It's a bit painful so I spread my legs wider.
My eyes widened when he bent down between my thighs.
"Blaise, stop it!" I protested though I can't deny the fact that his tongue inside me is painfully good. The feeling is estatic; like my body is being set on fire.
From between my legs he looked up to me at ngumisi "Do you really mean me to stop?" he asked huskily as his tongue started striding my folds again.
Okay, I have to be completely honest. I like what he's doing. Even before this I have thought of giving myself to him without hesitation but right now this is completely unexpected. The colors of my under garments doesn't even match!
He stopped with what he's doing though he's not tearing his eyes away from me. Mabilis niyang ihinubad ang pang itaas na suot niya then he unbuckled his belt. Nalaglag ang panga ko when he zipped down his pants and his magic wand is revealed to me.
"Don't tell me that you're going to put that thing inside me?" alanganing tanong ko though my common sense is commanding at me that of course he's going to put it inside me! It's just.. hindi yan magkakasya.
He gave me a snide smile and he even bit his lower lip. Napaatras ako when he started bending down again and totally pulled down my skirt. "Don't worry, hon. You'll expand"
Napahinto siya as he scanned my whole body with his fiery eyes. Gustohin ko man takpan ang sarili ko hindi naman ako makagalaw.
He then lay his body on my top and felt his lips on the shell of my ear.
"You're fucking irresistable" he whispered seductively at me. Ramdam ko kung paanong ang init ng hininga niya ay gumapang sa buong katawan ko.
"Blaise.." I whispered back raggedly
"Sshhh. I will be gentle to you okay?" he kissed me full mouthed as he positioned himself. My stomach is doing some flips. I don't know kung kinakabahan ba ako o excited or maybe both.
Mahigpit akong napakapit sa braso niya when I felt the tip of his manhood slowly making its entrance already.
"It's going to hurt like hell. But I promise it won't take long" bulong niya sa'kin.
"Ouch!" I yelled. Oh my gosh, something is being torn inside me! My uterus maybe?!
"Hush, hush" he murmured and tried distracting me with kisses pero masakit talaga siya. Napapikit na lang ako. This is just too painful.
"Damn!" napadilat ako. He has already detached himself from me and he's looking down worriedly at me. When I touched my face, that's when I realize na umiiyak pala ako. My face is soaked with tears and I am oblivious to it.
He cupped my face then kissed my eyes. "Damn.. sorry. Sorry alam kong nasaktan ka. I'm sorry.."
Mas lalo akong naiyak as I felt my sex tightening and throbbing. It fucking hurts like hell.
"I'm sorry.. I won't do it again. I love you" Blaise whispered once again and hugged me.
"It hurts.."
"Yeah, I know. I am sorry. Please just don't second guess my love for you, next time. Nasasaktan din ako, Arya"
---
I didn't know that we fell asleep until I heard knocks on the door. When I looked at Blaise, nasa tabi ko siya and his arms are curled around my waist. Nakadamit na rin kami pareho as if nothing almost happened last time. Iba na ang suot ko na t shirt because he probably saw the ice cream stain nung suot ko kanina.
I winced as the knocking became louder. The thing between my legs still stings.
"Blaise! Alpha! Are you there?" if I am not mistaken, that's Russel's voice. Mahina kong tinapik ang pisngi ni Blaise para magising siya. Thankfully, he did.
"Kumakatok si Russel" I mouthed in a low voice then kissed him.
"I'll open the door" he said then walked lazily to the door and open it. Ang akala ko si Russel lang mag isa but by the looks of it ay kasama niya ang lahat. Napatunayan ko rin naman na tama ako when they all started coming inside.
"What happened at bigla na lang kayong nawala?" Jackson asked at pinagpalit ang tingin sa'min dalawa ni Blaise.
"Oh hindi ko pa pala nasabi sa inyo. Our Alpha was involved in a cat fight last time. Nakipagsabunutan kay Maoi" Russel said
"Maoi? Ex ni Blaise?" Stephen asked with his brows raised.
