finished but I think it could turn out to be a banger." Zion paused the audio.
"Is the song about me?" I asked shyly.
"Ewww no."
"Just kidding yeah it's about you." Zion joked.
"Kyndall I hope you know that all I want for Christmas is you."
THE END❤️
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