Ayee I made it to 1.8k reads bih 😜
(Jah Look hella good in that photo up top😩 like imagine him staring at YOU like that🤤)
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Jahseh pov
"Thanks for coming over"Geneva said
I sat on on her couch "No problem"
She inhaled "So I've been thinking..."
"About?"
"Us"She said
I sighed already knowing what she was getting to "Gen-"
"Let me explain first...I know I did you wrong X,but I literally can't get you off my mind.I hate that I hurt you...I wasn't right in the head back then.Thats why I left..to get better, and when I came back and...saw you with that Lila girl-"
"Her name is Liah and Geneva you already told me you was sorry,you don't gotta keep explaining yourself.I forgave you,but I'll never forget what you did to me.and with that being said I can't...I can't be in a relationship with you Geneva...not anymore"I sighed standing up.She walked over to me with pleading eyes
"Jahseh please,Please don't do this"she said on the verge of tears
I looked down "Ya know what's fucked up about the whole situation?"
She sniffed "What?"
"I fucking hate....that I love you still"I admitted looking at her in the eyes.
"You still love me....Then w-we can make this work baby we can-"
"No we can't Geneva"
She bit her lip and looked down crying harder,the old me would've been holding her.Telling her I love her and kissing her everywhere,but I couldn't bring myself to do that anymore.
I slowly walked to the door "See you later Gen"I closed the door and exhaled deeply
"Fuck"I huffed loudly
I think I was officially getting over her
I think...
Liah pov
"I'm not a photographer,but I can picture me and you together"Jay said to Aylek
Aylek smirked at him and I face palm myself causing that was so corny and embarrassing.
"Is your dad a terrorist? Cause you da bomb"Glizzy told Ling
I strunched my face up "What the f-"
"Are you a parking ticket? Cause you got fine written all over you"Manny bit his lip at Bella
Nahmir and Cordae started laughing
"Okay that's it"I got up "Come on Y'all"I said
They giggled and followed me upstairs to my bedroom.
"Oh my gosh they are so fucking embarrassing!"I groaned
"Nah they funny"Ling laughed
"Not gonna lie...that terroist line was smooth"Aylek smirked
"No it was corny as hell"I said.
I checked my phone to see if Jahseh text me.I had texted him earlier and asked him where he was but he never text me back.
"X still ain't text you back?"Aylek asked
"No...and why do you call him X?"I asked curiously
Aylek strunched Her eyebrows together "It was his stage name.....he did music... and he was getting known until all that shit happened with Geneva,Then he decided to quit music and he hasn't posted anything on SoundCloud since....surprised he didn't tell about his stage name"Aylek shrugged
"So he was a SoundCloud rapper?"
"Basically Yeah"Ling nodded
"Wait....Who is X.X.X Tentacion?"I said remembering Jahseh typing that name in SoundCloud the other day
Aylek laughed "That's Him"
"Really? Maybe I should look up some of his stuff....so you said he's not known anymore?"
"Nope"Aylek said
I went to my SoundCloud app and searched up XXXTENTACION,and a bunch of songs popped up.
"Wow it's so many songs on here"I smiled
"I suggest you listen to look at me"Ling said
"Or Riot...it's a pretty dope song"Aylek suggested
"No....listen to Save Me"Bella said
Aylek sucked her teeth "Man that shit too depressing"
"Well he did made it when he was suicidal"Bella shrugged
"Suicidal?!"I said
"Yeah...(tuts) After Geneva Jah was fucked up in the head"Ling said
Just then I got text message,hoping it was Jah but...
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Unknown number:Tell ya lil boyfriend it's not safe to drive without breaks...he could really get hurt 😔🖤
My eyes widened "Oh shit!"
I ran downstairs and saw that Nahmir was laughing with the boys.
"Nahmir,Kentrell just texted me"
Nahmir and the guys immediately stopped laughing.Nahmir jumped up from the couch and grabbed my phone reading the text message
I then started to pace the room as bad thoughts traced my in and out my head. I can't believe Kentrell is still in Florida and is following Jahseh around! This is why I didn't want to be friends with him...It wasn't because I was being mean it was because I was trying to protect him.