"Yeah, that's the one. Naabutan namin sila kanina na naghihilahan ng buhok" Russel said again, putiing sarcasm on his smile.
I breathed harshly at that "She started it. She just deserve it" I justified
"It doesn't matter who started it. You should be careful. Pwede kang ma dethrone sa ganun" Aaron said in a serious tone. Hindi na ako sumagot pa.
"We've been so worried na magkakaroon ng gulo gawa ng mga estudyante rito sa'tin but turns out na ikaw pala ang dapat namin bantayan. The Alpha" Jayden said shaking his head.
It's already five in the afternoon. It means na dalawang oras din pala kaming nawala ni Blaise. Kinausap ko ang Hunter Fourteen Plus and so far they're saying that everything is great. Mas dumami raw ang tao and judging by the looks of it it seems like everyone enjoy. Ewan ko lang sa Maoi na yun. Leche siya.
"Do you want to check how things are going? Let's go" yaya sa'kin ni Jack at pumayag naman ako. Pagtayo ko ay agad din akong napaupo when I felt that sharp pain again.
"Are you okay?" tanong sa'kin ni Stephen at halata sa kanya ang pag-aalala.
The others are looking quizically at me. Then most of them averted their eyes on Blaise na wala naman reaksyon.
Kahit hindi nila sabihin alam kong alam nila. Damn, though I know that they're thinking that something really happened. Especially the way I see how Russel and Kyle is smirking at Blaise na halatang nang aasar.
"Natapilok kasi ako kanina and my feet kinda hurts" pagsisinungaling ko na lang, attempting to save the situation.
"Yeah, whatever you say" Russel let out a breath at lumabas na sila ulit.
---
It may seem unbelievable pero matiwasay na natapos ang foundation week namin. And to top all of it, malaki rin ang kinita ng lahat ng booths.
Because of that, the school administration decided to throw a feast for everybody bukod pa roon sa buffet na napanalonan ng isang section sa sophomores.
"Do you want a drink?" tanong sa'kin ni Russel. Sasagot sana ako pero naunahan ako ni Blaise.
"Hindi siya pwedeng uminom ng alak. Just get him a fruit juice"
I rolled my eyes at that. Ibinalik ko na lang ang tingin sa paligid. It's nice that everyone is having a great time. Beers are being served too though juniors at seniors lang ang pwedeng uminom habang iba't-ibang juices naman ang para sa freshmen at sophomores.
"Ngayon mo na kaya i announce yung project na plano mo? While everyone is still sober" Stephen told me as he munch on his chicken. Sakto naman na dumating si Russel na dala ang juice ko kaya uminom na muna ako.
"Yeah, I think that's a good idea" sagot ko at tumayo na. Niyaya ko si Blaise and together we make our way papunta sa stage kung saan makikita kami ng lahat. At first, wala pang nakapapansin sa'min until eventually all eyes are on us.
"Good evening. I have an announcement to make" I started sa medyo may kalakasan na boses ng sa ganun ay rinig ako ng lahat. They just remained silent so I decided to continue.
"I have noticed these past few weeks that it seems like habang tumatagal ay mas lalong nadadagdagan ang kaguluhan dito sa school. Before I was the Alpha, nadatnan ko naman na talagang magulo rito sa Herondale pero ngayon ay mas lalo atang gumulo"
Tahimik pa rin. When I looked at the table kung nasaan ang faculty members kasama si Tito Franz at Sir William, they're all just looking impassively at me.
"So I came up with a decision that there will be another tournament soon. Ang tournament sa pagiging Delta"
Like what I expected, doon na nagsimula ang bulungan. Nung medyo lumalakas na yun ay sininghalan sila ni Blaise na manahimik and they did.
