Mi Amor Broken.
Thought I left you in the passed,
Brought you back by sharing with you pieces of what you once called your azz.
I knew a world of hurt was coming.
I just wanted to see your face before it did.
This indescribable pain, I cant control.
I have lost this battle and given the devil my soul.
I promise and plead for the honesty to be proven.
You don't believe a word my lips are flowing.
I never knew it would be this hard to be thrown back to the past.
Nothing to hide from nothing to smash.
I should have never let it in.
I punished myself while blinded.
I never loved someone this much.
Barely speaking and one downfall now I'm hurting up.
Begging for one more word. A simple we're good, we're ok.
The silence is killing me. The wait is endless.
But I would wait everyday.
I'm numb in the face, full feeling in my
dam heart.
How can it end before it starts?
I hate the pain.
Its driving me to a broken link in my chain.
Pain, madness, stress, disaster, heartache and shame.
All things that I have to recall without speaking your name.
By Jacky Cruz
August 2012.