Jahseh pov
Later on that day around 4:20 pm
"Jahh move"She whined
" I just wanna hold you"I smirked
Liah and I was laying on my bed on I was on top of her cause she kept trying to get up and get dressed.I don't know why though.
"Ya know to be short,your heavy as fuck"She groaned
I looked her in the eyes and smiled.
She makes me smile...
She makes me happy...
I leaned down and peck her lips a few times and before I knew it we were having a full blown make out session.I gripped her ass and heard her slip out a moan.
I pulled away and smirked and her.I never heard her moan before...It sounded sexy asf.
"Moan one more time for me"I asked tilting my head to the side
"I didn't moan"she said nervously
"Yes you did"I laughed
"I didn't!"she defended herself
"Come on Liah please? Just one more time"
"No Jahseh-"She got cut off by a loud horn outside.
I groaned and got up looking through my blinds to see Stokeley's Car.
"Why Stokeley out there I didn't invite him over here"I said confused
Liah pov
"Ohhh I meant to tell you...I'm going to the Police Station today"
Jahseh turned and looked at me with a strunched up face "why?"he asked
"Well I finally decided to file a police report on Kentrell"I said playing with fingers.I looked up and saw Jahseh smirking at me.
"That's good Li...but that still doesn't explain why Stokeley's outside"He said looking out the blinds again
I sighed "Stokeley's taking me Jah"
Jahseh turned around and looked at me weirdly.
"Uh why? I can take you"
"He offered and I said Yeah"I shrugged
Jahseh shook his head up and down "Bet"he said walking to his closet
"What are you doing?"
He didn't answer he continued to ramble through his closet.He came out with a Gray thrasher jacket and black boots.He sat the boots down and put the Jacket on.
"Jahseh What are you doing?"I asked again
He slipped on the boots and looked up at me "I'm coming with y'all is that a problem?"
"Why?"I blurted out
He squinted his eyes at me "Is it so wrong that I wanna be there for you?"
I sighed "No-"
"Or do you wanna be alone with Stokeley is that it?"He asked a his voice bounced off the walls
"What? No I-"
"Are you even going to the Police Station?!"He Yelled walking closer to the bed
"Where the fuck else am I going?"
"Probably to go fuck Stokeley! I don't know!"
"Wow.."I scoffed shaking my head
My phone then vibrated.It was a text from Scar
I smirked a little before my phone being snatched out my hand.
"Jah give me back my phone!"
"The fuck this nigga Scar doing texting you? huh?"
"Cause he's my friend! Is that a problem?"
He glared at me "Friend my ass,why you tryna play me?"
I squinted my eyes at him "Jahseh-"
"You got way too many niggas as friends and you starting to remind me of Geneva hoe ass"
I chuckled and got off the bed "You know what keep the fucking phone.I really can't deal with you anymore"I said walking out the door
I felt Jahseh grab my arm "The fuck is that suppose to mean?"He asked
I couldn't even turn around and look him in the eyes cause I was so mad at him.
"What does it sound like?"I said yanking my arm away and going down the stairs.
"Liah!"I heard him yell
I opened the door and walked out.I got in Stokeley's car and slammed the door.
"What the fuck is wrong with you girl?! Slamming my door like you pay the car note!"He exclaimed
"Sorry Stoke"
"If my door broke I swear you paying for it"He said cranking up the car "Now tell me...what did Jahseh do this time?"
Jahseh pov
"Ssssst shit"I hissed in pain as I slowly cut myself with a blade.I shook my head threw the blade in the trash can.I looked through the bathroom cabinets and grabbed some goths putting in on my cut holding pressure on it.
I should really start taking my pills that controls my anger.I forgot to take it this week that's why I blew up on Liah like that...and because I have Trust issues.
Liah literally almost got raped a few days ago and I just accused her of wanting to fuck Stokeley.
I gotta keep reminding myself that Liah isn't Geneva.I walked out the bathroom into my room.I grabbed my phone and got on Instagram.
I groaned as I saw this post on Instagram
I went to the comments and saw India commented and said 'Geneva was the best I ever had' I even saw Ayleks ugly ass defending me
I should show this to Nahmir...
Nahmir pov
I was in the kitchen when heard a loud knock on the door.
"Who is it?!"I yelled
"Jahseh"I heard through the door
I scoffed opening the door "Liah ain't here"
"I didn't come for her"he said making his way in
"Then What the fuck you want nigga?"
"To show you this"He said handing me his phone
I looked over it and saw that Geneva made a post about Jahseh.
"See? She's fucking crazy...she wants me to herself.She only got with you to get me mad but obviously it didn't work cause I don't give a fuck who she's with...I just thought you should know...and if you decide to be with her then..."he shrugged and chuckled "Good luck"he grabbed his phone and left out the house
I closed the door and went to the kitchen to grab my phone.I dialed Geneva's number and she answered after a few rings.
"Hey Cutie"she giggled
"Geneva what's up with that Instagram post of Jahseh?"
"What are you talking about?"
"I saw that post you put on Instagram about Jahseh,why would you post that if he abused you?"