Nahmir put his hands on both of my shoulders
"Yo calm down-"
"I can't calm down Mir!"I yelled.My breathing became heavy.
I snatched my phone out Nahmir's hand and hurried up and called Jahseh
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He answered after 5 rings
"Yeah"He said with a attitude
"Oh my!-Thank god your okay!"I exhaled deeply feeling my breathing ease up
"Why wouldn't I be?"He asked
"Cause Kentrell texted me and-
"What?!"
"Yes he text me and said tell ya little boyfriend it's not safe to drive without breaks...I thought he did something to your car"my voice cracked
"I'm fine Liah...I just got home 30 minuets ago"He said
I strunched my eyebrows together "Then why would he tell me-"
"To fuck with your head Liah"Nahmir said
"Aye What Kentrell look like?"Jahseh asked
"Um brown skin,about 5'8 tall,he has a southern accent..."
"Wait...does he like...have a scar on his Uh-"
"Forehead(sighs) Yeah he does...how do you know that?"I asked quickly with wide eyes
That scar he had on his forehead came from me.One day when he tried to hit me I grabbed a hot pan off the stove and hit him with it... and it left a dent...
"I think I bumped into him today-Literally"Jahseh chuckled
"Jah this is not funny.Kentrell is very dangerous"
"So am I"Jahseh stale faced me
"No jah.Your not dangerous,your a sweat and innocent person"
He chuckled lightly "If you think that...then you don't know me at all sweetheart"
"What's that suppose to mean?"I asked
"Exactly what I said"Jahseh scoffed
"Jah...where did you see him at?"
"At the corner store on Hamilton st."He said
"Oh my gosh that's like 8 minuets from here!what if he followed you? What if he watching me right now?!-"
"Liah calm down...if you want you can stay the night with me"
"Um-"
"She good homie,I'm here with her"Nahmir said
"I wasn't asking you"Jahseh gritted
"Well I answered you"Nahmir smirked,mocking him
Jahseh and Nahmir then started to argue back and forth.I blocked them out as I went into a trance.
All I could think about is Kentrell and what he might do to me if he finds me.
Thinking about him made my anxiety level boost a little.I took a sharp breath,being the fact that I haven't had this feeling in a good two months.I felt my heart racing and with Nahmir and Jahseh arguing it really didn't help at all.
"You talkin all that shit! come to my face and talk that fuck shit pussy!"Jahseh yelled
"jah stop"I said weakly
"Ight Bet,come outside"Nahmir shrugged walking towards towards the door
"You ain't said nothing but a word"Jahseh said.I heard 3 beeps indicating that he hung up
"Nahmir don't fight"I whined
We all followed Nahmir out the house.
I looked next door and saw Jahseh coming out the house shirtless with a stale look on his face.
I sped walk to him and tried to calm him down but BITCH...he was heated.
I never saw him this angry before it was...
kinda sexy
"Yo Liah move out the way I-I don't wanna hurt you"He said trying to sound as calm as possible.His jaw was clenched,He had a huge vein popping out his forehead and veins popping out his arms.
I looked back and saw Glizzy and Jay trying to calm Nahmir down, and he was just as heated.
"Jahseh please don't fight"I begged
"That nigga talking shit and I'm not gon let that shit slide bruh,so move!"He yelled
"Fine...I'll be upstairs popping those Xans if you need me"I said walking away
I felt Jahseh grip my wrist roughly "I thought you were off those damn pills?!"
"I am! But with all this Kentrell shit happening! and You tryna fight Nahmir is making me want to slip 3 or 4 off those shits in my mouth right!"I laughed like a crazy person
Jahseh sighed deeply "Look I won't fight him"He said,I sighed in relief
"on one condition tho"He added
"What?"
He lick over his bottom lip "You gotta stay with me tonight"
"But-"
"I wanna make sure your safe"He said
"Imma gonna be alright I'll be with Nahmir and the guys-"
"Please.."
"Jah I d-"
"Pleaseeeeee...I really need somebody to talk to,I got a lot of shit on my mind"he begged
I huffed "Okay fine...I'll be over later on"
He smiled and mugged Nahmir before walking back into his house.