A/n - Warning for mature content and colorful language. 😂😂😂
Déjà vu? Not Exactly.
I pushed opened the cubicle door, walked to the sink and started washing my hands. I watched water rivulet down the basin and sink into the drain.
“You really are a good actor.” I jumped when someone drawled in my ear. There are too many weirdos in public washrooms. But nothing to worry it’s just asshole Forth. I rolled my eyes at him and turned to leave. He quickly wrapped his fingers around my upper arm.
“What?” I dropped my gaze to his hand in my arm and back up to his face. His handsome face is darkened with some unknown emotions.
“Why do you act like this?” He sighed and let go of my arm.
“Act?” I raised one eyebrow.
“Like you’ve forgotten everything.” Folding his arms over his chest, he leaned against the wash basin. I watched his biceps bulge under black Henley, he was wearing.
I closed my eyes and took in a deep breath. Why does he want to remind me of that night? I kept my promise, didn’t I? He was afraid of loosing our friendship once we had sex. But now after I’ve taken great measures to push my feelings under, why is he stirring trouble?
“Ai’Forth, tell me what do you want? I thought you wanted me to forget everything and be same old Beam, but now you want to talk about it. So which is it?” I narrowed my eyes at his expression.
“I don’t know.” He said roughly. “I don’t know what I want anymore. You confuse me. This is why I didn’t want to do that. It complicates friendship, it ruins everything.” He was shaking his head, eyes glued to the white tiled bathroom floor. I felt my anger rising.
“So it’s my fault then.” I coughed. “You didn’t let it be. You hunt me down because you wanted to know the fucking truth that day. If you had forgotten everything and let it be, then none of this would have happened.” I felt my eyes stinging from anger. “I’m leaving.” I can’t let him see my tears, I need to go, right now.
“Beam!” but the idiot had to snag my sleeve and pull me hard. He really underestimates his strength. I stumbled against the cold bathroom wall and my head banged painfully against it.
“Fuck Ai’Forth.” I hissed rubbing my head. He moved closer to hold my shoulders in worry. I shot him an angry look. “Do you think I’m one of your one night stands? You don’t get to push me around like them.” Something like hot anger flashed across his eyes.
“Stop talking shit Beam. I would never do that to you.” His eyes shone angrily. I laughed derisively. I want to rile him up, I want to make him angry. I want, I want…. I don’t know what I want, but he looks hot as hell when he was glaring down at me in anger. I want to see him loose control.
“Maybe if you did fuck me against a bathroom wall like you did that boy, then you wouldn’t feel complicated. You should have fucked me that day. Instead, you made love to me like a sentimental fool.” I laughed.
He pushed his body against mine, trapping my body between him and the bathroom wall. I felt my breath leave with the force of it.
“Shut the fuck up!” He growled. I tilted my head up and stared at his face, dark and miserable. When he caught me watching him his eyes softened a bit. “Why can’t we talk like normal people. Last time we talked, we ended up fucking in your couch. Right now I’m about do that in this bathroom. Why are we so fucked up?” he muttered, lowering his head to touch my forehead.
“I don’t know Forth.” I thought I only had one chance with him, I didn’t know he would want more. As Forth says in this fucked up world there’s no room for emotions. I don’t want to trap him in a relationship. He would feel suffocated and would leave ultimately. Best option is to take what you can, while it’s available. Right now Forth is pushing me up against the bathroom wall like he’d want to take me right now and right here. If it’s all I get from him then I will take it.
“So” I started conversationally. “If you’re not going to fuck me now, let me loose so that I can go look for someone who would.” I placed my hands casually over his hard pecs. His eyes flashed dangerously when he gripped my shoulders tightly to the point of pain. Then he flipped me around like he did with that boy he fucked the other night. I immediately turned may face to the side. My heart started to beat fast in excitement.
“I think I need to gag you when I fuck you.” He growled, brushing his lips against my sensitive earlobe. I shuddered involuntarily. “You talk too much.” He wrapped his hand in my chin with a vice like grip and crushed his mouth to mine. I squeezed my eyes shut and let him use my mouth.
It’s like he’s venting all his frustration to the kiss. Our lips mashed and teeth clanged. At one point I even tasted metallic taste of blood between our lips. I didn’t know who’s blood it was. I was too far gone to care.
He was pressing his lower half against my ass, to the rhythm of our heated kiss. His hardened length is pressing against my bottom, making me wishing we’re at somewhere private. So I pressed my palms to the cold tiled wall and widened my feet and pushed back.
Forth's hand crept to the front of my pants and his fingers jerked at the buttons. He expertly loosened my pants and pushed it down to my mid thighs. Goosebumps appeared instantly on my exposed naked skin. Then I felt tip of his hardness nudging me. When did he undid his pants? He’s used to this better than anyone. Maybe he got a kick out of fucking people in semi public places. I couldn’t help but feel want coiling in my belly. Because there’s nothing like having sex at the danger of being discovered by someone. The anticipation, fear and thrill added to the excitement. Maybe it’s my kink too.
“Ah…” I cried through his lips because all this time he hasn’t let go of my lips. I’ve never had sex while kissing someone all the while. I guess Forth is something else. “Oh…” my breath hitched. He’s entering me dry. Is he going to fuck me dry? I don’t know why but the idea thrilled me. The stretch and the stinging pain is overwhelming yet I couldn’t help but pushing back, trying to get him deeper and more.
The lubrication from the condom is helping a lot, otherwise I’d have hard time walking for couple of days. I really don’t have time to ponder anymore because Forth is taking me higher and higher.
“Mmm…” I moaned against his lips and tried to breath through my nose. I was feeling a bit light headed from lack of oxygen and the excruciating feeling deep inside me. Forth wrapped one strong arm around my waist and kicked my legs wider. I balled my fists and arched my bottom. My breath started coming out in short abrupt waves. “Ah..ah…ah… arder… harder.” I cried, pushing back and writhing against the wall.
Then I was floating. Flying without wings. I was coming.
I blinked open my eyes. The bright florescent light in the washroom is hurting my eyes. Forth is still plastered against my back. The bathroom is silent except for the muffled thudding of the club music. I nudged him. Forth straightened up slowly and started retreating himself. I hissed when a sharp pain came from deep inside me. Forth gently placed his hand in my hips. I quickly dodged his arms and pulled up my pants.
“Let me look at you?” Forth touched my pant, slipping his fingers inside my waist band. I quickly flipped around to face him.
“Forth, stop it.” I batted his wandering hand away. He looked worriedly at me when I walked slowly to the wash basin. It fucking hurts to walk but I wouldn’t dare show him. I’m a man and I took it like a man. No regrets. I stared at my reflection. I looked thoroughly fucked. My lips swollen and red. Face and chest flushed. Hair deshelved.
“Please let me check?” He pleaded again. I snorted. “I’m sorry na. I didn’t mean to be so rough with you.” He hung his head in shame.
“Forth?” I sighed straightening up. “I’m no some virgin fairy. I wanted it and you gave it to me.” I walked to the door bumping his shoulder but turned around. “I had a great time.” I twisted the door knob. “Just don’t fucking ruin it by apologizing.” Then I exited the bathroom and left him inside.