@ School Monday
10:10am~Gym Class
"Okay class today we're gonna play a good game of dodgeball!"My gym teacher said
I groaned and so did Stokeley,Pump,Aylek,And Jahseh.We all hated this game...The coach then slip us up into two teams.I was on a team with Jahseh,Stokeley and other kids.
"I hope you can play"India smirked before walking away.I squinted my eyes at her before hearing the coach whistle.The game had begun
Before I could even move I felt a ball hit me on my head hard causing me black out...
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I woke up in the Nurses room with a ice pack to my head.I sat up quickly "what happened?"I asked the nurse
"Woah...slow down sweetie...You Guys we're playing dodgeball and India accidentally hit you with a basketball instead of a dodgeball"
"Accidentally? How can you mistaken a basketball for a dodgeball?"I scoffed
"I don't know sweetheart...all I know is this young man carried you in here"She pointed behind me.I turned around and saw Jahseh sleeping slouched down in the chair.
"It was quite a nasty hit so your gonna have a small headache for the rest of the day but it should be gone by tomorrow,if not then ask you should probably set up a doctors appointment just to make sure everything's okay"She said.I nodded
"Now I called your Aunt but she didn't answer her phone so imma call her again and ask if she can pick you up"She said while walking towards the door
"Okay"I said as she walked out
The room fell silent as I look behind me at Jahseh.He looked so cute.😍
I noticed his left eye opened a little before closing again.I chuckled to myself "Jahseh I know your not sleep"
"Fuck"He said before opening his eyes and sitting up
"Why were you pretending to be sleep?"I asked
"That nurse kept looking at me sexually and shit...I would hit but that's somebody's grandma"He said
I shook my head at his answer.
"Wow....So India really hit me with a fucking basketball?"
"Yup...knock yo ass right out"He laughed
I glared at him
"I'm just joking yo"He smirked
"Whatever"I rolled my eyes at him
"Damn do can I get a thank you?"He asked
"Foorr?"
"Picking yo ass up and carried you all the way in this fucking office"He said
"Oh...Thanks"I said
"No problem"He grinned
It fell silent as he stared at me.
"Your doing it again"
"What?"He said with a stale face
"Staring at me"I groaned looking at the ceiling
"Oh"he said still staring
"Jahseh,Stop"
He itched his head looking the the other way.I rolled my eyes as the nurse came back in.
"She won't answer her phone...Maybe we c-"
"I'll take her home,she lives right beside me so it's not a big deal"Jahseh shrugged
"If that's okay with Liah,then I don't see why not"She smiled
(I KNOW HE CANT SIGN HER OUT OF SCHOOL SHIDD ITS JUST A BOOK..USE YOU IMAGINATION)
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Jahseh pulled up in my garage and I hurried up and got out before he could say 'I gotchu'
"Thanks"I said.Before he could respond I closed his car door
I walked to the door and unlocked it,I closed the door locking it back and went to the bathroom.
I looked in the mirror and stared at myself,Thinking about my past...something I've been doing a lot lately.
After washing my hands and drying it.I walked down the hall to my room and nearly jumped out of my skin when I saw Jahseh laying on my bed.
"Jahseh! How the hell did you get in here?!"I panted holding my chest
"The key under the mat"he said nonchalantly
"How do you-shit"I sighed.I forgot he saw me unlock the door one night with that key
"Okay,Jahseh get out,this is illegal"I said
"What's illegal?"
"You breaking into my house!"
"Technically it's not your house-"
"JAH!"
"Okay,Okay I'll get out....as soon as you tell me why you don't wanna be friends anymore"He said
"Because I just DONT"I yelled
"Nah"He said standing up and getting in my face.All the way in my face
"I don't believe that"he mumbled.His lips was literally 2 centimeters away from mine and his forehead was touching mine.
"Just tell me"He mumbled.He was about to kiss me but I backed up slowly and turned my back on him....I took a deep breath and quietly counted to Five.
"Yo you got anxiety or some shit?"He asked with a chuckle
"You got Anxiety?"
"Here just take some of these it should work"
I heard Kentrell's voice
I sped walked out of the room and walked into the bathroom looking in the bathroom cabinet popping one of these.
I heard Jahseh walking down the hall so I quickly put it back in the cabinet,when I turned around I saw Jahseh standing there.Shit
"What was that you put in the cabinet?"
"Nothing"I lied
"Move"he said
"No"
"Liah,move"He said in a warning tone
I shook my head no.He shrugged before grabbing me by waist moving me out the way roughly
Fuck he can't know I take Xans!
He reached for the cabinet handles and I pulled it open but I slammed it back.
"Get out Jahseh!"I yelled
He pushed my hand back and quickly opened the cabinets.shit.
His shoulders slouched down as he slowly picked up the bottle.He looked at the bottle then looked up at me with sad eyes
"Xans? You really do have Anxiety huh?"he squinted his eyes at me
I looked down "You don't know me Jah...so please don't judge me"
"I'm not gonna judge you Liah...But you can OD on this shit don't you know that?!"He shouted angrily
"Yes! I know that! But I'm careful with the dosage that I take!"
"What if you have an Anxiety attack one day and take more than your use to huh? Then what?!"
"Then I guess I fucking die of a overdose!"I shouted causing his eyebrows to strunched together
"Don't say shit like that Liah"He shook his head
"Why not? Nobody cares about me anyway! My mom didn't want me she gave me to my Aunt!My dad left before I was even born because he wasn't 'Ready to be a father' and the one guy I trusted and gave all my love too broke me! The only person I have is Nahmir and I'm not sure if he wants to be my friend or he just wants my virg-"I stop myself and took a deep breath
"Why am I telling you all of this?"I chuckled lightly pinching the bridge of my nose
"I knew you were numb"He said nonchalantly
"What?"I said confused
"You feel numb"
"Yeah...I guess you could say that"I shrugged
"But taking Xans isn't the answer"
"I have Bad Anxiety Jah I need them"I said reaching for them.
He jerked his hand back "No you don't! Just set up a fucking doctors appointment and get the right medication for this!"He stuffed the Xans in his pocket
"The Xans work perfectly fine I don't need a Doctor"I said
"Yes you do...matter of fact I'm about to make you an appointment with my doctor right now"he said about take out his phone
"Do whatever you want I'm not gonna go"I mumbled
"Liah I'm trying to help you! for once in your life let somebody help you...let me help you...please"he begged grabbing my hand,I felt myself tear up as I looked down.
He grabbed my Face lifting it up.I looked into his bright brown eyes as he ran his thumb across my chin before leaning in and kissing me slowly and softly.His lips felt smooth and soft,and they tasted like peppermint chapstick.He grabbed me by the waist and pulled me closer and my heart then began to beat fast as I thought about Kentrell memories and his Jahseh's Girlfriend.
Our lips were moving in perfect sync,his hands on my waist as my arms was around his neck.I let out a low moan cause him to deepen the kiss making it more passionate.
I slowly pulled away "Jah this isn't right..you have a girl"
"What? No I don't"He said strunching his eyebrows
"That girl I saw at you house Friday...wasn't your girlfriend?"
"Nah.Thats my ex Geneva.... showing up to apologize to me"
"Apologize? Apologize for what?"
"All the shit she did to me"he shrugged
I nodded "so she hurt you?"I asked
"Yeah she did"he said nonchalantly
"But I mean what I said about those pills Liah...you can OD and I don't want that to happen to you.....and don't ever say nobody cares about you...cause I do.I tried to control myself but I can't.Its like I can't stay away from you..."He admitted squinting his eyes at me