"There will be four Deltas. Isa sa bawat year level. Lahat ng sections sa kada year level ay dapat may representative for the tournament. Ang mananalo sa bawat year level ay sila ang magiging Delta" I resumed
"And what exactly is their job?" Sir William asked
I gave him a tight smile before answering his question "They're the Alpha's special force. Sila ang responsible sa pagpapanatili ng kapayapaan sa year level nila and I will also give them the right to discipline them"
The whisperings again and this time it seems like they're all thrilled.
"If you have decided kung sino ang ilalaban ng section niyo, just tell Hunter Fourteen Plus the name"
---
Naging busy ako sa mga sumunod na araw dahil sa nasabi kong tournament. Kumpara sa tournament nun sa pagiging Alpha, it was less chaotic dahil pili lang ang naglaban-laban.
In no time, nabuo na ang apat na Deltas. For the freshmen, a guy named Bryce won. For the sophomore it was Nathan, For the juniors it was Joaquin, and for the seniors.. it was Peter James Martinez.
At wala akong magagawa kahit na ayoko sa kanya dahil patas ang naging pagkapanalo niya.
"Are we supposed to report to you everyday, Alpha?" tanong sa'kin ni Bryce. The youngest of them.
Umiling ako. "No. You are only to report to me if there are things that is beyond your control already. Kung halimbawa ay may ka year level kayo na nagkaproblema sa ibang year level, consult their Delta first. Kung hindi niyo pa rin kaya, then go to me" I answered
"Hanggang pagbabantay at pagdidisiplina lang ba sa mga ka batch namin ang duty namin. Can't we also join you and your pack in your outside activities?" it's Peter and his tone is surprisingly serious.
Umiling ako "That is the last thing I want to happen. Especially with Bryce and Nathan na mga bata pa? There's just no way" and considering na pwede mong abusuhin ang kapangyarihan mo? NO.
Wala siyang naging tugon sa sinabi kong yun kung di ang pag-iwas lang sa'kin ng tingin.
"You are not part of Hunter Fourteen Plus but you are a part of me. I will protect you at all cost. I can vouch for you if something happens but there's just one thing.. kapag inabuso niyo ang posisyon niyo, I'm gonna kick you out without second thoughts. But don't worry. Bago ko naman kayo alisin sa posisyon I will make sure that you will undergo a due process. Maliwanag ba?"
They all nodded in unison.
Hindi ko na pinatagal ang pag-uusap namin nang sa ganun ay makabalik na sila sa mga building nila. One more thing, marami akong papel na babasahin. Today is the day that Blaise will orient me about our outside affairs. Actually, here on my table already sits an incredibly thick files about people na konektado o maaaring konektado kay Day Lighter. I have to read all of it nang sa ganun I can catch up.
"So.. we have the list of names here na maaaring konektado kay Day Lighter though ang karamihan dito ay wala pa kaming solid evidence so we can't really conclude just yet. For the past years, mga pushers at dealers pa lang ang nahuhuli namin and of course some of the lords" Blaise started. Classes are all done at naiwan kaming dalawa rito sa classroom and discuss things.
To be honest, kinakabahan ako. Ito na yung sinasabi sa'kin ni Blaise that being an Alpha is no games and fun. The list of people I have here are possibly the people who will come at my doorstep and hurt me and my family. Kung madadamay dito ang pamilya ko, I don't know if I can live with it.
"I want surveilance for everyone here on the list" sabi ko
He tsked at that "Do you mind if you check the list? Tingnan mo muna bago ka mag desisyon" inilahad niya ang kamay niya at itinuro ang mga papel.
Sinunod ko naman siya. I grab the papers and started scanning the names. There are hundreds of them.
And they're all strangely familiar.
"See? We have some of them under surveilance before pero itinigil din namin because it brings more harm than good. Nung mga panahon na yun, we've been constantly receiving death threats that we can't trace back kung kanino nanggaling"
I just nodded at that because what he said is completely understandable. Karamihan nang mga nandito sa listahan ay mga kilalang tao. Most of them are even respected. Senators, mayors, congressmen, business magnates. Damn ang alam ko pa nga ang ilan dito ay mayroon pang mga foundations!
