This chapter was very uncomfortable for me to write..😐😏
I put the blade back in the cabinet.I walked downstairs and saw Jahseh watching Avatar the last airbender.
No wonder he's been wearing long sleeves shirts and hoodies.I put the Prozac bottle in my pocket. I sat beside him "Jah?"
"Hm?"he said still staring at the TV
"Stokeley told me you have OCD"
Jahseh's head quickly snapped to me "He told you what?"
"Thaaat you have OCD"I said
He stay silent for like 30 seconds...
"Imma kill this nigga"He said about to get up, but I grabbed his hand
"It's okay Jahseh-"
"It's not okay!"He yelled ripping his hand away "I didn't want you to know that shit!"
"Why not? I mean it explains why you lashed out on me the day you got stabbed...What I don't understand...is why is your Prozac full"I said taking the bottle out of my pocket
"Why are you even going through the bathroom cabinet?"
"Answer my question"
"Sometimes I forget to take it, it's not a big deal"he shrugged
"Okay...take it now" I said tossing it to him
"I'll take it later"He said putting it on the coffee table and focusing his attention on the TV
"Take it now"
"I don't wanna take it now"he shrugged
"Jahseh you're being childish"
"No I'm not"
"If you don't take it...I'm leaving"
"Okay...Tell Ayleks I said wassup"He chuckled still looking the TV
I smirked "Oh I won't be going to Ayleks house...I think Scar live next door tho"I said getting up "Imma go see what he's up to"I said going upstairs.
I walked in Jahseh's room and sat on his bed.I slipped on my Puma Slides, I looked up and saw Jahseh at the door frame.
"I'm sorry I don't think I heard you correctly downstairs...did you...did you say your goin to-"
"Scar's house? Yes...I did say that"
He scoffed "How you gon get there? Cause I'm not fuckin driving you"
"That's okay...it's not that far of a walk"
"You really leaving because I won't take those dumb ass pills?"
"Yup, cause I don't have time for you blowing up on me one minute, then kissing me the other"I said grabbing my phone
"Fine...I'll take them just...just don't leave"he said walking back downstairs
I smirked to myself and headed downstairs as well. When I got down there Jahseh was popping a pill and washing it down with a glass of water.
He sat the glass down "There...happy now?"
"Yes.."I smiled "Can I ask you personal question?"
"Sure...I think you know every personal thing about me anyways"He shrugged taking the glass and putting it in the sink
"What happened between you and...Taylor"
He looked up at the ceiling and slowly turned around squinting his eyes at me"Who told you about her?"
"Stokeley"
"This nigga can't keep his mouth shut"He gritted
"You don't have to tell me if it stills bothers you"
"I just...I just wanna leave her and all my other ex's in the past ya know? My only focus is on you"He said walking up to me and wrapping his arms around my waist
I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck.I looked him in his eyes, without warning he smashed his lips onto mine, he kissed me passionately, slowly, differently...it was definitely a kiss to remember. Our lips slowly pulled apart, I looked him in the eyes and without thinking I said 3 powerful words...
"I love you"
My eyes widened when I noticed what I said.
"Uh...um I mean I-" Jahseh cut me off by kissing me again.He picked me up bridal style, are lips never separated.
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Jahseh laid me on his bed, he smirked and got between my legs "I love you more"
I smirked and quickly flipped us over so I was now on top.
"Woah"Jahseh chuckled
I took off my shirt so I was now in my bra and joggers.I began kissing him again and I felt him grip my bra.
"Can I?"He asked
I nodded..He unhooked my bra, throwing it across his room.He looked at my breast with a weird facial expression, I really couldn't explain it...It made me uncomfortable.
I guess he noticed how uncomfortable I was cause he cupped one of my breast in his hand. "I love every feature of your body...okay?"
I nodded... he flipped us over so he was back on top. "and I'm gonna show you how much I love your body"
"Like your lips"He kissed my lips
"Your neck"He went down to my neck and marked his territory
"Your beautiful breast"He slowly licked around my left erect nipple and sucked on it causing me to bite my lip
"Your stomach"he kissed all around my stomach and went lower, he bit the top of my panties and slowly pulled them off
"We both know I love this part of your body"He smirked
He licked my clit in circles and stuck 1 finger in me causing me to moan his name. "Jah..."He plunged in and out of me as began sucking on clit.
He then stopped and pulled his fingers out of me.I propped up on my elbows and looked at him confused. He grabbed 2 pillows and stacked them on top of each other.He laid beside me and pulled me on top of him.
"I want you to ride my face"He said biting his bottom lip
My eyes widened... "um.."
"Climb up...now"he demanded
I climbed up to his face and felt his long tongue slid inside me.
"Ah shit"I moaned
He gripped my ass and squeezed it "Don't moan until I tell you too"He mumbled
"I-I can't help it..."I moaned louder when I felt his finger enter me from the back (not the bootyhole....the pwussy)
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"You ready for this?"He asked as I felt him on my entrance. We were back in a missionary position
"Wait...we don't have a condom"
"I'll pull out...I promise"he kissed my lips softly
"Alright I'm not gonna lie to you baby...this shits gonna hurt"he said
"Hurt? Like how bad?"I asked
"On a scale from 1-10?.... 20"
"Whaat!"I whined looking down at his dick, my eyes were literally about to pop out my eyes seeing that shit.
He chuckled "Don't worry the pain will be over before you know it"
I nodded nervously"Okay just go slow"
"I gotchu Li-Li"
I felt him slide in a little...
"Ouch.Ouch.Ouch take it out!"
"Damn it's only the tip Li"he sighed
"Well it hurts"I whined
"If it hurts I can stop...I don't wanna hurt you in any way"he caressed my cheek
I should just suck it up and take the pain...
"No...you can keep going" I said
"Are you sure?"He asked
"Yes"I nodded
I felt him slide half way, I bit my lip as a tear slipped out my eye.
"ssst damn"He groaned causing my back to arch.
Jahseh pov
I kissed her neck, as I went all the way in.I saw tears coming from her eyes and I felt so bad.
"The pain will be over soon"I said kissing her lips
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She moaned loudly "Faster"
She already made 4 orgasim
"Shit, Liah I can't..."I groaned
I was so close to busting a nut....
All of a sudden Liah flipped us over and I felt her slide down on me.I gripped her hips and bounced her up and down...
Within 30 seconds I felt my dick twitch.
Liah pov
"Fuck...Liah hop off"He moaned
I got off of him and he quickly grabbed his dick and stroked himself until I saw white stuff coming out of him. His mouth was slightly parted as his breathing started to ease up.
(Imma just end that there cause this awkward asf for me to write ...especially since she's a-Well WAS a virgin but from now on there will be more Smut Scenes between these two)
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I woke up in Jahseh's bed, when I sat up I felt pain between my legs and my thighs.
"HEY! HEY! Break it up!"I heard Cleo yell before hearing rumbling sounds
I sighed before sitting up on the bed and slipping on my joggers and my shirt.
I limped my way out of his bedroom and walked downstairs. My eyes widened seeing Jahseh on top of Nahmir sending blows to his face.
"Jahseh!"I yelled causing him to immediately stop, he slowly stood up.
I walked over to them and saw Nahmir with blood all over his face.
I look at Jahseh with tears in my eyes...
"What did you do?"my voice cracked
MERRY CHRISTMAS BITCHES!!