30. Zack
Never One Without the Other
**Smut Warning**
"But.. he said the buyer is here." Bailey sniffled.
I held up a pair of keys and smiled, then it hit her.
"Remember when you asked me if I would live in California forever?" she hugged me again, I chuckled before stepping further into the house so we could close the door.
"You were all in on this?!" Bailey said accusingly as she pulled away from me.
"Well, I needed a pretty good present to cover for my douchieness." Johnny laughed.
"Did you even get Zack's present for me?" She asked.
"Yeah, it's right over here." He said leading to an entry room, the one he told me no one was allowed in until today. I figured there were presents in there but I was too focused on this present that I didn't even care what was in there.
When we walked into the foyer I was blown away. I can't even explain to you how beautiful it was. Right in the middle of the wall was my custom guitar that Bailey had gotten me, it was absolutely beautiful and I would have duplicates made so I could play them on stage, along with my first ever guitar – my dad's guitar.
"I'm still so blown away." Bailey said with a laugh, she hadn't let go of my hand since I came back. I felt bad for doing that, but I wanted this biggest shock factor ever, I wanted to see her reaction.
"Well, we best get goin... the roads aren't getting better. Call us tomorrow, maybe we'll have a dinner here before Johnny and Lacey leave." Ma said hugging us. "Merry Christmas."
After they left Bailey hugged me again, burying her head into my chest. "I can't believe this. I thought you left , I thought Christmas was ruined.. I thought Johnny never got your guitar for you..."
I put my hands under her chin and pulled her head up to look at me. "I'm sorry I didn't spend last night with you, but I had a few things to set up myself..."
I led her around the house and showed her the decorations, it was like a rustic/gothic vibe all put together. To her surprise all the stuff she had moved to the loft was here, the biggest reason Ma offered us to live in the loft was to get her stuff out there so that when Johnny came he would take over the loft aka putting all that stuff into this house.
We ate dinner before going to sit on the couch, we had changed into comfy pajamas and resorted to watching Christmas movies. My favorite was A Christmas Story, hers was the Grinch.
"Do you remember when we first met?" I asked pulling the blanket over us, it was getting colder and colder – I hoped I got used to the cold so I wasn't always an ice cube. I had told Pa that I hadn't wanted to move the horse until Spring and I'm really glad because I don't want to be going out there to take care of the horse my first winter. I still wasn't a fan of winter driving, I was glad I had a jeep that's for sure. Pa had taught me how to work the generator and what I needed to know about driving in the snow, about how to take care of the house in the cold or when the power goes out... I don't know what I'd do without that information, hell I didn't even bring a jacket heavy enough for the winter.
"I remember I was sent to town, not even knowing I was supposed to be pickin yall up." She said burying her face into my chest, she was getting tired.
"I remember when I saw you, I thought you were the hottest woman I had ever seen. The way you drove that big truck and pulled into that place... I said something and Johnny was like "dude, that's my sister."
"Oh no!" She laughed.
"yeah, so I never stood a chance." I said with a smile. "Do you think you'll go on tour with me in the spring?"
"How long is a tour?" She asked in a yawn.
"This tour is about three months long." I said turning off the TV. "Let's go to bed, we'll talk about it later it's not important now."
"Where do you go on tour?" She asked.
"We don't have all the info just yet, I do know they said about going to Canada for a show or two. Maybe go to England." I shrugged. "We'll find out closer to when the tour is." 1
She went to the bathroom and I got into bed, I heard the shower start and about 15 minutes later all I heard was panic. Which is normal, she's been having attacks but she's been getting through them. I don't have to be there when she showers anymore, but sometimes she does call me in so she can get out.
"ZACK!"
"I'm right here." I said walking into the bathroom. "You okay?"
"NO!" She shrieked.
"I'm right here." I said standing in front of the glass door. I could see the outline of her body but she was practically up against the glass. Was she dancing? Or writhing?
"There's a huge SPIDER!" She screamed flinging the door open, practically falling out. I grabbed the towel and wrapped it around her, helping her to her feet. I couldn't contain my laughter as I got her onto her feet and she scrambled to get behind me, as if the spider was going to attack her. I got a paper towel and took care of the spider before walking into the bedroom where she was, she was sitting on the bed in a towel and still soaking wet.