Napahawak ako sa sentido ko as I continue reading. Ano kaya ang gagawin ko? If Blaise can't touch them, paano pa kaya ako? Mukhang sa lahat ng Alpha ako ang lalabas na pinaka walang silbi.
"We also have pictures here of rumored dealers. I don't know if they can help dahil mostly ay mga foreigners. Though it's a general fact na maraming dealers dito na mga foreigners because they said na madali lang daw magpasok ng drugs dito sa Pilipinas as long as you know where to send them and you know the right people" Blaise then handed me the photographs that he's referring to.
Like what he said, mostly nang mga nandito ay mga foreigners. I can't pin point their races pero may nakaagaw ng atensyon ko.
These people have matching tattoos on their forearms. It is a snake. I narrowed my eyes dahil parang nakita ko na ito somewhere. I just can't remember exactly where.
Napabuntong hininga ako. This isn't going to be easy but I won't back down without a fight. Kung hindi ko man mapantayan o mahigitan ang mga naging achievements ni Blaise at ng iba pang Alpha before him, I will still make sure that I will do my part. And I will do it wholeheartedly na maging buhay ko itataya ko kung kinakailangan.
The door bursted open at sabay kaming napatingin ni Blaise. It's Aaron and he's wearing an earphone habang kumakanta.
"Sweet talk to me babe, it's magical, sweet lullaby!" nagkatinginan kaming dalawa ni Blaise.
Aaron has been really acting weird since last morning. Though sabi sa'kin ng iba, he's really like that kapag may bagong music video ang favorite niya na Kpop group. I don't remember what's the name of the group but I think it's GOT7? And Aaron has been streaming their new song on repeat simula pa kanina that some of the members of the pack ay kabisado na ang chorus ng kanta. Even me.
"Hey, where are the others?" tanong ko sa kanya
He shrugged his shoulders "I don't know. Though I heard that they're going out. Hindi ako sasama kasi mags stream ako sa bahay all night" he answered at inayos na ang backpack niya.
"Anong Kpop group ba yan? Patingin nga" I said and reached out my hand. Ibinigay naman niya sa'kin ang phone niya at tumabi sa'kin. Blaise just sighed at umiling.
"The name of the group is GOT7. They have seven members. And my bias there is JB" he said and pointed that JB.
"Bias? What's that?" tanong ko because I have never heard of that word before.
"Bias. Your favorite member in the group" napatango na lang ako and carefully watched the video. In fairness, these boys are good. And they're incredibly handsome!
"Babe, parang kamukha mo tong JB" I told Blaise and pointed JB to him. He snorted at that.
"Mas gwapo naman ako dyan" he rolled his eyes
Natawa si Aaron "I've told him that before na magkamukha sila ni JB but he won't just believe me. Hindi ba magkamukha naman talaga sila?" Tumango ako "Yeah. Para kayong kambal" I said giggling and continue watching the music video. I swear kamukha talaga ni Blaise tong JB!
"Damn it, Aaron! Go away and bring your fucking GOT7 with you!" Blaise yelled at inagaw sa'kin ang phone. Kung hindi lang mabilis nakagalaw si Aaron malamang ay nahulog sa sahig ang phone niya.
"Ano bang problema mo? Nanonood pa ako eh" I protested. Sinamaan niya ako ng tingin.
"You are only to look at me missy. When we're together, I want all your eyes and attention to me. Did you get that?" he said in a menacing tone at nanlilisik pa ang mga mata
"You're talking to the Alpha" Aaron warned. He clenched his jaw.
"No. I am talking to my wife" he snapped
Aaron and I just shook our heads at that. What a jealous guy.