"I-I was just playing Nahmir-"
"Did he even hit you?"
"Yes!"
I shook my head "That's kinda hard yo believe since I saw that post...you thought just because I don't follow you that I wouldn't see it?"
"Look...I-I'm Sorry I'll delete it"
"I should've known you was lying since you lied about the littlest thing like your fucking name"
"Nahmir I lied because of Jahseh-"
"Bye...Geneva"I said hanging up
Jahseh pov
As a fair warning to everyone listening to this song
I advise you to not hide your feelings
Don't pretend to be okay when you're not okay
Don't pretend to be happy when you're sad
It'll only lead to your misery
Don't you fucking hate it when you hear my name?
I feel the same and when you hear this you gon' feel the pain
And all these niggas that you fuckin with to get away
But girl I know you think about it almost everyday
And I'll be honest I be jealous of these niggas, true
How you feelin with these niggas that you talk to?
Captivated by your mind and your walk too
Can't replace you with these bitches that I talk to
This ain't lust, it's love, we had trust, what's good?
I should've held you close, should've kept you warm
And when the rain is fallin', wonder who you call
Don't pray to god, you rather cry than call
Don't jump, pretend it don't hurt
Repent, I won't stomp, my feet in a rage
My nigga I'm no chump
Need you and I crave you, hate you
Think I ripped the wings off of my fuckin' angel
It don't hurt me, damn
It'll be alright soon
I'll forever be the
I'll forever be the elephant in the room
I'll always love you
I'm sorry..
I put down my pen and grabbed my jacket heading out the door.
~~~~~~~
I pulled up to the old studio me,Stokeley and members only use to make music at.
I got out the car and looked around,it was so many memories here.
"What's up X!"I heard someone say
I turned around and saw my old producer John.
I smiled "Yo what's up man"I said dapping him up
"I gotcha text... you ready to get back to this music shit huh?"
"Yeah...the studio ready?"
"Hell Yeah....lets make this shit happen...again"he said causing me to laugh
Liah pov
After I filed the police report I told Stokeley to take me to Aylek's house.The Police said they were going to be searching for him and when they find him he's going to jail.
"Thanks Stoke"I said about to get the car.Stokeley grabbed my arm causing me to look back at him.
"Look..Jah shouldn't have said all those things but sometimes he forgets to take his medication and he lashes out on anything-"
"Did you say medication?"I asked
"Yeah he takes Prozac....it's a medication for his depression and OCD"
My eyes widened "Jah has OCD?!"
Stokeley nodded "Yeah...I'm surprised he didn't tell you...his OCD was so bad...that's why Taylor left him"
"Who's Taylor?"I asked curiously
"A girl Jah that was friends with...well friends with benefits cause everybody knows they use to fuck around.."he chuckled lightly as I stale faced him
"Anyways...Taylor would text different guys and he'll just get mad at her for no reason...he would call her a hoe or slut...anything to make her cry...so she told Jah she didn't wanna be friends with him no more"
"Kinda like...I did today,I did the same thing"
"Whatchu mean you did the same thing?You broke up with him?"
I nodded "Yeah"
Stokeley sighed "I'm sorry you had to do that...but maybe y'all should talk...Jahseh didn't mean everything he said trust me"
"I might...see ya later Stokeley"
"whatchu talking bout I'm coming in too"He said turning off the car
"Oh okay"I shrugged
We got out his car and knocked on Aylek's door;Bella answered
"Hey bella..I didn't know you were here"I hugging her
I walked in and saw Ayleks,Ling,Trippie,Trunks,Pump,Coolie,and
Scar?
"Scar?"I said causing him to look up from his phone
He smiled brightly "Hi Liah"
"Hi"I smiled back
"Um Liah lemme holla at you in the kitchen real quick"Aylek said
I nodded and followed her in the kitchen.
"What's up?"
"Did you see Geneva's post on Instagram?"she asked
"No"
She unlocked her phone and went to Instagram.
"Look"
I grabbed her phone and saw Geneva's latest post on Ig
"Is she serious?"
"The bitch is deranged"Ayleks said
I shook my head and handed her back the phone.
"Um...what is Scar doing here?"
"Oh he lives next door and his mom doesn't get home till tonight so he's staying here until she gets off"she explained
"He doesn't have a key?"I asked
She shrugged "I guess not...how come X not with y'all?"
I sighed "Me and him got into a huge argument earlier...I don't even wanna talk about it right now"
Aylek frowned but before she could respond Pump yelled.
We ran in the living room and saw Coolie and Pump play fighting on the floor.Coolie was gripping his dreads and Pump was screaming like a bitch.
"Bruh let my hair go!"Pump yelled
"Hell nah nigga you keep talking that shit"Coolie laughed as he grip his dreads harder
"BOTH of y'all need to stop cause if y'all break something in my house imma BREAK y'all"Aylek glared at them causing them to separate
Did I mention Aylek's live by herself? Well she does I have no idea why she doesn't live with her parents...
"Yo I got a idea"Trunks said finishing his Sprite.We all look at him
"Who wants to play Spin the bottle Truth or Dare?"He smirked