i cry all night
you don't care
my lips quiver all day
you don't care
my eyes water
you don't care
my heart pains
you don't care
they laugh at me
you don't care
they hurt me
you don't care
i tell you i wanna kill myself
then you care
makes no sense
its not fair
you hurt me
you don't care
you don't notice me
you don't care
i wanna die
you cared
i cut
you cared
i'm in pain you cared
but you don't care about me
you hate me
i don't know why
i know you don't like me
that's why i cry
you break me
you don't care
you hurt me
you don't care
they hurt me you don't care
i feel hurt you don't care
you'd only care
if i was funny
interesting
normal
not me
you'd only care if i was dead
or wishing to
but anything else
is pathetic
so if i succeed
would you like me then
i m just so fucking hurt
i like you because your special
to me
for being you
cant i be the same
why cant i be liked
why did it take you years to notice i was there
you wouldn't have without help
i feel so hurt
your so important to me
i cant take it anymore
my heart is always breaking
i try to fix it
but my fingers split and bleed
they cant stand the shards of glass
once a beating heart
why do i have to be the one to be first to miss you
what if i ignored you
isolate myself from the world
what if i was
alone
would you notice me then
or would you rather i die
i don't know
i don't want to hurt you
but you hurt me so goddamn much
i cant breathe
your sick of me
so i'll just go
with one last word
a word to remember
forever
goodbye
because then
you wont see me again
and so you will forget me eventually
so goodbye is the best way
to kill myself
for you
i'd tell you
i love you
but you still don't care