"Sige na Aaron umalis ka na at baka mag-away pa kayong dalawa. Tell the others na huwag magpagabi sa labas. At ikaw naman huwag magpuyat"
When Aaron is already out, tiningnan ko si Blaise. It's evident that he's still pissed.
"Kanino ka nagselos? Kay Aaron o kay JB?" tanong ko sa kanya
"Both" he answered tonelessly at padabog na tumayo sa kinauupuan niya that the armchair almost flip kung hindi ko lang nahawakan.
Bumuntong hininga ako and slowly make my way to him at yumakap sa kanya mula sa likuran.
"Sorry for making you feel that way. Wala naman akong intensyon na pagselosin ka" I started. Hindi pa rin siya kumibo. When a full minute passed by at wala pa rin siyang naging tugon that's when I made him turn around so he's facing me.
Matangkad siya so I had to stand with my tipped toes so I can cup his face with my both hands.
"I love you" I mouthed "I love you so bad, mister"
At that, he smiled. He curled his arm around my waist and half carried me nang sa ganun ay magkapantay lang ang mga mukha namin.
"I love you more" he answered and he started to trace my face with his finger "I love you to pieces, I love you with every beat of my heart and every ounce of my strength"
He put his lips on mine as we kissed. What we're doing is just a light, gentle kiss but it's enough for the butterflies in my tummy to went berserk.
I am the Alpha but when it comes to this, no doubt that Blaise is the one more powerful than me. With just a kiss he can set me and my body on fire. He can control it as if it is his own.
Umupo siya sa desk and before I know it I am sitting on his lap. One of his hand is under my skirt and caressing my thighs while the other one is still curled around my waist.
"I fucking love you so much. I don't know what I'll do without you. There are times that I want to push the time forward so that I can marry you already and we'll have kids" he whispered once again
"Sometimes I even get scared na baka mawala ka sa'kin. There are times that in the middle of the night, magigising na lang ako because I had a nightmare that you left me"
Umiling ako at ipinagdikit ang mga noo namin. "I won't ever leave you. I swear to the old gods and the new"
---
Nasarapan kami ni Blaise sa pag-uusap that we didn't notice that it's getting late already. Kung hindi pa ako tatawagan ni daddy hindi ko mapapansin na seven in the evening na pala.
"I'm okay, dad. I am with Blaise. Ipinapaliwanag niya sa'kin ang pasikot-sikot sa pagiging Alpha" I said
"Okay. Just go home already. Are you hungry? Kung gutom ka na ay sabihan mo ang boyfriend mo na mag dinner na kayo sa labas. Hindi ka dapat nagpapagabi ng ganito, mija"
I narrowed my eyes at what I hear. Did dad just say that me and Blaise should grab dinner?
I swallowed hard "Uhm, yeah.. thanks dad. I'll be home once we're done eating. Thanks. I love you"
"I love you too, mija"
When the line went dead I am all smiles when I looked at Blaise. "Dad said that we should grab a dinner together! Let's go!" I declared at hinatak na siya paalis.
"Bakit tuwang-tuwa ka? What's happening?" nagtatakang tanong niya
I raised a brow at him "You don't get it? Pinayagan ako ni daddy na lumabas kasama ka!"
He seems surprised by it dahil nakatingin lang siya sa'kin. Natawa na lang ako at niyaya na siya umalis since I am already starving.
Hindi na kami lumayong dalawa dahil nga sa nagugutom na ako. Nandito kami ngayon sa restaurant na malapit sa school. When we walked in last time maraming bumati sa'min na schoolmates na kumakain dito at karamihan kasama pa ang girlfriends nila.
"Your dad really allowed us to eat together out?" hindi pa rin makapaniwalang tanong niya. I nodded.
"Nagulat nga rin ako eh. But it's a good thing isn't it?"
He just shrugged his shoulders pero halatang natuwa naman siya.
