( gonna be a short chapter . have school and stuff now . :(. )
Clarke :
I look down at my hands .
Her blood was on my hands .
The girl who saved us all was dead .
Everyone dead and livings blood was on my hands .
It will always be on MY hands .
If anything happens I feel responsible .
"Then leave " I say to Anya trying so hard to keep my face straight .
" I'll kill you " she fights
"Then do it . " I say and walk away .
No matter who's voice I heard calling my name I kept going straight.
Wells always calmed me down when I was this upset .
But he was dead .
My dad always gave be reasons for me to be upset and that it's normal .
But he way dead .
My mom always told me is get over it soon .
And for all I know .
She was dead to .
"Clarke -"
"Clarke ! "
I hear bellamys voice call getting closer and closer.
" Just leave me alone " I say not stopping.
" It's not your fault. It's not anyone's . it could've happened to anyone ."
" It doesn't matter. "
"No Clarke it - "
" I need you to leave . I need all of you to leave. Ok ? I can't keep doing this. Not now . not anymore . "
" Your being irrational "
" I'm being smart " I say back .
" People wanting to kill us isn't your fault . we didn't expect that Clarke . them comming after us isn't your fault . " He says .
Bellamy :
I knew how much this hurt her .
She didn't deserve this.
This was breaking her. I could see it in her eyes . in her face . in her voice.
" We've all killed . we've all sinned . and we've all rebelled. " I say and then keep going.
" Except you . " I say and she looks up
" You've killed to save . you stayed pure . and you paid attention when all of us didn't . Your the reason all of us aren't dead. "
" I'm tired Bellamy. I want to go to sleep knowing I'll be alive tomorrow . I want to talk to people knowing I'll talk to them Again. "
" I know princess . "
After a moment of silence she speaks up.
" I'm going to get water " she says and walks off.
I nodd and then the flashbacks start happening .
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