"I just need some dick,
I just need some love."
- summer walker
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Tremaine.
Staring at her he wondered why a woman as gorgeous as her always sat alone, with her nose deep into a different book every other day. His friends sat next to him joking about the party they were going to later that night, but he stopped listening the second he laid eyes on her. From her plump face, plump lips, plump everything, she simply looked edible.
"Trey man what the hell you looking at?" Nick asked as he turned his head in the direction he was staring. He did a double take making sure he was seeing everything correctly.
"Why the hell you staring at Amina like you wanna eat her for breakfast, lunch, and dinner?" He asked jokingly and Trey looked away from her making a face. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw her get up and leave.
"Nigga shut up and mind your business, I wasn't even staring that hard."
"Lies." Nick smirked and Trey rolled his eyes.
"Nah bruh you was." Christian chuckled eating his fry, "You never stare at a female that hard unless you wanna fuck her."
Trey cut his eyes at Christian. "Damn who are you? Inspector gadget?"
"Nah nigga I'm your best friend, I know you fam."
Trey just waved them off and looked down at his phone, using his thumb print to unlock it. "I wasn't even staring at her that hard chill out." He mumbled, texting somebody back.
"Good cause I was starting to wonder if you was interested in chubby girls. Can't have you out here going out sad, there's too many fine slim thick women in this world throwing ass at us." Nick smiled and Christian snorted as Trey looked up.
"Oh dawg you wrong as hell." Christian snickered and Nick looked back and forth confused.
"What?"
"You sound as stupid as you look." Trey told him standing up from the table, and they both looked at him.
"Bro chill he was just pl-"
"I really wasn't, why the hell you getting soft? Ain't like she your bitch or nothing." Nick shrugged and Trey chuckled.
"Nah she not my bitch but your sister is." He smirked grabbing his tray and Nick rolled his eyes.
"Shut yo dumbass up."
Christian laughed at Nicks salty face, and lifted his hand to shake up with Trey, snapping at the end. "You finna cut out?"
"Yup gotta get a nap in before tonight, I'm tryna get twisted off my ass." He smiled, shaking up with Nick.
"Damn so which one of us staying sober tonight?" Nick asked and Christian shrugged.
"Not I."
"Well looks like you are Nicholas." Trey laughed patting his back, and Nick pushed him back mean mugging him.
"Man get the fuck outta here."
"Chill I'm kidding," He chuckled. "But I'll see y'all later."
Trey walked away and threw away his trash, before turning to look at his friends and cuff his mouth.
"Can I get a yo baby yo baby yo?"
The dining area got quiet and his friends stood up and cuffed their mouths repeating the words. "Yo baby, yo baby, yooooo."
He threw up the signature kappa sign and laughed fixing his red Durag as he left the dining hall. He pulled his hoodie over his head and braced himself for the cold air as he opened the door and headed to his destination.
"We started off as close friends, somehow you turned into my girlfriend- we used to tell each other everything, I even went and bought her diamond rings, matching earrings- everything was so cool, lately baby been acting so rude I don't know what's somebody's told you, but I ain't gone lie I miss the old you." Trey rapped as he jogged up the stairs to the third floor. He pulled the door open and turned left, heading towards the door with 318 on it.
He tucked his lip between his teeth and knocked slightly, before the door opened revealing his beautiful lover.
"Tremaine." She sighed, and he almost groaned at the sound of his name leaving her lips.
"Hey baby girl, can I come in?" He smiled leaning against the doorframe, and she cut her eyes at him.
"Didn't I tell you whatever we had was over?"
"Amina I-"
"No Tremaine I don't care." She mumbled trying to shut the door but his foot stopped her.
"Just hear me out," He pleaded reaching for her, but she flinched back causing the door to open, and he stepped in shutting it behind him. "Why you keep running from me?"
She saw the hurt in his eyes, looking away. She was tired of him acting like the victim.
"You know exactly why I don't wanna fuck with you anymore, don't do that. I always keep it real Tremaine."
He rolled his eyes and tried to grab her again but of course she flinched away again. "Stop trying to touch me, I don't even know why your here."
"I'm here because I love you." He expressed looking her dead in the eyes but she looked away again, this time with watery eyes.
"Don't you dare lie to my face again, if you loved me you wouldn't be afraid to love me outside these walls."
He watched a tear fall slowly, feeling his heart ache. "It's true Amina, I love you. You know I wouldn't say it if I didn't mean it. I ain't that kind of nigga."
"Well that may be so, but you ain't shit. The way you treat me ain't how a man treats a woman he loves, so that means I gotta let another nigga do it."
He winced at her tone of voice and walked towards her. "Stop talking crazy man, you know I love yo ass and bet not no other nigga even get close to you Amina, don't get fucked up."
"Or what?" Amina challenged getting in his face. "Cause you not finna play me for no fool Tremaine, just because you claim to be that nigga don't mean shit. I AM THAT BITCH, I ain't one of these stupid hoes you fuck with in front of yours niggas just cause you scared to tell them you with me. Knowing when you not with them fronting you in here between my legs swimming-"
He cut her off by wrapping in hand around her throat. "Shut up."
Amina just stared him in his eyes, letting more tears fall. "No I'm not gonna shut up. You claim you love me and yet you keep me a secret. You supposed to be making me feel like the most beautiful girl in the world and yet I don't. When we're in here you act like the man I fell in love with, when we're out there I don't know who you are Trey."
He winced again, not liking her calling him his nickname. "Baby stop it you don't call me that, and stop talking crazy. You are the most beautiful women in my eyes, these other bitches ain't got shit on you. Your the one I'm in love with, your the one I talk to my mom every day about, your the one I'ma marry one day."
She allowed him to pull her into him, knowing she was gonna regret letting down her walls. "Then why are you ashamed of me? Why can't you keep this energy all the time?"
"Baby," He sighed pressing his forehead against hers. "I'm not ashamed of you. I just don't want you to get attacked. I have a high profile on this Campus compared to your lowkey one. I don't want these girls to come for you, and plant seeds in your head because they jealous of you having me. Not only that but you know I'll go to war if any nigga even look at you like he want you. I'm all yours and your all mine. I love every inch of you, from your plump face-," He leaned down and pecked her nose. "Your plump cheeks," He moved to her cheeks and pecked them. "Your beautiful plump lips." He mumbled pressing his lips against hers, running his tongue against her bottom lip for an entrance but she pulled back staring him in his eyes.
"Stop Tremaine, you can't fix everything with sex. Your making excuses right now and I'm not hearing it. I trust you so no bitch would make me question you unless I suspected something in the first place, and I would never give another nigga what's yours. So again I'ma tell you that we're done because I can't keep sinking deeper. I love you so much, but I love myself more."
"I'm not gone let you do this to us." He told her squeezing her hips as he tried to kiss her again but she pushed him away completely crossing her arms.
"Leave Trey I don't wanna see you anymore."
He just stood there stuck, feeling his heart sink at the fact he might've lost her for good. He couldn't believe he let his reputation get in the way of his heart.
"I do love you Amina." He told her truthfully, reaching out the rub her cheek. "Your not gonna get rid of me that easily."
She just laughed softly and shook her head. "I'll see you around Tremaine."
He bit his lip. "Sooner than you think baby girl." He told her before leaving her room. She sat on her bed and let out some air as she looked out the window. It really broke her heart to lose him.
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Wassup y'all! It's ya girl Amour and I'm back and better ready to give you guys the good good! Don't worry cause I'm excited and I have so much inspiration right now it's crazy. College is booming and life is what it is! But that means it's time to start writing again! 💓🗣 - A
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