"If that's the case then medyo bilisan natin. Mahirap na at baka ma badshot ako ulit sa kanya kapag late kitang naiuwi"
Natawa na lang kami yet we started eating right away once our food have arrived already. Hindi namin pinag-usapan ang about sa mga napag-usapan namin sa classroom kanina because we know better not to talk about it in public.
Isa pa, hindi naman dapat sa pagiging Alpha ko lang umikot ang relasyon namin dalawa. Outside of it we're still a normal couple like the others.
Nang matapos na kami kumain, nagpahinga lang kami sandali then decided we should get home.
"I'll see you tomorrow?" he asked then gave a quick peck on my lips. Nandito na kami sa tapat ng bahay namin.
"Yeah, I'll see you" I answered then kissed him back. When we're done, I unbuckled my seatbelt then unlocked my door. Lumabas din naman siya ng kotse at siya pa ang pumindot ng doorbell sa gate namin.
"Magpahinga ka na ah? Just text me tomorrow" bilin niya as we wait for the gate to open up. Hindi na ako nakasagot dahil nga bumukas na yun. And to my surprise, it's daddy who opened it up.
"Dad" I regarded him at mabilis na lumapit sa kanya so I can give him a kiss on the cheek. He smiled at that then averted his eyes on Blaise.
"Good evening, sir. Ihinatid ko lang po si Arya. I am not staying. Good night" Blaise said at tumalikod na.
"No, young man. We are going to talk. Do you mind if you're going to stay for a little longer?" dad asked
My eyes widened at that. It's obvious also that Blaise is surprised.
"I won't mind at all, sir" he managed to answer
"Then come in"
Nauna na si daddy maglakad papasok sa'min. Blaise is still frozen on his track so hinila ko na siya papasok. Mahirap na at baka mamaya magbago pa ang isip ni daddy.
"Hindi ka kasama sa pag-uusap namin, mija. Go to your brothers" dad said nung akmang papasok din ako sa study
"Just promise me that you'll be nice to him"
Marahang pinisil ni Blaise ang kamay ko "Hey it's okay" sabi niya at nilagpasan na ako. Pumasok na sila ni dad sa study and the door is closed.
Nagtatatakbo ako and went straight to my twin brother's bedroom. Pabalya kong binuksan ang pintuan then jumped on his bed.
"You're on my bed! Bumababa ka nga!" singhal niya sa'kin and even tried to hit me with a pillow pero mabilis akong nakaiwas.
"Daddy and Blaise are in the study! They are talking!"
Rennan raised a brow "So? Malay mo minumurder na ni daddy yun dun"
My eyes widened at that at natigilan ako. Hindi naman siguro di ba? Hindi yun magagawa ni daddy sa kanya.
---
Paglabas ko ng kwarto I found out that Blaise is already gone so I went straight to dad.
"Umalis na ang boyfriend mo. I told him na ako na lang ang magsasabi sa'yo na umalis na siya"
I just nodded and slowly make my way beside dad. Umupo ako sa handle ng office chair niya and curled my arms around his neck.
"Dad bakit mo kinausap si Blaise? Are you finally warming up to him?" curious na tanong ko
He didn't answer. When I looked at him nakapikit lang siya habang hinahaplos ang ulo ko.
"It's your birthday on weekend. Let's throw a party" he said instead. Napabuntong hininga ako dahil hindi niya sinagot ang tanong ko.
"Dad di ba ayoko ng party? Though if you insist, I'll just invite close friends. Can I invite the Gandias?"
I felt dad tensed up at that. He then sighed "It's your party so invite who do you like" he said
Lihim akong napangiti kahit na hindi sinagot ni daddy ang tanong ko kanina.
This is the start already. He's slowly warming up to Blaise and the Gandias already.
***
Author's Note:
#StreamGOT7 #StreamLullaby
Bakit sinasabi ni Aaron at Arya na kamukha ni Blaise si JB? Haha eh kasi portayer niya yun :D