"You're safe." I said with another laugh.
"Thank you. I hate spiders." She said hugging me. I stood still for a second then let my arms wrap around her, before I knew it we were kissing. Then she lost her towel and we were in the bed, it was dark in the bedroom so I could barely see her. The light illuminated just enough for me to see her beautiful body. She blushed as I got on top of her, leaning back to look at her beautiful body. She ran her hands down her sides, she wanted to cover herself but she was trying not to.
This was her first time, and I wanted to make sure that unlike the last time we tried – that it turned out amazing.
"You're so beautiful." I said kissing random spots on her body, working my way back up to her mouth. She moved a bit underneath me, I tried to stay aware of her movements incase she got uncomfortable. But her hands on my shirt and pants showed me she was doing fine, better than fine once they came off.
I rolled us so she was on top, that way she had control. I drank her in, running my hands up and down her chest and stomach I pulled her down so her mouth was on mine again with my hands tangled in her hair.
She got down in between my legs, taking my member into her hands. She looked up at me and I lost all the breath I had, my jaw almost dropping in lust as I watched her. I was unable to move or do anything. Those next few minutes made me crazy, I had never had something that amazing – most of the girls I was ever with were never interested in doing that with me... it was usually all about them.
"Kiss me, before I go fucking insane." I said breathlessly, pulling her back up to me. I was hungry for her now, there was no going back.
Her legs were around me and she rocked against me, teasing me as she deepened the kiss. I took my hand away from her breast and teased her myself, as soon as her breathing got shaky I stopped – searching her blue eyes for the signs that I could move forward.
"Are you sure this is okay?" I asked kissing her neck.
"Please." She panted.
I lined myself up but hesitated, pulling her in for one last gentle kiss before letting myself inside her. She gasped and I took it slow, not rushing it so I wouldn't hurt her more than I needed to.
"Are you okay?" I asked once I was completely inside her, taking slow movements in and out. She winced but nodded slowly. "If you wanna stop or I hurt you, just tell me I'll pull out."
"I want this to be good for you." She said quietly. "I want to satisfy you."
"This is all about you, making you happy makes me happy. Trust me, this feels good for me too."
It got faster once she was more comfortable, I switched to being on top and she really started to enjoy it. I liked the way she moaned my name, arching her back beneath me as she reached her climax. I was having trouble controlling myself, I wanted to just fuck her and move her around into different positions but I knew she wasn't ready for that. I was much bigger than she was, I had to be gentle until she was okay with those things.
I took her hands and put them above her head, moving us so she was basically on her side. I saw the flash in her eyes, the panic. I moved her back and slowed, kissing her gently. "It's me, stay with me. Did I hurt you?"
"No... just.." She shook her head. "I love you."
"I love you too. You're so fucking beautiful and perfect. Just remember, I know this is triggering you... just look me in the eyes.. It's me baby, and I love you so fucking much."
When we finished she just laid in my arms. She was so tired she just laid there sleeping against my shoulder. We were completely naked and the blanket was strewn down at the bottom of the bed covering just my feet. I rubbed invisible circles on her bare back, moving her blonde hair off to the side.
She was perfect. She was everything I had ever dreamed of, and then some more. I looked up at the ceiling, thanking God for all of this, for letting me even know this amazing human being.
"Goodnight baby." I whispered pulling the blanket up over us. She murmured something but just buried her head in the crook of my shoulder a little deeper before drifting back into sleep. I let myself fall asleep even though I wanted to stay in this moment forever, I never wanted to get out of this bed and I never wanted her out of my arms.
I was afraid I would wake up and find out it was all a dream, I was afraid she'd wake up and see me for the punk I was before running off into the sunset. But when her beautiful blue eyes opened, just barely and she smiled all of my fears washed away. She's saved me in so many ways, and I vow to always protect her and take care of her. She was the best part of me...
And I will never let her forget that.
**************************************************The End*************************************
but not really, because there will be a sequel that will be available hopefully soon.
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