I'm in the kitchen preparing myself pancakes. The past week has been awful.
I called Jackson last night to explain to him everything that was going on. I needed to tell him the truth I didn't want to lie to him anymore. He took it really well and said that he still wanted to go on that second date.
I'm really happy that he hasn't changed his mind about me unlike most of my fans. I have been getting a pretty good amount of hate since the interview. But they're mostly comments like:
"Jungkook is mine."
"Stay away from my Kookie."
"She's such a slut."
You know typical hate comments. Good thing they don't really get to me, I guess I'm kind of immune to them now.
Jackson and I decided to have our second date this afternoon. I honestly don't care anymore who sees us.
I quietly eat my pancakes in the dining room when Tae comes in.
He notices me eating.
"Can I have one?"
I look at him. Why do they always want my food. I decide to take advantage of the situation.
"I'll give you some if you help me with my outfit." I say.
He rolls his eyes.
"Can't you just be nice and give me one? I mean I am older than you."
"No."
"Okay fine I'll help you." He says and then I hand him a pancake. He takes a big bite out of it and asks with a full mouth, "Where are you going anyway?"
"Today is my second date with Jackson." I say proudly as I stand up. "Now come on."
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Tae wasn't good at helping me, all he wanted me to wear was Gucci. I swear he has an unhealthy obsession.
I finally walk out with the outfit that I think is a winner.
As soon as Taehyung sees it he says, "No, nope, NO, absolutely not."
I make a pout. "Oh come on Tae Tae! Please, look at how good I look." I say while twirling.
"If I let you go out like that I'm going to get murdered by the other guys." He points out.
"Okay fine I won't wear it." I say. I look at my phone and see that I'd received a notification from Jackson.
Jackson🥰:
Hey I'm here. I'm a little bit early I can wait in the car if you'd like.
Ah perfect.
Me:
No, no you're right on time I'm coming.
Now I have to get rid of Tae somehow.
"Tae my sweet, loving, handsome brother, could you let me borrow a pair of your sunglasses."
"Oh yeah of course. You change while I get them. I have the perfect pair for you." He says while getting up and walking out of the room.
Okay perfect. When he leaves I grab my purse, put on my shoes and run to the front door. I try to open the door quietly so no one hears. However I forget that we have a security system and every-time we open the door there is a loud DING.
"Y/n? Is that you leaving?" Tae shouts from upstairs.
Oh shit.
I swing the door open and see Jackson in his car. I get in fast and shout "GO GO GO"
He takes off so fast that I haven't even closed my car door yet. I look behind us and see Tae and Yoongi in the front yard.
Haha I feel like I'm in high school again, sneaking out to go out with my friends.
Jackson finally asks
"What was that about? Did something happen?"
He has a worried expression on his face.
"Haha don't worry the guys just didn't want me to leave in this outfit." I tell him.
He looks me up and down.
"I think you look beautiful." He says while grabbing my hand from my lap.
I blush and say thank you.
"So where are we going?" I ask while squeezing his hand.
"So today I'm going to take you to a new really cool museum and then we can get lunch!" He says while rubbing my hand with his thumb.
"It sounds like we're gonna have a lot of fun today huh?" I giggle
"If I'm with you I can have fun anywhere." He smiles and looks at me.
He's so much different than Jungkook. Yet they're so alike. They're both silly and know how to make me laugh but there is something about Jungkook that I can't get over. I try to push the thought of him to the side and focus on today.
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While at the museum I kept getting numerous texts and calls from all the guys. I got so annoyed that I decided to turn off my phone.
We got lunch afterward, or maybe it wasn't lunch it was more like a late afternoon meal.
I was having such a good time talking to Jackson that I didn't realize the time.
"Oh wow it's getting really late isn't it?" I say.
"Oh man it is, I wish we could talk all night." He says while making a cute sad puppy face.
Then a though comes to mind. Why not spend the night with Jackson? No funny business just talking and cuddling.
"What if I stay with you tonight." I suggest while giggling.
He looks a little bit shocked.
"Would you really want to? It would be really fun! We could cuddle and eat more ramen!"
He's such a kid. I like him so much.
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When we arrive at his place I decide to turn my phone on for a minute to text the guys that I'm not coming home tonight. I get on the group chat and text:
Me:
Guys don't wait for me tonight. I'm going to spend the night at Jackson's.
Princess Gucci:
I told you that outfit was asking for it.
Bunny❤️:
Wait what? Who allowed this? Tae I'm going to murder you!
Eomma:
USE PROTECTION!
I turn my phone off before I hear from the rest of them. I really don't want to know their opinion on this.
I get into bed with Jackson. We talk about our hopes and dreams when I start to drift off on his chest. I finally fall asleep.
I haven't slept this good in a while...
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