I'm lost somewhere in between Ashton's and Michael's lane and I'm about to crash, but that's okay with me.
I may just have a soft spot for Ashton playing guitar.
Or a soft spot for Ashton in general.
Just look at him and try not to fall in love with him.
You can't, it's impossible.
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Mikey❤:
So you probably forgot that, but I'm still reading your books on wattpad
Mikey❤:
We can talk about things, you know?
Mikey❤:
I'm a good listener
Adley:
Oh, right
Adley:
It's not a big deal
Mikey❤:
Adley
Mikey❤:
You are writing that you had a shitty day and that you feel horrible in your a/n's, but you won't tell me about it?
Mikey❤:
I'm your boyfriend
Mikey❤:
I hope you remember that
Adley:
I know, I'm sorry
Adley:
It's really not a big deal
Mikey❤:
No, don't even start with that
Mikey❤:
It is a big deal
Mikey❤:
You feeling horrible is a big deal for me
Mikey❤:
I care about you
Mikey❤:
You should know that
Adley:
Don't force me to talk about this with you, please
Mikey❤:
You talked about things like that with me before we even met!
Mikey❤:
How can it be that I had your trust before we even really were friends but now we are a couple for more than half a year and you can't talk about your feelings with me anymore?
Mikey❤:
That's ridiculous
Adley:
You won't believe me but I know that
Adley:
You are right, you definitely are
Adley:
But I can't help it
Mikey❤:
So you don't really trust me
Adley:
I do
Mikey❤:
It doesn't seem like that
Adley:
But I do
Adley:
But... I don't know
Mikey❤:
Alright
Mikey❤:
I know that I messed up. But I tried to show you that you can still trust me. But it seems as if it would be impossible to win your trust back one day. Things with us have been great the last few weeks and I hoped it could have staid like that.
Mikey❤:
Look, I have to go, talk to you later
Adley:
Michael, please don't leave like that
Adley:
Don't be mad, please
Adley:
I'm sorry
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Ash💙:
What's wrong, Ley?
Adley:
Pretty much everything, why're you asking?
Ash💙:
Michael is in a bad mood
Adley:
Damnit
Ash💙:
You wanna talk about it?
Adley:
It would be so wrong if I tell you about it but not him
Ash💙:
But you want to tell me?
Adley:
Kinda
Ash💙:
Then just tell me
Adley:
I really tried to let this thing not affect me, but I just can't
Adley:
I tried to ignore it and just keep on living my life like always but it's constantly on my mind and it makes me so paranoid
Adley:
I feel like everyone knows about this and they all believe what Alex said
Adley:
And that's stupid cuz right now things are calming down again but I steel feel like that
Adley:
Idk
Adley:
I've just been kinda down the last week
Adley:
I've been kinda down since Michael left actually
Adley:
Please don't tell him
Ash💙:
But why don't you want him to know any of this?
Adley:
Cuz he's always worrying so much about me and I don't want to give him reasons to worry. He should concentrate on the album not on his depressed girlfriend that is miles away. I don't want him to build his schedule around me, I'd prefer to build the relationship around his schedule.
Ash💙:
I can see your point but that's not better either. Something in the middle would be fine. You both need to cut lanes, not just you or just him.
Adley:
I know, but I also know that he's actually pretty busy and I don't want to be the clingy girlfriend that is always annoying him during work
Ash💙:
Okay, Ley, I gotta tell you a secret
Ash💙:
You probably won't believe that but just because we are working on music right now that doesn't mean that we don't have any time for our friends or a relationship. We are busy, we are doing things, we are working on the album, a lot, but we are definitely not busy 24/7. I don't know what picture you have in your head of what we are doing but I can tell you what we're doing right now.
Ash💙:
Michael is playing video games, Cal and Luke are working on a song and I'm lying in my bed, chatting with you
Ash💙:
Get this picture in your head
Ash💙:
You got it?
Adley:
I guess?
Ash💙:
Now imagine Michael would skype with you instead of playing some random video games he finished thousands of times already
Ash💙:
Do you think that would really annoy him?
Adley:
Well, I guess not
Ash💙:
Of course not.
Ash💙:
Not at all
Ash💙:
He'd definitely prefer to spend time with you.
Ash💙:
And you can talk about things like that with him, you can share your feelings and struggles with him, he will not judge you or think that it's stupid or something.
Ash💙:
And by not telling him when something is wrong you worry him even more than you would if you'd just tell him
Ash💙:
He wants you to be honest with him and he wants you to trust him
Adley:
I trust him
Ash💙:
I believe you. But show him that you do trust him.
Adley:
Why are you such a great person?
Ash💙:
That's just the fangirl in you speaking
Adley:
It's not, well maybe a little but just because that's part of my personality. Our friendship means so much to me and I don't know what I'd do without you. I feel like I can tell you everything and you'll always 100% get me and that's such a great feeling.
Adley:
Thank you
Ash💙:
Same goes for you, I'm so glad we met you and that Michael has you
Ash💙:
I'm happy that I can help. You have no idea how much you mean to me
Adley:
Can I call?
Ash💙:
You don't even need to ask
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I really need to stop to ship Adley with Ashton, it's not okay.
I hope you guys are happy about another update :3